The Untold Secrets: May 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

1:48 AM

Maybe some of you guys wonder, while others don't. I am hardly seen online on msn nor facebook anymore. I agree, things do change, so does people. I used to feel that my day is incomplete if I don't get online or at least, switch my laptop on. But now, everything fade.

Maybe because I've got a few new obsession. I'm an addict to . . .

It had been quite sometime. Most of my friends got sick and tired of it already and I wonder when will I feel that way. Azry even begs for my laptop every weekend, so I will have to give in to him and let my laptop stay overnight at his place. Why? For this bloody game. And I swear he will ditch his phone, ignore my calls and messages while he is gaming. Annoying! But as long as I know he's home at night and not out there wasting his time, I'm fine.

Those who have not try playing this game, you should. There was once, I was gaming in class during presentation period, I was so engrossed with it, suddenly when I look up, everybody had packed their bags and ready to leave the class as that class is being reserved for some test.

And my another obsession would be . . .

I don't know why but I just feel like watching Season 1 all over again. And all of this will be accompanied . . .

Ah yes yes. And sometimes, Mineshine Milk Tea. Oh goodness, tell me I'm living a healthy lifestyle.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

11:32 PM
Angels And Demons

Wednesday was a tough day. First of all, in the morning, Yanti and me was more than ecstatic to actually find out that we're in the same group. Like WTH?! FINALLY YAY! We were all smiley the first part of class until after breakfast, irritating Susan want's to splits us up because we were apparently the smallest team and there's millions of absentees. Okeh fine, so we're being splitted. Fucking upset about it but it's all fine apart that the problem was kinda tough.

Another problem about Wednesday class was, it's an elective. Microeconomics. And I swear I can't find a valid reason why that module belongs to the Sport's School? Economics is soooooo economics. More to the business side, to me. And that explains the amount of Sports student in my Wednesday class. They're come in dressed all sport-ey, like jerseys and track pants and running shoes. Yanti and me? So O-U-T. We're two fat girls in our daily jeans and flip-flops and a dressy top or a t-shirt. And so we don't feel that "I-N". Another reason is also because, everybody in that class knows everybody else except the two of us. So we kept ourselves shut most of the time, doing what we're supposed to do. And that explains the grades we're getting for Microeconomics.

It's a fun and interesting subject, I swear. But I just hate that everybody and the environment have to screw it up. And remember me saying that a lecturer of mine talks like Anna Faris in House Bunny? Yea, it's the Microeconomics lecturer of mine and to this very date, her made-up accent and extra emphasis on the letter "R" HAS GOTTEN on my nerves. =D

And I am more than happy when I receive a random call from Babygirl Nuhad at 8pm asking if I wanna catch a movie in an hour. And when she said, Angels and Demons FOR FREE, I dashed into the loo, half an hour later, I'm at my lobby waiting for her.

A movie worth watching. Especially when it's free! 2 hours and 20 minutes of butt cramping and all that, I love this movie. Sorry Azry I didn't wait for you. I don't mind watching it again okeh sayang? Heh. And there's a part during the movie I can't stop laughing to myself. A men was limping and Nuhad asked

"Ni kenapa plak ni???..."

Her voice was rather irritated but it was kinda obvious that that man was shot. So I answered,

"Oh dia terpelecok."

It's hilarious, to me, at least. =)

And then I'm home at 2am on a Wednesday night, not having enough rest for the next day. See how I hate Wednesdays?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

6:55 PM

I was reading somebody's blog and I came to find out that she doesn't have a father anymore. And so she go about how she misses him and how he would put her to bed or watch the television together while laughing over some lame jokes they cracked.

It got me thinking for a moment. It doesn't take my father to be gone, like REALLY GO, for me to miss him so much. He's right there, in front of my eyes, and only God knows how great, how much I miss him. =)

~~I miss how he always compliments my milo.~~
~~I miss how he always gobbles down the maggi I cooked for him.~~
~~I miss how I would confiscate his cigarettes and not let him smoke.~~
I miss how he would jerk he's body while watching the television
pretending to be really sleepy and had slept.
And I hate it.

Monday, May 18, 2009

12:10 PM
Help!

A Chinese guy in my school taking the same exact course as me committed suicide yesterday due to FYP stress. Goodness, only 5 weeks of his Final Year and he gives up?

Cetek betul pemikiran dorang ni kan? *Shake Heads*

Meanwhile, I turned myself to a super messy person. I need to be organized. I need an organizer and a personal assistant. Seriously. One morning, I came to school, happily walking from the train stations enjoying the humid morning breeze, then in to the school, to my block. Pressed the button and waited for the lift to come, upon being in the lift, I wondered to myself, which level should I go? Which class am I in? What am I having today? I take my phone out and I realised I accidentally delete my school's schedule from my phone.

