Whatever you heard through the grapevine, whoever is the rumor mill, whatever gossips you wanna say, I don't care. Because he once taught me never to care whatever people wants to say. He once taught me that no one leads my life but just myself. He once taught me to never let setbacks bring me down.
I admit I was brought at my lowest, so low I thought of giving up. But again, thinking back, these are are just my learning phase in life. I'm so much stronger than I am. I've gone thru a lot more than any girl could ever imagine. I've seen my own girlfriend making out with the boy I was dating with. I've got my boyfriend MIA without notice. I've caught my boyfriend red-handed having night stands at the red-light district. And now, this.
But I've never once go around talking shits about my ex-boyfriend because I'm once in love with them, I've once been in their arm and disparaging them in people's ear are trying to make myself look like a dumb too because it makes me sound like I'm once with someone as bad as I make them sound to be. And I don't see a point to it.
I'm a stronger woman now and I am moving on. I'm moving on, still wanting to learn, wanting the best for my future, believing whatever that had happened always have a blessing in disguise. I'll leave fate and destiny in ALLAH'S hands because HIS the Almighty.
So go ahead with your childish name-calling attitude. You're way older than I am but I feel way matured than you are. =) Thanks for making me feel good about myself.
Orangedoll
is thankful for the clothes that fits a lil too snug;
it means she haf enuff to eat .
