Ok guys. I think I have to bring myself back to time. I had been back-dating most of my previous post. It took me years to have those entry ready. For those who enjoyed it, thanks alot. Now this post is not back-dated. I'm tired of editting photos and upload it and waiting for it to be uploaded, five by five. I need a break and I just wanna have a little talk now in this blog. Holidays had been real great. Full of ups and downs. Well, that's life ain't it. I had been really naughty this holidays for those who know why, good. First of all, let me pour out here how much I miss boyfriends. How much I miss boyfriends and me and just boyfriends and me. I thought we would still meet up somehow like how we used to, even if it's a non-schooling day, we'll meet no matter what. Just a short slack at courthouse, or coffee at McCafe or Coffee Bean or just slack. I miss the whole bunch a lot. Like really a lot. I wished I could just ring each one up and have a short talk but I just couldn't for I am just afraid if I am bothering their life now that each have their own life to do. Work, family, friends, girls and chasing after a girl. Hahaha. That is redundant. I miss Dale. I miss Fayes. I miss JY. I miss Faz. I miss An. I miss Wak. I miss Ivan. I miss Abang.I miss girlfriends too. I miss those girl talk we would have. I miss those moments filled with laughter and those moments we would just talk about anything under the sun. I miss the moments we were so close, we skip our way throung school and find something cool to do like Karaoke. I miss Aisha. I miss Heira. I miss Eeqa. I miss Mak. I miss Dyl. I miss Rain. I miss Fairuz. I miss Serra.And I miss wellness room together with Reella, Ain, Ryna, Azura and my one and only toyboy, Syiekh. Hhahahaha.And the person I miss most is my old bestfriend whom I think I misplaced him somewhere during the School's official opening. Jump! that is. And for those who know who, good. I swear I really miss him a lot and till now, I never forgive myself the way I lost him just like that. I really miss the moment we were so happy, just the two of us, without anything bothering us nor him nor me. I miss the times where I would call him up and we would just talk about anything that runs to our head and without us realizing we had talked for hours. And every sunday I would wake up early (tell me, who wakes up early in the morning on sundays?) for I know bestie is working and he'd be lonely so I'll keep him company on the phone. And when times tears are just have to be shed, shoulders are really useful. I miss the times when I frown, he is always there to bring me up, for that smile on my face or that silly laughter of mine. But bestie is just gone. Gone and I don't know where he's gone. Maybe he's in a deep sleep now, having such a beautiful dream. Whatever it is, I'll just wait for him to wake up and realize it was all just a dream and I still do exist.I think I miss school a lot. I even start to feel I miss attending classes and crack my head just to come out with the bestest presentation filled with the day's problem at the end of the day. :\Enough of all those missing shit. The whole clan of mine spend the night together at the beach. It wasn't really a night you call great because most went off early. And it was all about card games, couple's private time and I doze off half the time. And Faz, An and I spend a night at Wak's workplace and it was a night of laughter. When you need fun and laughter and time that will make you forget your sorrows, Faz and An will make a complete kit.
"Eh faz, ape kate kau pkai jacket aku, datu kau dok bawah payong, jgn lupa sangkut pineapple, senyum mesti mau lebeh."
"Hello!!!! Prrrrrroooooooooooooot"
Hahahaha. Some inside jokes we could laugh our ass off.
And then holiday starts, it's all about ladies' nights and intoxicating drinks. It's all about my homies. Nuhad, Amy, Huda, Nora, Mamat, Shahir, Jie Kai, Jasper, Khair and introducing two new member Hafiz and Mus and Ris. And we will all lepak at a place we call Hawaii because it is very windy and surrounded with trees that look like those they have at Hawaii. And that place will only be active after 11 pm and closes at 5-8 a.m. No we don't just stay there, we'll explore the whole world if we can. Hahaha. There was once we went West Coast Park and that is my first ever time I got screened by police. But nothing goes wrong just that we are more than 5 people and it is what they call illegal gathering. And there was once Shahir organized a chalet for just us and we went to Redhouse at Pasir Ris to explose. Let's not talk about it now. It's really eerie. I get to know this "Abang Sapao" early last month and I don't know if that is love. But I seem restless if we don't talk or meet for a day. Before school closes, he sends me to school and fetch me from school. We dated like a few times. Movies, window shopping, dinner, breakfast, lunch and many more. He wants to be in the cable car and I am making that dream of his come true. I promise okeh dear?Mr Clean must be doing great in there. I bet he misses combing his hair everytime the wind blow and secretly cry under the pillow at night missing mummy. Hahahaha. Meet me soon okeh?Now, let's welcome 2008. Good bye 2007.
Stick around. Next up, Girl's Day out with girlfriends and countdown at sentosa and St Jame's Ladies night and cable car with dearie.
And it's really a lot. The crabs are huge. And 3 is a blast!