My room is as pretty as a pig sty. Being freaking filled with school and it's assignment, I can't even spare a minute to vacuum my room. Having a room-mate doesn't help at all because I think 65% of her stuff are all over the table and the floor and under the bed. I need to start reorganizing my wardrobe because my clothes HAD flowed out. And I need to re-stock my wardrobe. I'm wearing the same thing over and over again. And apart from losing my sense in fashion, I lost my sense in make-up too. Apparently because I don't see a need to put them on every single day or even when meeting Azry. Another reason is because, my stuff are all over. I can't find my eyeliner, my fancy eyeshadows, everything are everywhere.

I miss wearing shoes, my slippers are getting slippery. I need new bags, new shoes, new clothes, new dresses, new WEIGHT! Talking of weight, I'm addicted to Hershey's Cookies and Cream.

I have to have at least one bar per day. All thanks to Amy. And now I can feel the fats I've never felt before. =( Oh and I need a job. I need money for Azry's birthday. I need MONEY. I've been saving and I'm only 1/4 done. I wanna buy Elle's Couple wallet because Renoma's abit overrated but Renoma's on a great deal now! But I can't have a job because I wanna get school done and over with. I don't wanna be too busy with school and screw work up but at the same time I don't wanna be too busy with work and screw work up. School's a bitch, I'm so caught up with it's work, I have to hold on but I need a job.

So all I have to do is, stop bingeing on Hershey's Cookies and Cream, spring clean my room and my wardrobe, get a job or at least, save money.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

3:47 AM
AMK Central

I fetched my poor lil baby from his camp. He was hell damn exhausted that he slept throughout the whole journey in the train. I love looking at the pleasant look at his face while he was sleeping. He looks so cute. And then he sleep again when we reach his house. His nephew was whining over some stuff and was crying, he waked up and consoled that lil boy. Look just how fatherly is he? Hahaha.

He said I can't expect much for our fourth monthsary celebration. I didn't mind a little bit because boleh bankrupt lah kalau tiap-tiap bulan nak celebrate. So he brought me to Ang Mo Kio Central. We had dinner at Banquet. He asked me what I wanna eat, I told him "I'm craving for cockles but I want carrot cake." He doesn't really like Chinese food and those kinda black fried Kway Teow but being an extra sweetheart, he came back with a Cockle Kway Teow and Carrot cake on the tray he was carrying. I kept quiet until he started picking all the cockles from the kway teow and placing on my carrot cake and start eating the kway teow.

And then we went walking around and he wants to buy some bermudas. That particular shop have the most cutest fitting room ever. The curtain is only covering half of your leg. Hahahaha. Sexy kan? That's his leg btw.

And then we went to a cyber cafe to play Left 4 Dead.
While waiting for the game to load, he goes to Youtube and look at how engrossed he is?

And then we head back home with him sulking over 5800.
Gosh, I feel like biting you, you know?!
Gerammmmm!!!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

11:20 PM
Wateva Day

Mak Long and Pak Long is leaving for Jeddah to perform pilgrimage at Mecca.
So day was spent at the Changi Airport.

My two ever so mentel cousins.

And then my Aunties and Uncles decided to have dinner together at Woodlands, somewhere called Rasa Rasa Something something i cant remember. Haha.

It was a great dinner. I had Fried Cockle Kway Teow [pedas and basah] haha, and orange and carrot juice.

Happy insertnamehere day!

At this stormy night, I hope you know,
I am awaked and praying for you to be safe and sound.
I miss you.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

2:26 PM
Fourth yeah.

From: Azry
Sent: 05-May-2009 12:00 AM
Recieved: 05-May-2009 12:00 AM

I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we are apart, no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple and 2 never give up on us.

Enough to spent the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need or want me and never, ever want to leave you or live without you.

I love you this much!
Happy 4th monthsary mama...

That is so sweet,
I hope you meant each and every word that you said.
I love you, that's no doubt.
Let us pray for tomorrow, together.

Monday, May 04, 2009

1:34 PM
Anugerah 09

Wow loving this picture. :D :D
Azry had his hair cut. I love his new look.
But he looks a little too abang-abang. Hahahh

Our weekend was spent accompanying Ian to Anugerah Audition. The queue took us 5 hours long to get to the front. And Ian was scheduled to sing the next day. So again, we went to the east side of Singapore the next morning.

I think the look like Do Re Mi.
Azry hits the bill with that hat.
The part where they sing "Hai ubat, hai ubat! Mari beli ubat !"

After that, headed to Changi Airport because I have been whining for Popeyes.

Finally, the long awaited scone. Ian, being such a sweetheart, gave me his. Hehs.

Head to town then on, thank GOD Omar brought along his new girlfriend, I'm not the only girl that day! And the two of us window shopped. She's a nice girl.

So cute! Rest well okay sayang?
Use the 3 days of MC well. I love you.

And Ian, it's their lost.
Not yours. So yea, don't give up.