A Chinese guy in my school taking the same exact course as me committed suicide yesterday due to FYP stress. Goodness, only 5 weeks of his Final Year and he gives up?
Cetek betul pemikiran dorang ni kan? *Shake Heads*
Meanwhile, I turned myself to a super messy person. I need to be organized. I need an organizer and a personal assistant. Seriously. One morning, I came to school, happily walking from the train stations enjoying the humid morning breeze, then in to the school, to my block. Pressed the button and waited for the lift to come, upon being in the lift, I wondered to myself, which level should I go? Which class am I in? What am I having today? I take my phone out and I realised I accidentally delete my school's schedule from my phone.My room is as pretty as a pig sty. Being freaking filled with school and it's assignment, I can't even spare a minute to vacuum my room. Having a room-mate doesn't help at all because I think 65% of her stuff are all over the table and the floor and under the bed. I need to start reorganizing my wardrobe because my clothes HAD flowed out. And I need to re-stock my wardrobe. I'm wearing the same thing over and over again. And apart from losing my sense in fashion, I lost my sense in make-up too. Apparently because I don't see a need to put them on every single day or even when meeting Azry. Another reason is because, my stuff are all over. I can't find my eyeliner, my fancy eyeshadows, everything are everywhere.I miss wearing shoes, my slippers are getting slippery. I need new bags, new shoes, new clothes, new dresses, new WEIGHT! Talking of weight, I'm addicted to Hershey's Cookies and Cream.
I have to have at least one bar per day. All thanks to Amy. And now I can feel the fats I've never felt before. =( Oh and I need a job. I need money for Azry's birthday. I need MONEY. I've been saving and I'm only 1/4 done. I wanna buy Elle's Couple wallet because Renoma's abit overrated but Renoma's on a great deal now! But I can't have a job because I wanna get school done and over with. I don't wanna be too busy with school and screw work up but at the same time I don't wanna be too busy with work and screw work up. School's a bitch, I'm so caught up with it's work, I have to hold on but I need a job.
So all I have to do is, stop bingeing on Hershey's Cookies and Cream, spring clean my room and my wardrobe, get a job or at least, save money. 
I have to have at least one bar per day. All thanks to Amy. And now I can feel the fats I've never felt before. =( Oh and I need a job. I need money for Azry's birthday. I need MONEY. I've been saving and I'm only 1/4 done. I wanna buy Elle's Couple wallet because Renoma's abit overrated but Renoma's on a great deal now! But I can't have a job because I wanna get school done and over with. I don't wanna be too busy with school and screw work up but at the same time I don't wanna be too busy with work and screw work up. School's a bitch, I'm so caught up with it's work, I have to hold on but I need a job.
