I would like to wish

Happy Birthday Abang Adik!
It had been great knowing you and being in the same class bonds us more.
Sad it is going to end soon but we will sure still be the same.

May GOD bless you and we be friends forever!

Ok and so, memang sungguh tak cukup sifat bagiku klau tak sambut a friend birthday, be it a small or big celebration, it's our duty to make is a special day on that ordinary day for them!
I understand what I am talking about, do you?

So I was the one who went thru all the hassle to make it special, with the cutting of onion till my eye teared like no tomorrow, persuading mom to buy fishcake and prawns and some other ingredients so that I can cook boyfriends some bee hoon.

And woke up early just to clean up the house, cook, and went all the way to Causeway point with Eeqa to get donuts in replacement of the cupcakes for their birthday cake.

And it's all worth it! A small yet great celebration.

Although the rendezvous got a bit messed up.

Some feast for the eye. Enjoy!

Ok, a redundant photo actually! Next~~!



Oh the inseparables.



Faz the nigga!



My oh-so-messy hair with and check-out-my-teeeeeeeeeth smile.

He say it is the bestest beer he ever tasted.



An and his "Mat" look with the cigarette smoke in his mouth.



And caught this.
He said "this is what you call the best photo for "Story of love""



An's shot. Candid. Really.



He was putting in his best effort to attract all the beach babe there.
As usual.

Dale eating my fried bee hoon.
Licin! Sedap hingga menjilat jari kaki!

It was quite late when we reached there. Looking at the time, we could only hit the water for 2 hours and sun will set by then. So only Faz, An and I hit the water while eeqa and sanur went cycling, ifad and dale play the "Just married" couple spending quality time by the beach and Fayeh and JY make their way to ECP.

The "must-do"

I love them!



Fayeh looking good in shades and cap.
But please fayeh, not when it's already night and there's no sun.

And then it's the time !
Donuts! Yumm yummy yum !
Ok no, I mean the birthday song part, blow candle and all.

Me, poking the candles into the donuts, while the guys had hard time lighting them up due to the cold strong wind.

Boyfriends and I.



Birthday boys.
Don't ask who wrote those on the box.



Ok blow the candles.
Mulot maintain aar dua2!

So we had our own version kind of fun.
Dream-maker.

An doesn't wanna do it.
He finds it freaky.
And he goes like "Aku tak nak! Aku takut."

Dream maker people!
Eeqa, you should, really.

And I thank GOD for another great day.

Labels: I shall cherish it

I don't understand why you have to hide. For all I know, I am always the first. I tried to hold back like I always could, but I just have to let loose. I know my stand, there's nothing I can do. As promised, feelings aside, and you know I am always here. I'll be happy to see you happy, even if I am not at all part of it. And I should not feel the way I am feeling right now. Seriously, I need to knock it out of me. I should just walk off and not just stuck my nose up your ass. I am so head-over-heels about you, trying my best to grab your attention, wanting so hard to be in the center of your world, it doesn't take me long to realize how far below I am standing under you and all I could afford to be is your friend.

It really does kill me, like a million of arrows flying to you and strike you straight to your left lung and other part of the body, just like those in the ancient wars, to see you coming to me, sharing those wonders and disasters you are going through with another girl.

And I can't explain the pain I feel seeing you not having much time for me and pay more attention to ***. I tried not to portray and had been hiding. Tell me when will this ever stop? It is stupid thinking how I had always wished I could have you all to myself when all I need to do is give up because those are just merely fantasies.

And I don't understand why, you treat me like more than just a friend to you. You made me feel, we are having that mutual feelings.Sometimes I felt like you gave me hope. But I should never dream too high. All I promise is I would always be there for you. Even on the day you want to buy a ring for your future wife. Even on the day you are too nervous on your wedding day. Even on the day your first child is about to be out of the womb. Even on the day you daughter got her first period and your wife is away. Even on the day your daughter is graduating. Even on the day your wife disapproves your daughter's choice of a life partner. Even on the day you find it hard to clique with your son-in-law. Even on the day you lay on your deathbed. Be it physically or mentally.

And yes, I cannot deny that I love you so much and I wouldn't mind you not knowing this strong feelings deep in me and that my blood flow just for you. But it hurts so much to love you the way I do and then look at you to realize how much you don’t care.

Labels: Need I tell more?

