If you dying for some respect from me, show me what I deserve and I'll present it to you. With all the words you used, I felt like a total no-one to you. I may not be the most hardworking one you had but I promised to myself, I'll prove you wrong for I'm gonna show you that I am the best you had. I don't understand what you expect from me for all you know, the things that I do be it in or not in your eyes doesn't seem right. If what you had cursed me happen to come true, I don't think I am sitting where I am now. I think I would be out there, perhaps having a second or third five months in my tummy, sniffing glue and injecting drugs into myself. Perhaps I would be out there drunk and got screwed by a bunch. Tell me if that is what you always wanted, I can present it to you. For you have heaven under your ugly feet. But I think I am smart enough to choose what is best. You know yourself, it is not easy being in this position. I don't understand you and what you want from me. Never had I ever did. And I swear, deep in my little heart, I want this to stop for I think I had reached the legal age and had grown to be a mature girl, not like the one you used to have. You know, how got really envious when I see my friends got a real great relationship with someone like you. Theirs seems to be so understanding and in return, they got the best. I think if that is what you want from me, why don't you show me some respect, pour me some love like how you could give to the rest? Sometime I wish, I could just put everything to an end but I am strong, I wanna grow up and earn big bucks, have cute little cuddly children with a great hot pious husband who could show me the right way and take good care of me. INSYA-ALLAH.
