Sunday, September 30, 2007
12:47 PM
Loperamide and Famotin
Hey loyal readers,Welcome me back to the cyber world. Pardon me for being away for . . . . one day. Ok da diam.Malang tidak berbau. It means, misfortune don't smell. Hahahahaha. Aku rase tu cute.It is funny when you have your own boss being your doctor. Yes, I was sick, yet again. And it was terrible, I swear. Maybe there was a blessing in disguise when I woke up so late for school, and decided not to attend it at all. I was down with food poisoning, I guess. Or indigestion. Or constipation. Or I-just-have-to-fall-sick-yet-again. I was like vomiting and poo-ing almost all the time. Tummy seems to be so upset as I am, it just could not accept anything I gave it. And when it was noon, I was so weak, my body's running out of water to flow, I have nothing left to throw out, I drag myself to Shenton's. Dr Wee said there's wind in my stomach. He gave me some loperamil or a.k.a lomotin and dompel for vomiting. But it doesn't work besides it causes drowsiness, you can sleep and not wake up. But I just have to wake up in a middle of a deep sleep, force myself up and try as hard as I could to get to the toilet, but I just could not make it and throw up at the doorstep of my room! Yes. As bad as that. I even sat by the toilet bowl while vomiting and momma rubbing on my back to make me feel better. And I spent most of my time in bed for more then 12 hours. Temperature rises up and all I could afford to do is just sleep. I didn't even have the energy to wake up and have dinner with the family while they break their fast.And it's hard to accept the fact I could not make it for the "iftar" clannies and I had planned quite sometime back. I was so looking forward to it but I just have to fall sick on the day itself, STUPID ME! Should had taken care of myself. And I was told by Dyl, that she was the person who felt down the most. I am sorry Dyl, but I don't intend to disappoint you. I'll make it up to you guys k? Insya ALLAH.Sad story, ain't it?Ok enough laa aten. And it is sad how you didn't even call up to show concern.
Labels: without you even realizing it., You're good at hurting me
Friday, September 28, 2007
2:05 PM
I am revamping something this weekend and I totally can't wait for it. Seriously, I hope it turns out good. I am now at work, feeling so exhausted, I could just collapse in no time. Patients flow in and out non-stop like the river. I am currently very moody. So don't mess with me. If someone were to rate my customer service today, it would be a negative seven. And I seem to do a lot of mistake, Jia Hui just asked me this, "Fatin, are you really very tired today?" I made the most horrible careless mistake ever. Jia Hui, I am so sorry, I hope you understand. Jia Hui is also not in her best. The clinic can just turned upside down by us. I hope Siti don't see this or she'll shout her lungs out. I think this is all because of what happened earlier today. I don't wish to elaborate but I am sure feeling rather disappointed.I think you are just being ridiculous. I don't mind you not helping me
but the way you behave, is just a sheer disappointment.
I think you would do it if I was Syiirin or Aina or whoever far prettier than I was.
Momma braided my hair like she used to when I was 10. And usually, I had taken it off even before the school end, and now it is 10, at work and the braid is still on my head. I had a scrumptious meal today for break-fast. Nasi ambeng! Woooooo hoooo ~~. Momma, being a sweetheart bought it for me and got it ready at my clinic even before my shift started and were still in school. I bought Yam Ice Blended. And when I was done with eating, Dr Kho bought us ice creams! OMG! I am gaining back the weight I lost.Will be out with girlfriends tomorrow, to breakfast together and walk around geylang. I miss them quite terribly. Ok, I am really tired. I look like a dry kangkong now. So worn out. My shift's over now. I should head home and have a good night sleep.Labels: A friend in need is a friend indeed
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
2:38 PM
Friends indeed
"A" seems to beautify my daily grades.
And I am wishing to see more "A".
But not for today.
I was late and up to 12.30,
Faiz and I were still lost about what the problem was all about.
And hey! It wasn't only us.
But the WHOLE CLASS.
One of my teammate actually left, reason being he was sick.
K siao, I know.
And left us with a pathetic 6p from last year.
Which I don't think was much of help.
