The Untold Secrets

Thursday, May 08, 2008

2:41 PM

This is not the first time I am jotting this down, but again, I just wish to. I'm glad that the mistakes I did was indeed a fruitful experience for me because indeed, I learnt a lot. 18 years of age, and I don't think I should be facing what I am facing. Many said they would had gave up, and some couldn't even imagine, if they were in my shoes. That shows how strong I had been.

And then again, I've learnt so much about friendship. Not just the word but what it means in reality. And now, I would love to leave it the way it is, and pretend to be oblivious. Because in the first place, there's really nothing I wish to fret and drag about. Because indeed, it's so much fun watching instead of having to go through the hassle of entertaining. Gosh, I'm acting less like a girl should had.

The past few days had been ok. I have sufficient fun to push my sorrows away. Enough smile, laughters and safe jokes, I must add, to end the day with.

School have got a new cafe at TRCC, also named Cafe Esplanade. It's nice and worth the money. $4 for a plateful of Spaghetti along with salad, wedges and chicken/fish of your own choice + soft drinks. And damn, it's the next best chillout place with the super comfortable hot-red sofa.

On Monday, it's LIVE EARTH DAY, yet again, because it's total coincidence that Aisha, Eeqa and I have to put on Black/White and GREEN! hahahahha. Accompanied Heira to get new shoes for her lab session in school when I actually spotted a cute adorable Maryjane. I badly wants it but there's things that are more important than that shoe.

Must must must.
No matter where, even though we in the middle of a shopping centre.
Hahaha.

And yesterday, I turned myself to the most Bitchiest Angriest Woman on earth.

In the morning, Fayeh treated me McGriddles Meal at MacDonald's for some reason I don't wish to share. And when I was squeezing garlic chilli on the sausage, I notice that the egg is not as circle as it always have to be, and there's egg shell in it. Usually, I won't fuss over this kind of things, but I wasn't me yesterday, after taking a few bites from the sausage, I brought the burger over to the counter and demand for a better egg. Hahahaha. How Singaporean.

And then after school, Heira and I dined in at Long John Silver, we bought additional cheese dips for our meals and I really find the amount of cheese was pathetic, so I get the guy to fill up the whole container. Baek pe!

Heira and I had a great talk, things we never knew and all and I have a great time tickling her thighs and make her go mad which leads to her slapping my hand. And my ALAH! and the menyampah couple beside us. Thanks Heira for being the cherry on top of my day.

I spent some time sitting by the Ice Skating ring with Heira and somehow, I really wants to get the feel you get when skating, be it on ice or on ground. =X I think this entry is very messy. Thank you for reading.