The Untold Secrets: October 2008

Friday, October 24, 2008

3:17 PM
Because no matter what, I'm still holding on.

This bloody post had been in my drafts for sucha long time. And I am so gonna get rid of it now. As you can see, it's photos of Hari Raya and how Hari Raya has when off so fast, it feels like it's only 2 weeks.

Whatever it is, I only have 2 days of Raya Outing with my friends and 4-5 Raya outing with my family. That is really little, so not like the usuals. Because circumstances occurs and people change. So hahaha. Here, with my fellow Republicans, from a bus in 2007 to a car in 2008. =(

This is what happened when you don't watch your back before snapping a shot of yourself.
A bangla smiling for you shot too. Hmmph.

And these are the pictures of Bb and friends raya outing.

Wan the Mat Bunga.

Kak Liyah and Don a.k.a Osemet.

Cikgu Bedah jalan beraya.

Nak step hot jek with my shades.

My love of my life.
Love him till death.
Love love love him so much.

Muka dah penat. And I'm tired too.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

11:15 AM
Yay!

Presenting . . .

Our golden love.

Stick around for more! =)

Monday, October 20, 2008

3:22 PM
I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

50 more days to Gad's POP.
12 more days to Gad's block leave.
5 more days to meeting him.

The weekend was well-spent. Except this is the first time, ever since we've known each other, that I did not fetch him at Pasir Ris. Not because I'm working or schooling but because I do not wanna travel all the way to Pasir Ris in my Hari Raya outfit. Still really am looking forward to see him as usual and he left me in awe when I see him in the malay traditional wear. Wow! Hahah. So our choosen color for our first Aidilfitri together was GOLD! Hehs. I've been wanting it so yea.

Raya outing with his friends and homies was fine, except that I started showing the irritating-non-stop-hits me. I was just a bit too hyper that day, I think I was so noisy and could not stop talking.

I am damn grateful and thankful that I got a very patient boyfriend. A boyfriend with the biggest heart in the world. Thankful how he love and care for me alot. Accepting me for just what I am and most importantly, tolerating me. He calm me down, everytime I blow my top off him, though I know he is not at all at fault. I admire his patience. I admire his tolerance. He's one I could not replace.

Now I'm missing him, yearning for his touch. Yearning for him to make me warm because this damn classroom is freaking cold. Baby, I miss youuuuuuuuuuuu.

So this entry is brought to you by a girl who is in class, who was supposed to pay attention to the presentations upon her eyes but is missing her boyfriend and is thinking of him, typing this post away to get rid of her boredoms and make her stay awake. Stick around for more when she get all of the pictures she wishes to upload in this humble mumble jumble bumble blog of hers.

And, in the sound of a falling star is joy and sadness uniting love.

Labels: B busyuk.

Friday, October 17, 2008

11:14 AM
And find the place we both could hide

Gad let me listen to a song in his MP3 when we were on our way back home on the train. He told me that it's the best "love" song he've ever heard. And now that he've got a girlfriend, he'll think of me when he listen to it. And the song goes . . . .

If I could tear you from the ceiling
And guarantee source divine
Rid you of possessions fleeting
Remain your funny valentine

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I know the best have tried
I'd fill your every breath with meaning
And find the place we both could hide

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

You don’t believe me
But you do this every time
Please don’t drive me blind

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I’d freeze us both in time
And find a brand new way of seeing
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

I remove the repeats so it won't be draggy. But awwww. He sang me the "Don't go and leave me. And please don't drive me blind" part. I'm missing him truckloads I can't stop thinking and talking about him. Having a boyfriend who is currently serving the nation really is a torture. I live my 5 days looking forward to the few hours we get to spend together. Huda the cousin's boyfriend will be going NS on the 13th December. 6 months of BMT and trust me Huda, it's hell, for both. Hopefully your PUSSY SOLDIER can make it through. Hahahaha. Kidding eh!

