I know this blog looks kind of messy now. I had been neglecting it a lot and could not be bothered to update here. No pictures, it does not seem like it was the usual izzit-love-or-lust. But now I think, I'm coming back to run the business like I used to. Hehs. And now I just feel like typing, get my fingers dancing on the keyboard because I just miss my laptop too much. I did not switch it on for I think a decade, when I took it out from it's case, dust and webs surrounds it. Ok ignore me.The previous post is published in white, for there's no colours brightening my life during that point of time and the hurt you get at your eyes when reading reflects the pain I am suffering.A lot of things happened. Things that causes major changes. Maybe these are just some challenges GOD brought upon me and also it made me realized who are my true friends and who are my fake friends. Friends that leaves me along with the crowd and friends who stayed behind to keep me company. Friends that should be appreciated and cherished and friends that should be taken for granted. A lot of things happened, a lot of thinking done, a lot that made me change to a better person. A lot of lesson learned and I am being extra careful now for I don't wanna fall in those kind of traps anymore. For you, thanks for being my best friend, my shoulder to cry on, my listening ear and my "almost everything". Good bye now.Girlfriends are not that united like we used to. No no. No more conflicts or misunderstanding just that we all just drifted apart. Or is it me? Because I know Heira and Phat somehow meets up everyday and so is Eeqa and Aisha and also Aisha and Phat and someway or another they meets up quite often. It's just me that had gone missing. And I swear I miss you girls and I know I missed out a lot. Dyl and Rain with their own life. What had I been doing? I had not been spending much time with boyfriends neither had I been spending time with girlfriends. Oh dear friends, I miss you all. I miss the olden days. I miss the way we used to be. And I believe there's always a blessing in disguise underneath this changes.Family. I don't wish to talk about it but I have to clean up the mess we all had made. I am trying my best to play my part as a daughter, big sister and little sister and also, sister in-law. And if that is what the rest wants to, they have to play apart as well. After all, it is just not me that matters. It's EVERYBODY. So stop the blame you put on me. Stop pondering on the faults I had made because my behaviors and attitude have it's reason. And it reflects who you see in the mirror.And for you love, I hope we've made the right decision. May our love last forever and I wanna tell you that I really love you now and I hope forever. Sorry for all the things I've done, sorry for all the things I said, and should not had said and sorry for all the things I did not say. Lesson learned and let's turn over a new leaf, and watch our love bloom to the most beautiful flower ever found on earth. I love you and had always do.
Oh yea. After long thinking, I decided to dye my hair orange. Yes. Orange colour. Just a thick portion on top, before my fringe and the lower layer of my hair. But now the orange colour fades off, so it starts to show off the bleach colour, which makes me look a little bit of a minah, WITH STYLE. hahahhaa.Congratulations to Kak Hanis who just got engaged yesterday on the 24th November 2007.
Happy Belated Birthday to Faz Abun.
Happy Belated Birthday to Huda Mailek.
Happy Belated Birthday to Farez Jack.
Happy Belated Birthday to Eeqa.
And Happy Belated 27th Anniversary to Mom and Dad.
May our family be a happier one, may the bond gets tighter and may we lead a blessed life.
I really have a lot of pictures to be uploaded. Really a lot I dunno where to start. I will. One by one. I try. Starting from the pictures we take on Faz's Birthday, to the day I went out with Is and Dyl, to Hari Raya outing with Poly friends, to me dying me hair orange, to going sheeshaa with boyfriends at Al-Majlis, to random shots here and there and to Kak Hanis Engagement day. I try to NOT miss out any photos. So be prepared for the bestest Feast for the Eye. 
