The Untold Secrets: February 2007

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

9:51 PM
When darkness turns to light .

Work had been real fun . And i was walking towards the toilet at the makan terrace when i saw that, [the photo above] . It's so cute . So so so so . . . cute . k . i cant find a better word . These two little boys are hiding in the bushes from their mom . Haaha . Waiting for their mom to get out of the toilet .

Somehow, i love it when it comes to this chapter of life . When things u had left behind ages ago, come running back to you . The things you do, the people you met, the places you go . And i tink i had just reversed back the time coz what's happening now in my life is what that had happened a few months back .

Like some are at the verged of being erased by my memory cells and then it come tumbling down right upon my eyes . Making me recall back the memories and nostalgia .

And now that the opportunity is there in my reach, I should make use of, not to let it go, slip by me ever again . Because these opportunity only comes once in a lifetime .

we are born pure, and positive, it's the world that makes us today..

These words wakes me up . It somehow makes me think and realized . Make me think about what I had been doing, and how i react to things . And realized the things I should not had done . So no matter how the world had changed, from then till now, it will still end up to us, be it good or bad .

I went out and watch a movie . Norbit . The show was awesomely funny . BUTT-CRACKING . haaha . tat sounds wrong . but yeah . awesome movie .

Many said i look plastic in this photo .
Like i had botox in my cheek .
And i did a nose job .
WTH !! i didnt do anything to the photo .

Kak siti was dying to see me take a photo with Coca Cola logo . I dunno why .

Me and kak siti .

i had been dying to eat Tandoori Chicken in the zoo . It had been so long since i last eat it . and after so long . i finally have it .

The green sauce is minty and it's 100% vegetable . it's nice !!

And i'm tired .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Labels: Exhausted

Saturday, February 24, 2007

10:38 PM
stars shine so bright

Oh readers . Please welcome me back to the blogging world . Dang ~ i tink it had been years since i last update . I miss blogging . I miss it alot .

Oh wells, life had been filled up with ups and downs this hols . and all i had been doing is work, work and work . Other than work, i will spend my day watching movie, shopping or just slack and chill . Isn't life great ?

But that goes on for just a few weeks . Money don't keep coming and coming . After a few weeks, i was so kering [broke] . I didn't realized i had been spending my life like some rich bitch . So i stop and change . Now, all i do is . Work . Work . Work . Work . Work . Work . Work . Work . & Work . Other than that, i will be slacking at home . Or . Do wateva tat come across my head .

Oh wells . As you can see, i changed my skin !!! Yeah . i noe . The old one was so irritating . I dunno wat's wrong with the navigators . It will just work once and den done, u can't go anywer else . I got frustrated too . So i am so sorry blogmates, to have stress you guys out with my hell-damn-irritating navigators .

So, i went SHOPPING for blogskins . and as usual, i was looking for something retro-ey and orange-ey [big DURH !] . But after a lot a lot of browsing and consideration, i chose this . For a change . I would not want a blogskin with orange here and there . Like the previous and previous and previous, so this one, the orange is a little bit scattered . Like here and there . And yeah, it's retro . I loike ! Let's give vespa and beetles a little bit of rest .

I noe the cursor is a little kental . I don't like it actually . But i don't care much . It's just a cursor . And the song in my blog is titled All My Only Dream by The Wonders . It is so sweet . It's my new obsession .

And i miss school . I miss my old life . Hols just changed a lot of things . I miss my girlfriends . I miss you all . And talking about missing, i miss someone who left Singapore Zoo to work overseas . Now that there are a lot of new Show Presenters in the zoo, many are not doing quite well yet and their commentary doesn't really go smoothly yet . And that makes me lose interest to listen to the commentary unlike last time, I love listen to it and could hardly get sick of it .

Shamima is one of the best commentator i could say in the Zoo . Her speech was always so great, her voice tends to attract people's attention and her commentary makes you want to listen to it more and more .

And there she was, before she left .
It was the eve of Hari Raya so we made her some ketupat
and wrote greetings on it .
And being crazy, she put them on like earrings .
I miss you babe !

And so, i went walking around the zoo again . Snake photography was on . Like a normal weekday, the zoo was kind of quite . So to give Tines a little bit of entertainment, i told him i wanted to take a photo with it .

And here you go . . . .

It was a red tail bower constricter .
It is only a baby .
2 years of age .
And yea, i got to admit that i freaked out wen he put it on my hand
and the head is like going towards me .
*ROFL*

Muke step confident .
Step maintain .
I was actually trembling .
haaahaaha .

Feeling better .

Me, Shamone and Tines .

The otters looks real at one glance .
Adorable aren't dey ?
It's so cute .
I wanna keep one as a pet .
Besides their WONDERFUL smell .

I wanted to make the photo looks like i was at Africa
The Wild part of Africa .
Which I think may be called "Wild Africa"
But tell me, which part of Africa would have the possibility to look like this ?