He's done with field camp and I was so glad that he did because 5 freaking days of no contacts [through phone] is a total abyss. Helping him clean his clothes from all the mud and all was horrendous. The whole bucket and foam and all turns brown. And it stinks! Watch yet another movie "The House Bunny" after walking around town and bumped into a flea market where I wanna buy a bracelet but he didn't allow me to because it was such a waste of money because I'm already wearing one, gold enough for me, big enough and he think's I don't need another one. I'm fine with it though I'm pondering over it till now. So yea, to hell with it.

Now it had been 5 freaking days of not seeing each other, and we hardly have the chance to talk on the phone, what more a simple sms? I miss him and I won't be tired repeating that part hah! It really hurts me when he called to tell how bad his day was. Poor lil big baby. I've been really busy. With school and skipping school. I've not been having proper sleep, thanks to my "late nights and early mornings". Went to bowl and tearing the streets up at night. Bb won't be happy reading this. Monday, I went to JB for movies and ciggs restock. Then tuesday was school and home because I don't feel well, still, I didn't stay home. Then Wednesday was school and jalan raya with An, Ain, Faz, Syeikh and Ryna. More updates about it soon. Thursday, was too tired to go to class because I got home at 3am the night before and went straight to Nuhad's place to catch up with sleep, at which I got 6 hours of peaceful sleep and then out to fetch her bike and then home at almost 11. Now I'm in class.

I can't wait for tomorrow. Out jalan-ing raya with his friends. We're gonna make it our hottest GOLDEN affair yay!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

10:19 AM
What would you expect when two strangers' eyes meet?

What would you expect when two strangers' eyes meet?
I'm pretty surprised looking at what we are now, thinking back about how we had started from.
Time had never been our bestfriend but it had brought us together, emotionally attached.
Though it had not been long, time seem to had fly like an arrow.
It felt like yesterday was our first date.

I love him more than anything else in the world.
I love him more than anyone else before.
It's really weird how I used to pay the least attention on him.
It's weird how I ignored him the most.

Now that we are 2 month old, I hope for more to come.
Happy 2nd monthsary sayang!

There's this guy and he makes me smile no matter how bad I feel.
He know just what to say just to make my day.
He's the one person that I hate to go a day without talking.
Most importantly, he is the one guy that has my heart.

Labels: B busyuk.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

2:12 PM
Because absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Five days without seeing each other is a torture. What more no phone calls at all? I managed to get through the 5 days, not that smoothly because I was down with bad coughs and flu and was sneezing and coughing, I was so sick, so weak, maybe due to all the cold drinks and food and sweet sweet snacks I consume during the Hari Raya visiting. Another movie for us when we finally met. Hate it that he likes the movie "House Bunny". Another great day with him. I love him so much yeah!

I got myself real busy, I hardly have time for anything. Thinking back, I don't know what I have been doing. I didn't even come to school, having to convince myself that "sick" is the valid reason why. But then again, despite being sick, I can't stay home because that was never a place I can get a proper rest. I went window shopping and shopping and now I'm broke. So broken into pieces.

I bought a Club Marc bag at a very good price and a new top. And then I did a few recalling about where had all my money had gone to which then I remembered I bought a new schoolbag and slippers and pants and a RADO WATCH. Check out online how much one could cost. It costs a bomb and not all of you can afford it; not trying to boast here but really. And I have been wondering why did I even buy it?

And then I remembered I went binging with Heira. Macdonald's, Azabu Sabo and Aunt Annie's Pretzel. Last week, she had a mini birthday celabration for me at Vivo were we binge in Carl's Junior and Sushi. I've been wondering if I wanna post the pictures here because it's a bit too obscene-moronic hehs.

Gad and I had our first movie together after a month dating on the 4th october. We watch Big Stan and that was my first time having the couple seat. Believe it or not. Yes, laugh at me. -_- I make myself at home with legs all over the place [hahaha!] and resting my head on his shoulder then his chest. Wah bestnye! Before the movie we had Long John Silver, during the movie we had popcorn. Then Pastamania after the movie and then Spinelli. Now, see how am I being fed by people like Gad and Heira ? They're turning me into an elephant!

And another dream came true. Bibik, MakBusu and Ibu Ayu bought me a GUESS HANDBAG for my birthday present yay!