Saturday, April 21, 2007
12:19 AM
Are we still friends ?


Sometimes, I find that life is very unfair .
And friendship seems to be much more complicated than relationships .

I jus feel like shedding all the tears I have .
Because the sight of you, bleeds me from inside .

It hurts . And its excruciating .
I lost my tolerance .
And I won't give in .

Why have I always been the one understanding you ?
Why have I always been the one caring for your feelings ?
Why have I always been the one to give in every arguments we had ?
Why have I always been the one listening to you ?
Why have I always been the one sacrifice and suffer for what you desire ?

Why can't you understand me ?
Have you ever think about how I feel ?
Will a "Sorry" kill you ?
Where have you been, when I'm all alone, dying for a shoulder to cry on ?

I had been tolerating you a lot . I know you so well and sometimes I felt like a slave to you for caring for your feelings too much eventhough it kills me deep inside .

I am so disappointed . But I am not surprised this is happening because I sense it all along, that this day will come .

We are good friends . Then we are pretty good friends .
Then we do not talk that much . And now, I don't even wish to look at your face .

Why do you have to hurt me like this ?
Why do you have to make this tears roll down my cheek ?

I wished, you could pretend, like how I did,

FOR YOUR HAPPINESS .

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