Found this cool photo somewhere i think i forgot . Cool huh ? i know .
Oh wells . A week is gone since i last update . And i seriously that is real darn fast . It had been a real hectic speedy exhausting strenuous arduous wearing laborious week . And now sitting on my bed, after so long not touching my baby lappie, switching it on and updating my blog .
Which then i realize a lot ; tons ! wait ... LOADS ... a whole heap of things had happened . It is not just ORDINARY things . BUT, EXTRAORDINARY .
First of all, i'm a rich rich rich happy happy little girl back AGAIN ! It's this part of the month which i love most . PAYDAY ! and yeah ! i'm rich . haaha . how rich can my "rich" be ? But I'm getting so itchy . So craving and yearning to SHOP !
GIRLS !!!!!! Let's go SHOPPING !
And i realized i had been working a lot ! Like no OFF ! and i'm so worn out . So whacked, i need some rest . A whole day of NO-WORK and i will be a happy kid . The black-ring under my eyes is getting so obvious . I look so SICK . I need to get some beauty sleep for myself because currently i can't get enough to sleep not because i'm online late till early morning [not anymore] but i'm always on the phone ...
Ahaaa !! Tis is where the EXTRAORDINARY part start .
I had been working in Singapore Zoo for more than a year . And trust me, that is seriously not a short period of time . Whatever it is, there's many different kind of people there in the zoo . Friendly, benevolent, helpful, arrogant, BAD-MOUTH, blablabla . So i've seen a lot of kinds there . Wells, that's normal isn't it ?
And i had never imagined to date or even have a talk-on-the-phone-till-late-night sessions with any of the guys there . NEVER ! [for some reason i don't wish to share] . Even though i can't deny that some of them really is good looking . Jaw-dropping . Seriously .
So . . . There is this guy, name MR X . We had never talk to each other only after i worked there for 4 months . But it was just a normal HI-HI-BYE-BYE . Or i'll be asking "Eaten?" and he'll smile and nod and say "yupp" . Or some less-than-half-a-minute-chat .
He really really have cool hairstyles . The first time i saw him, it's afro . After about 5 months, he have dreads . Nifty huh ? His hair caught my attention . I was jus awed . That's all .
And so, time flies and our conversation get a little longer . Jokes and laughter here and there . But still not much attention i had paid to him .
One day, he comes to me, asking for my mobile number and reason is "Mane tahu nanti aku boring, bleh kacau2 kau . " Which means "If im bored then i can somehow disturb u"
So i don't think much, i don't feel anything, i swear i didn't . So i gave him .
We went out, to have dinner . Just the two of us . For the FIRST time . and i felt weird . Questions like "Why is he asking me out ?" & "Out of a million people in the zoo, why me ?"
He was really a nice guy i could say . I feel comfortable with him, even though it was just our first time out .
After we had dinner, we slack and chill . Sat and talked . Jokes and laugh . That is pure enjoyment to me . We were seriously having a great time . Like somehow, we felt that the world evolve around us . And then, and then, and then . . . . I heard this
"Fatin, why aren't u attached ? You know, a girl like you should be having one stable relationship by now . " I just smile and sigh .
Den . . . "I like you laa Fatin . Since the first time you smiled to me and talk to me . I had been eying on you for quite some time and i could see before my eyes, you are such a friendly girl, very easy to get along with . Despite the fact that there are millions of hot guys, i hardly see u mingle and flirt around with them . And that makes me fall for you Fatin ."
Till then, intimacy surrounds us .
But i need not hurry to make up my mind
I need not rush to make my decision
I need not force myself for something i don't want
I need not lie to myself to for someone's happiness .
And I'm still thinking .
Random shits !!
I went out with Hamzah for a dinner . After i finish my work, we meet at Chua Chu Kang MRT at 7 . We head to Bugis and the dinner was on him !! We ate halal chinese food .
Oh wells, we had fun . Sit and crap . And all .
Thanx for the dinner .
Thanx for the fun you gave me .
Thanx for the walk home
And most of all, thanx for your presence .
And since i had been working straight without off . I hardly have time to meet Syazwanie .
I miss playing "Cat" with her .
I miss her hugs and kisses
I miss her "nak!!" when she see me chewing something in my mouth
I miss her laughter and tears .
And i desire her presence .
Work Crazy ...
And i'm still holding on tight to my dream .
I am going to get it for myself
If I cant find someone who rides what i want . =)
Credits to Nora for that lovely photo .
She said, when she see it, it reminds her of me
Being sweet, she snap a shot of it .
Well, that's the best she can do . Hehs .
Love you laa babe !!!
Taggies Reply
Ain: I was blog-hopping! Just drop by to say hi!!! And take care gurl... Thanx... for everything...
-Hey der . I miss you sei . well thanx for dropping by . And yea, don't mention it .
syahiidah: your bro was in bt view sec b4?
-Wells, my brother is now currently serving the nation .
Kak Hannyiesz: Hi,Oren...How's ur days?
-Hectic it is . It's been long since we last meet . Hope you doing good sweetie .
fiza: how you get that job? i'm interested! =D
fiza: hey, you work as a zoo keeper??
-I'm not a zookeeper . I'm a photographer in the zoo . My abg sedare is a zookeeper there . So he recommend me laa . Currently, there is no vacancy . Sori .
serra: those kids looks so cute..
-Yes indeed !! If only they know there is many kind of ANIMALS living at the bushes behind them . =)
Eeqa: *mirror in tandas
Eeqa: that classic mirror shot. you look so hot seh! feeweeeet. *menaikkan kening2 ku*
-haaha . der's 2 shot of the MIRROR IN TANDAS . which one were u talking about ?
Serra: Relink me
serra: ok ok. sorry spare me!! hmm.. EEqa ade je ko nk masuk campur.. haha!
-Hehs, it's ok . But this kind of issue is kind of sensitive . So keep that in mind k .
tina: im still envy to the fact that you work in the ZOO!
-Sori laa babe . I can't help you .
atika: sexaaay love! i miss u
-Hey !! I miss you too .
Eeqa: SERRA! mate da besar2 tak nampak ke????? IISHK!!!!
-Haaha . Die potek laa .
Love Love
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Labels: i will never love again .
Found this cool photo somewhere i think i forgot . Cool huh ? i know . 
And i desire her presence .
If I cant find someone who rides what i want . =)