I know how far we had gone. I know the moments we had, uncountable. I know how much I meant to you. I know you didn't want to do this to me, for sure. I know I'm the last person you could think of doing such a thing. I know for sure, you are unsure about what had happened. I wish I could rewind, but it's a little too late to apologize for I know your heart is so torn and tattered. It's shattered, the castle we built and it'll take a long time building it up again. We lost everything we had. I know you lost the trust you had on me. I know you lost all the feelings we had in this relationship. The damage is done, you said. Are you sure you want this to end this way?I know you didn't want to. And deep in your heart, you just wish this wouldn't had happened. Oh tell me, who would? You don't know the feelings I kept for you deep within. You don't know how much I love you, I would always want the best for you for I know all I could offer is just my heart and soul. And now, you could just put all the blame on me. Everything, and just let me die underneath it. For I know, I don't mean as much as she means to you. Irony ain't it?
Remember you said "In times of need, you are my guiding lights"
And you said "If only you know, how much I cherished you as a friend, Fatin"
I hope it hadn't had changed and is still that way .
The camaraderie ardor, i treasure
