Don't blame me for being who I am right now .
Don't look back and compare how I was back then .
Because that was then and YOU made who I am now .
No, I am not blaming you, but you caused it .
I had always loved you .
I missed your smiles .
I missed your laughter .
Can you cuddle me up,
gimme a kiss on my forehead
like how you used to do it ?
Can you tickle me
and I will wrestle with you
because I got irritated
and you will lie flat
for I was just a rough lil kid ?
Can you hold my hand
and walk through wonders
together ?
Can you just be there by me,
give me the warmth from you
and make me feel so secured,
again ?
Can you just at least look at me into my eyes
read the miseries filled in me
and at least talk to me
with a smile on your face ?
Why must it the way it is right now ?
Why does everything have to change ?
Under one roof,
I'm like a stranger to you .
Not a word,
for the last half year .
How long do you wish to stay this way ?
And why must you add oil to the fire ?
And let the flame grow bigger and keep it burning ?
If that is what you want,
I'm sorry, but I can't do it .
I dunno what I am in your eyes .
Everything seems incorrect .
And I know, deep down, you wished I didn't exist .
Don't you care for my feelings ?
Treating me like I have no soul .
Take that knife in the kitchen, and stab me here,
on the left side of my chase,
for daddy, I can't take it no more .
I went out to meet my loves, Heira and Eeqa . I just need fresh air although I was not really in the state of mind to go out . And I swear, I was looking my ugliest that day . Haaha . Pardon me, I had a bad night . =D
My breakfast, lunch and dinner . Labels: i HOPE .
My breakfast, lunch and dinner . 
So eeqa caught this . 
I told you . 
Don't look at my horrible eyes . 
And they are all that I need . 
I wished I was chubbier . 
Girls . Thanx . Thanx a lot . 