So today's screwed. Faiz and I indeed smoked our way through in the presentation.
In fact, I was silent 97.93% of the presentation.
So while that, I was trying to kill the time,
I don't wish to rot so I wander around class,
stealing my classmates' snacks, since I am not fasting because of an islamic reason,
and then at the corner of the room,
somewhere near Wathone's seat, something just caught my eyes.
Credits to Faiz for this mini photoshoot.
So as planned, boyfriends and I are breaking fast together again. But Ifad wanted to go to the barber, so we went to accompany him. I was observing how the man is going to cut his hair when I spotted his face looks like a little boy who got forced by the momma to get the hair cut.
Look at his face!
Priceless right? I know.
Oh yeaaaa. When I was walking towards Causeway Point, there was this one little boy who actually approached me with a big box of raisins. I think he is raising funds by selling it. And so he approached me and said "Assalamu . . . . " I raised hand, showing a sign for him to stop and I just walk away. And Dale was like scolding me telling me to atleast let him complete his greeting and let him say what he have to say and respond to his greeting. It took him to repeat 3 time then I wake up and answer his greetings. And I swear I didn't intend to just make that guy sod off just like that. I felt so bad. So guilty. I went to withdraw my money and then I ended up looking for that little boy. I feel so mean. Oh GOD, please forgive me. I wanna buy raisins from the little boy !
Dale, spotted in the train like that because the sun is shining straight to his eyes.And I swear I wanna boycott PSP.
After break-fast, we proceed to our mission. And thank GOD, it's accomplished.I seriously don't understand certain people's mentality. I don't get their motive if doing such a thing. Okay, I can see for sure that the sucker was trying to give us a hard time. I don't know what was her reason for not wanting to return it, but I don't see any reason for her not wanting to return it. Yes, it was ignored for like 2 bloody months, but even if we ignored it for 28375 days, that still does not mean its yours. First you said, "I'll pay for the amplifier. I just wanna use it". Next was "Actually the amp is broken" and then it was stolen. Oh c'mon, obviously you are such a mummy's girl who don't know how to lie. Oh wait, you do lie to your mum, go to boyfriend's house to make babies! And please dupe, it is a complete pushover to threaten us. It is funny the the words"one wrong move towards me, all I need is to open my mouth and u guys are gonna be bashed "
actually came from an 18 year old girl!
And please.
"Who are you for me to call back? Rockstarz dun need to call back to kentals"
You call yourself a rockstar. That is such a disgrace to all rockstar laaa dey! Oh you are such a dupe. So why should we waste our time, asking it from you when we know the babyish you would not just want to return. So going to your house without you in is the next best thing to do. We are not scared of you, neither it is a coward act, but we don't wanna get sick looking at your face.And hey hey, Mission 101 accomplished ! 
That's the amplifier.And yes, we said, we are going to get it no matter what cost.
And all thanks to us! Mr Processor, Mr Spokesman, Mr VDOP [Vulgar display of power] and Miss Inside Informer. It is a successful team work!
Oh Dale the bahagia guy of the day.
And some random picture I have yet to upload.
And the crazy mat rempits at agora stage.
And when I was 10 pounds heavier.
Friday, September 21, 2007
7:18 PM
I don't understand
I think I am being far too unreasonable to myself. Being so ridiculously ridiculous and after being mad over something so absurd makes me want to smack myself hard in the head. But I just can't help it. I get myself too disappointed easily. But sometimes those silly things I assumed do make sense. I tend to get carried away easily and things seems to hurt me a lot. Though I look happy and fine in the outside just because I chose to hide and keep it deep down eating me up. When I need a listening ears, those that always come to me to listen never seems to be there. All I need to do is just do something about this and not just sit to watch it move away. It is sad how those that used to make you feel so special makes you feel like a dud now. Be it intentional or unintentional, I felt so demoralized. It's not my fault I grow up this way. If it was made optional, I would choose the option "perfect". That's right, it's impossible for nobody's perfect. I don't have much choice really. And I learn to love myself just because. I love the way I am though I wish I was better. But I always believed there's a blessing in disguise behind everything that happened on earth. I don't understand why the need of feeling envious. Everybody have got their own version of happiness and the things they do that makes them happy. So why not just live with it, mind your own business rather then having yourself stuck up your nose in someone else's ass? So I think for now I will just let the bimbo do whatever she wanna do and let her steal my happiness away although the whole feeling is so shitty. I just have to hold on now because I know this is just momentarily. I put in the least effort to gained it but bimbos just have to waste their time for trying too hard for it. Oh wells, no use banging my head for others. But hey, I should really do something than be a loser and sit and watch. There's a lot more I would like to say. A lot more should be revealed from what's deep within. But I guess, some words are better left unsaid.
