The Untold Secrets: *Waves*

Monday, March 19, 2007

5:32 PM
*Waves*

Mixed emotion . I dunno how I should feel upon resigning Singapore Zoo .
I know . It is indeed a shocking news but I quited .
Nothing could convince me to stay .
I dunno what strikes my head but I am leaving .

After 1 year 3 months,
I don't think that is a short period of time .
I just need a change in environment, I think .
But the passion will still stay .

Leaving the booth that is .
How I felt, only GOD knows .
The tears I shed in my heart,
for that place marks a special place in me .
The memories . The nostalgias .

Maybe I might make a come back .
But not to that little hut ,
located in the middle of the wonderful place .
But somewhere,
I think that would not remind me of the horrifying nightmare .

I don't care what you gonna say for my comeback .

One thing for sure,
I'd pay my debts .
He should deserve what he should deserve .
Retributions . Believe in karma .
There's a blessing in disguise in everything that happened .

And now . due to popular demand .
Haaha . actually for Serra's sake .
This is my new Zara top .

And so I visited Singapore Zoo with my girlfriends .
And we sure to have fun .
Once in a while, i need to come to the zoo, as a visitor, not a staff .
Hehs .

And we sure had loads of fun .
~~Free rides . Free photography .~~

Photos . Rides . Picnics .
Dang ~~ What more should i ask for .
That is pure laughter and enjoyments .

The picnic at Garden with a view .

And we have our second picnic at Pavilion By the Lake .
And we end our day with Ben N Jerry's !!!

Second last day of work .
And everybody is giving me a difficult farewell .
Persuasions . To stay that is .
And how am i suppose to control my tears .

Syed, being so sweet and making use of the last moments he could have with me,
asked me out for a dinner . Haaha .
Not somewhere far .
But at Pizzafari !!!

Heehe .
2 Meat Lover
Mushroom Pizza .
Garlic Bread .
Large Chicken Popcorn
Large Mug Root Beer
Small whipped potato .
For 2 ?
OMG !

And that's the benevolent guy .
The name is Syed .
Don't be deceived by his piercings and hair colour .
He is full of etiquette when eating with a girl .
He is someone you could never say "NO" to .
He is a colleague of mine and eventually we became friends
And I hope we would be friends, forever . I hope .

Kak Siti and I went Upper Seletar Resevoir .
And I swear that place is so beautiful .
It is so wonderful
Very very peaceful .
And Kak Siti and I have our
i-am-so-going-to-miss-you-so-please-take-care,
heart to heart,
problem sharing talks .

From 7+ to 9+
Den we head back to the Zoo/Night Safari
because my bladder receives its nature call
and to get to Ang Mo Kio MRT takes 5 times longer .

Went to night safari .
Just to use the toilet . But instead . . . . . . . . .

We have Ben & Jerry's !!
Miz and Match .
It cost $12++ but we only paid $7++ .
Staff price . K . I am so going to miss all this .
3 different flavours .
Yum yummy yumm yum !!

And here goes all the beautiful shots we took in the wonderful night's darkness . . . .

From just-a-ten-minutes-pit-stop-to-the-toilet to a one-hour-ice-cream-break-and-camwhore . =)

Haaha . So we board the bus to CCK at 10+ .
At 11+ we reached CCK interchange .
So we waited for the 188 bus .
We talked and laughed .
After about half an hour of waiting and talking,
we noticed people were looking at us, like as if we did something not right .
Den, i felt something wrong .
time check- 11:34 p.m
Last bus for 188 - 2300 hours .

And we walk off, feeling so embarrassed .

I swear . That is one of the most unforgettable nights with her .

Last day of work .
I can feel the change of ambiance .
Treating me good .
I felt like princess . I think .

But the feelings i had .
Dang ~~ Its hard to control .

Fatin & Jackson

Fatin & Prakash

Fatin & Norissha

OranGeDoLL & DingDong
a.k.a
Fatin & Hidayah .

Goodbye .

Went to school to watch GenVaganza concert . My dearest darlings are performing . Zack who looks so so so hot that night . Angus who drops my jaw . And Syilah who looks so cute and pretty with her face that gots chubbier .

Look at those eyes .
Ugly ugly eyes .
With black rings .

OranGe . Eeqa . Heira .
The supper we had .
Was awesome .
Den I realized, I had been yearning for their companion .

And than, I went jobhunting with Ifad .
But before we go as planned .
I went to the zoo .
To "pay some debts" .

And I brought this "LITTLE" boy walking around the zoo .
And I sure feel like I am walking with a little boy .
He goes like

"I want to see the crocodile ! And Snakes .
Is there Rhinos? How about Camels ? "

And he got all so excited looking at them .
Funny part is, my colleagues came to him and ask
"U're her boyfriend eh ?"
"She's ur girlfriend ?"

Haaha . My nosey colleagues .
And yea . he said "Yaa . " Or he'll nod .
And i say "I dunno ."

Haaha . But hack . Why shud dey care eh ifad ?

Then we start our jobhunting at Orchard Rd .
Had dinner at Sakura .
And I seriously enjoy the day with him .

And let me finish this entry with a song I would love dedicate to someone .

Katherine Mcphee
Over It

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me and I...
And I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone.

Oh and that's why

Your eyes... I'm over it.
You're smile... I'm over it.
Realized... I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over...
(I'm sorry)

Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it...

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Ohhhhh, and that's why
Your world, I'm over it
So sure, I'm over it
I'm not your girl, I'm over it
I'm over it, I'm over

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over.

Moving on
It is my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
Now I'm so over
So over it.

So Over It
I'm So Over It

Oh--Oh-Oh--Oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Aint no use don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more cryin' in the rain

Oh--Oh-Oh-Oh
Oh-Oh

I'm Over It

Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over it

So Over It
I'm So Over it
I'm Over It

Taggies Reply .

Fai: huhu.. work and shop. man.. i want to work! give me the work! BOOOOO! meet up soon!! : )
-haaha . u're too late . somebody got it . but hey . i advise, DONT !

unknown: Orange, i miss ya so much!
-Hey! I miss u too . I guess . u are ?

Nursyafiqah: aii heartx euu tuush. lol. anws ape kau bboal sorg pat msn. and and font kau takle nampak la gileee. ape kau type aku tk npk!! tkle baca u biol!
- hehe . sedeh tau org tak layan . tapi takpe . aku tahu kau takleh bace . tu sume aku tulis, aku kutuk kau abes2 punye . Heehe .

brokenheart: dnt 4get to to replied me aite..i tagged u..hartx u!
-I replied u dear . its in the rant . Last part .

Serra: shop and shop. take pics of ur top ah .. den can see..
- haaha . ok sure . its at the top . check it out .

nunu: wah sey! so sweet ah!! i tink i noe who u talking abt. dreads huh?
-arr ye . sweet btol . Tapi memang sweet aar .

Eeqa: kate je nk tido beh update plak. tapi takpe. best. hahaha. bgus pe leh shop sehhhhh.
-Heehe . tak leh tido babe . kepala otak berkecamok siak . haaha . shop sampai da bankrupt iak ni skrng .

And last but not least .
I miss 8 dearest companion .
I am desiring their presence .
I am dying for their companion .
ALL 8 OF US .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

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