Labels: I'm glad you vould read what I am thinking. So glad

I loaned the school's DSLR for the millions occasions held on 9th August.
As usual, its the all time favorite, Canon 400D.
And it explains this long lengthy great-wall-of-china entry.

The clinic was unreasonably quiet on the night of the eve of a public Holiday.
Dian and I was getting a little bit bored by the situation, time seems to go so slowly.
And so we snap to pass the time by.

The counter top as my tripod, but dang ~ I forgot the AF button.



That's Dian. And how I love working with her.
Our bitchfest(s) and many more secret I shall not reveal here.
Muahahahahahaha.

It's the 9th August 2007. The day Singapore turns 42.
And my one and only niece, Syazwanie Bte Mohd Shahrizal turns 2!
Oh dear, how time flies so fast, I was mugging for O's when she was born.
And now, I'm in 2nd year at polytechnic and she's a fast runner.

Ok, and so at this very special day, Sister decides to make it even more beautiful.
A birthday party at her house, at the same time, all relatives meet up and gather to have fun!
And me, I play my part as the event photographer, hows that?

So much for sleeping over with the intention to help.
I ended up sleeping at 4 and woke up to know that my granny, my auntie and some of my little cousins are already there.

She's in charge of the jelly cocktail.



While they make epok-epok sayur, kentang and sardin.

And she's the chef of the day.



And now look at how the birthday girl had grown to a
hyper-active, loud and noisy just like her aunt, healthy and naughty little girl.

Her present, after 2 hour the party start.



And she trying her best to be the most sexiest model ever.





And while all the ladies are busy at the kitchen . . .

Look at what my two sisters are doing.

Disgrace! Hahahahaha, as if I was much of a help.



Syarifah Falisha and mother.



The battle of PEROTS !



The dapur clan.

Oh cuteness .



When there's food.



Don just look, eat it !

And the children are busy playing with toys.



Mak busu say "Eyyyy !! Jgn amek gambaaaaaaa !!"



And the hottest hunks ever ! =D

With her as the guard so that no one touch it except her.

And the rest of the photos. I'm tired.
So enjoy !

And Wanie goes like "Cik Tin! Look what happened to my cake!!"

And then birthday parties would not be complete with just the presence of the loves ones, joy and laughter if there's no games to enhance the whole ambiance.

And allow my ever-so-sporting Uncle, Cik Mazli, to present to you
the "Water, Air, Stone" game.

And of course there's prizes to be won if you're good.
Here are the prizewinners!

There's a lot more games.
But I have to go off and meet boyfriends.
So here are the last few beautiful shot I took at the party, so yea.

And then I kiss birthday girl goodbye, take my leave from then on and head home to clean up myself and get ready for another occasion.

And off I went to meet boyfriends.

Initially



I'm with Dumb and Dumber.
They are cousins.
The cheeky cousins.



And they arrive.



I know he gets irritated when I start snapping his shots.
He'll make a face and I don't care.

My two favorite boys ever.
I love them as much as I hate mayonnaise.

My oh-so-messy hair and camera's lens cap.



Abang say I look like a budak kecik.
And he wants to act like one too.

Ok and so we were brought to a place that is believed to have a clear magnificent view for the fireworks.
We sat and chill and have fun camwhoring while waiting for fireworks to start brightening up the dark night sky.

They were playing a game.

While we just sit and smoke.

And Abang thinks he'll look great being the centre of focus of a photo.

Random and pardon my hair.


Us all.

I look fair.
Well, I am. Am I ?

Again, he wants to be the focus of the photo.
Abang please eh, stop it eh.

And a decent shot finally.

Multiple shots are ze sex.



He is his bestfriend.
And he is my YWNKHIFFYBFF

And what happen next was the camera slip of my hand to another.
And they start shooting and snapping.
And to my surprise, it's not thaaaaaaaaaaat bad though.

He's taking a pic with KLCC.

And when the fireworks start.
I couldn't be bothered to capture any.
So all I did was stand and I wasn't aware of who I was standing with and not even knowing they were teasing the two of us.
Whatever it is, the fireworks put me to tears. It was so beautiful, the scenery was priceless.

Those are Dale's shot which I edited to make it better.
Hahahaha.

And then they started making the police car as a playground.

Oh and yea, my bahagia face for getting to watch the beautiful fireworks with the bestest companions ever.

And these are Ifad's tak perlu face.





And some other shots.

I'm so tired now. Thanx for reading, if you did.

Labels: aren't fireworks the most beautiful thing ?, Baby