2:21 PM
Berbuka Bersama
I got kind of fucked up at night initially but hey! Thank GOD there's always alternate way to make it better. After all the hassle gathering us all, for you know, the more the merrier, I kind of organized a small "shitzo" for Fayeh's birthday. But he told me he can't make it. Abang gotta work. JY going jamming. Nevertheless, our next motive was berbuka bersama. So yea, we make do of those who can make it.So, I start of the my Wednesday by working. And at work, I hafta endure with the ambience. Dr Wee bought us mooncake, sadly I can't have a bite of it for I am fasting. I was so darn sleepy, I need caffeine in my system badly and Soek Mun almast make one for me. But no, I can't. When I finish work at 5, I went home to clean myself up and get ready for to be out, and to my horror, I found out . . . . . . . . . . . . Almost two hours and I am done fasting for the day but it had all gone to waste. Oh wells, I can't blame it for not warning me. And then rush of to meet Dale who actually "fetched" me from Gombak. Hahahahaha. And I think I made him wait for a "little while", did I, Dale? And so meetup with the rest and then head to a Halal Chinese Coffeshop at Bugis.
We settled down after the uncle ushered us to our seats perfectly for 7 of us. Chicken Rice for them and Wanton Noodle for Ifad and I. We chunked into our food 16 minutes after azan berkumandang and give up waiting for Ivan who is having a "nice-short-mushy" talk with girlfriend on phone. *Winks*
Here are some photos so enjoy.
The night filled with good-old-boring-great fun.
I am so worn out, I doze off 9 minutes after landing on bed.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
1:58 PM
W66N
School starts today and honest, I am kind of excited about it. Really.
And it's great getting to see those sleepyheads in the train, dozing off throughout the whole journey. And I noticed that 90% that are in the train would sleep in the train. And how I adore observing them sleeping.
And now that my-going-to-school-mate has quited school for good, my train rides would be peaceful.
And you can jolly well just buzz off for I have taken her place now.
Serious shitzo, I hope you remember me telling about using me as a toilet bowl.
I need MP3s badly.
Class seems great. And I screwed up my presentation. For getting carried away as mind seems disturbed.
Class seems far too noisy, for a first day. But I don't see the great hoo-haa about new classes anymore.
And at last I am in the same class as Faiznur. And we are just fated as we are in the SAME GROUP on the first day too !
And Munchy donuts for break-fast!
Labels: Being GROUNDED sucks big big time
Monday, September 17, 2007
6:51 PM
Where does your conscience go ?
Thursday, September 13, 2007
7:17 PM
Happy 18th Birthday pussy wussy !
And happy belated 18th birthday ex-boyfriend.
And I was punk'd by boyfriends.Some stupid story. And I was panicking and crying and all, when all of them went offline.And then they got online at the same time and the nick was as seen above.I swear I was like OMG! UUUURGH.[I can't get to print screen Fayes because he changed it when I remembered about it]
And Ifad, terima kasih eh ajar kita ape nak uat klau takut nk gi toilet malam2.
Awak pandai laa. Lepas awak ajar kite tu kan, kite terus berani nak gi toilet.
Da tak takut lagi seyy kite.
