I've not been attending school for donkey years, ok not exactly. Let's say . . . more than a week? And I tell you that was madness. Reason being, every morning when I wake up, I just felt sick and a little too heavy to drag myself to the north side of the country to study. So I just continue sleeping and wish that I just do not have to wake up and face the cruel world. But that makes me a coward, after all, life still do have to go on. Oh and mama accidentally stepped on my laptop and I've got inactive keys on my keyboards. That's another good reason huh?And life indeed goes on. In fact, I'm enjoying it. Skipping school is not just the reason, I had a lot a lot of fun a girl should really have while I was away! And before I move on, thanks to fellow readers and those that had tagged for giving me moral supports. Thanks a million. Also to lovely friends and family for making me feel my feet standing firmly on the ground again!And and and before I go on to the exciting part, I have got a story to share. There's this one girl, aged 23, which makes her 4 freaking years older than me called me a "psycho and a stalker" just because I somehow begged and pleaded ex-boyfriend not to leave me. Oh come on, I was just standing up for my love that I thought was pure. That's all. Maybe I was a bit too insane but I have reasons for every single things that I did. And I am just willing to take a million steps just to keep our lovely boat sailing. Yes I went to his place, yes I phoned his mama, yes I called his friends just to know his whereabouts, yes I "threatened" him that I will knock on his door if he did not come out, yes yes yes. And why? Because he ignored my messages and calls, because he promised he would meet me, because he promised he will call, because he made me wait, because he said that he wants us to be just friends for he needs the space but he's already seeing another girl not even a week after we somehow thought we could work things out!Oh tell me that you will just let your boyfriend go after he said he wants to leave you. Tell me that you can just forget about him the minute after someone tell you to. Tell me that you won't ponder and cry. Tell me that you will jump for joy and clap your hands in the air seeing his photo with another girl. Tell me that you are not willing to fight and work things out to let the love keep going. I'm faithful and I am loyal, and I am willing to do just anything just to be in his arms back again, just to make him love me still. But I know my limits and I know just when to stop. Which I did for a long time ago, but now, I am wondering, WHY THE HELL DID SHE BRING THE TOPIC UP AGAIN? Oh okeh, let me guess. Maybe because she cannot accept when I told her that she can go on with her childish name-calling attittude and that she is way older than I am but I feel way matured than she is and thank her for making me feel better about myself?This is what she wrote in her blog;MSG TO SOMEONE
if u think you are mature enough and proud to be
then why you didnt forget about him when he say he want leave you
why you keep pester him??
mature ke name nye tu??
sudah la eh...jgn nak msg atao ganggu idop die lagy k
he's really into new love now!!!Oh gosh, I'm not trying to be mean or bad here but I think that she really needs to brush up her vocabulary. So, not being able to forget about him and pestering him actually defines your MATURITY LEVEL? I'm really sad. Pity her. Haiz. I really do not want to entertain anymore of the nonsense. I have his NS friends coming to me on MSN and say "Psycho sia" as a greeting. I was not at all impacted but surely, they must had gone around talking about me. Damn! I know I'm irresistable, they just can't get enough of me! Plus this is my personal problem, I can actually print that part of her blog and go the police and report for noble abuse. But that'll be such a waste of time. And I think that I am somehow childish to be writing about this in this beautiful blog of mine but since she wants the immatured way, here you go!Too much time wasted now, time is precious to me you know. I'm off. What's next? Here's a list.- Swimming with the girls and Aidil
- Day out to Clarke Quay, Changi and Yishun Dam
- More "riding dirty" session
- Shopping with Mr Sugardaddy
- And skipping madness with Yanti My Bitch hehs!