And omg! It's almost time for pre-dawn meal,and I am not asleep yet.And I have work tomorrow at 8!Gotta sleep now people!Good night.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
6:23 AM
HELLICON camp
Went out with boyfriends a night before Helicon camp.And I am so under the weather.Blocked nose, runny nose, cough and all sort of irritation.I wished I could just pluck my nose out and put it aside for 93 minutes.And I am so not in the mood for the camp.I got my stuff ready late that night.Helicon camp is the bestest POLITICAL camp I have ever went to.And it is such a great paradise for a bitch like me !Besides that I was so sick. No words can explain.I feel funny due to the mass consumption of drugs.The Heliconians did a good job by bonding us together.Because I think we seriously bonded well.And I guess it is due to our SIMILAR INTEREST.But they didn't get what they want from us.Oh too bad. And yes, we made a scene, right?And cheerleaders were there showing off their stunt, which I think entertains me in a way or another.And us photographers? Of course we were so busy camwhoring away.The photos are with phat. I don't thinking I'm posting it up. I was in my PJs and was looking so horrible.And I was thinking of Mr Secret the whole time, and when he finally called, I think I wasn't ick anymore. He's the only medicine. Hahahahaaaa. Crapppppp. But yea, he said I sound cute in my "sengao" voice.Class was released and I was in W66N.And was so JUMPING-DOWN-UP-LEFT-RIGHT to actually find out the FAIZNUR ROSLI is finally in my class. I can't wait to tell her this.We are so going to rock the class man !And I need sleep. I'm now on bed, after 53 minutes arriving at home from that stoooopid bloodyyyy camp. And oh, I bought Munchy donuts for momma again!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
5:39 PM
McCafe
So holidays had not been really a drag though I stayed home most of the time, I enjoyed every bits of it with the present of my one and only niece, CASYANIE[Syazwanie]!We were playing hide and seek and yes, look at her.
I think Dale take good candid redundant shots sometimes.
Labels: What's deep within?
Friday, September 07, 2007
1:19 PM
Pretty pretty you!
It's not that I am being such a big bastard and not turn up to be there. But I just had got enough with people canceling planned agenda. And my mood got seriously dampen when I got a call saying that we are going to do something else instead of Karaoke.
And so I decided to stay home and sit by my laptop.
Meet up with someone who just got his haircut, later at night. And I am so going to miss him.
Oh yes, you and your words. Hahahahaaaa. All the best laa k. And I janji, next time we meet, I know how to pakai helmet sendiri. You takya nak sebok2. Hahahahaaa.
Ohyaaaaaaaa. A few days back, Mak Busu treated Mom, Bibik and I at Ramen Ten. And gosh, how I am crazy over Japanese food, I shall say Ramen Ten is the sex man! I ate the Spicy Dry Salmon Ramen. The punye pedas boleh sampai berasap telinga. And Hanamaki is a MUST ! woooooohoooohoooooo . Satisfaction laaa sey.
And I am making big big big big big money this hols. Reason being I worked a lot a lot a lot of hours and the pay-rise. ALHAMDULILAH. It's so near now, and I am so going to enroll, with the money I earned. And I wanna get PSP ASAP ! Now that Ifad bought. Hmmmph !
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
12:42 PM
Happy Brirthday Heira and Syilah
Enough of being let down by those I put hope on the Pulau Ubin outing.
Today, my Eight dearest have a great decent outing planned and I was indeed all excited about it! We will be going to spend the whole day at sentosa and I am going to make full use of it to make up for the fun I supposed to get with friends due to working and some other apparent reason. And got all my stuff like sunblock lotion, swimwear, towel, toiletries ready the night before! That was how I was so excited about hitting the water and having ultimate fun at the beach.
Only to see all my girlfriends shook their head when I ask about hitting the water, later in the train.
And I swear, I just wanted to blow off my top when I see that, I could just alight the train, and head back home. Or just head to expo and meet boyfriends. I was so pissed, I could not explain. Like I don't see the point of planning to go all the way to sentosa and none of them even brought extra cloths to hit the water???? Only GOD knows how I was feeling. Seriously.
So I told them off, get them to go somewhere maybe I would love or I won't stay. And so we went vivo city. Abang adik.
Adik abang.
Labels: I don't really understand girls.
And oh, she wants to be a fire-women