And i am still walking .
While Wati is so far away behind me .

And so i waited .
[Haaha . i just wanted to give the photo a caption . But i think the caption sounded lame . ]

And so, while walking, we bumped into the camels .
And one of the Camel attracted my attention .
She looks so skinny .
Like she was Anorexic .
She's so bone-y .

And i felt better after reading the notice .
Which says

"You may have noticed that one of our camel is looking very thin . Please be assured that she is currently inder the care of our veterinary department who, with the camel's keepers, are dealing with the problem. Her condition is NOT the result of her not getting enough to eat . "

The white tigers .

And i notice, most of the animals are sleeping at 3 - 4 .
Is that their nap time ?

Polar Bears .

Otters .

Babirusa .

And so like i said in my previous entry .
I went for the chalet and i was sure to have a lot of fun .
Tell me what is a chalet without FUN ?

9 families .
2 storey .
2 unit .

Mak Busu, Kak Hanis and Abg Man brought their pets along
Milo, Latin, Sepet
Baby Lovebird, Cuckootail and hamster .

So we had food, food, food, food, food and food .
Barbeque .
Lucky Draws . Teka-Teki .
Swimming pool .
and many many many more .
I spent most of my time with the cuzzie, Atikaa .

Atika, Huda and I .
All we did was eat, lepak, sleep . Eat, lepak, sleep .
Eat, lepak, sleep . Eat, lepak, sleep . Eat, lepak, sleep .
And we get sick of it, we play with the birds and hamster .
Or we walk around .

So yeah . all in all . i had a great, awesome time .

Photos up !!

Waiting for the bus .
Haaaha . Mcm nk pegi Tioman trip .

While waiting for Mak Busu and family .
And otw, to fetch more and more people .

When we are there .
Still waiting for some more who have yet to come .
As you can see, Abg Man got so excited .

Just heads people .
Just the heads .
Haaaha . There's a story behind this photo .

Swimming pools have rules and regulation .
And we are only allowed into the pool if we wear proper swimwear .

Aunties and uncles .
My sis, my cousins .
Dashed into the pool when the lifeguard look away
and stay in the water with only their heads out .

Reason: so that the lifeguard didn't notice the shirt they are wearing .

Syazwanie !

The kids .

And den, it's farewell .

There are actually millions of photo .
But i didnt have much time to upload .
This is all i could afford .

I'm tired . I need my rest .

Taggies reply

princess syaheerah islam: thanks for the message ..lovely...take care ..muacks:)
-i miss you laa . u take care too k . thanx for dropping by .

BL!M3Y: alah cute nyerh lady bug cursor... ouh nie amirion...
BL!M3Y: woah, skin baru seh...
-OMG ! i am so sori but it takes me 5 minutes to recall who is AMIRION . i am so so so sorry . but u made me forget about u !! we didnt talk nor meet for so so so so long . thanx for dropping by . yes yes . new skin with a kental cursor . Hehs . =)

hida: i've moved. relink!
-olrite . link will be up very soon .

Eeqa: eh olen ah! amcam lu? sumolang lindu kau sehzxzxzxz HAHA! ok pardon me. ive got this zxxzxzxzxz syndrome. sume fai2 nye pasal. HAHA. k bye.
-wow . semua org rindu aku ? touching seyy . aku pon rindu korg . susah aar skrng . aku bz saak . maklumlaaa . da jadi career woman . *ehem ehem * bz ngan anak aku ni . haizz . senang2 nanti kite klua same2 k ?

serra: ah!! so long ah u haven update... hah!
-u shud understand the life of a career woman . hehee . i updated . happy now ? hehs .

Fai: okok. im here. oh well, i was here the other day but then I was kind of emo that day. so, I didnt leave a tag. :) nice bloggie. no more navigations. that sucks. heeee! :)
Eeqa: yayyy no more navigations! huahuahauahua!
heira: AND YES.THIS IS MORE YOU,CAN?EXCEPT OF COURSE,LACK OF VESPA AND BEETLES.BUT THATS OKAY.HEEH. heira: OMG LIKE FINALLY!!HALLELUJAH!NO MORE SICKENING NAVIGATIONS THAT REQUIRES ME TO HIT F5 ANYMORE!!!
-heehe . yes yes . good bye to the sucky navigators . I spend day and night browsing thru new blogskins . All for the sake of my loyal fans . Chey . Fans . Mcm pham . Thanx for loving my new skins .

polly*: my kentot! link me up la. so sry abt last time. i love you so much, sweetheart! <33 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">-its ok . i forget about it already . olrite . link will be up very soon .

shaZy: hello orangeeeee. macam dah lame gitu tak jumpe kau seyyyy. i miss miss miss you!!
-i miss you too !!!

sham: OMG! its been a long time since i came to read ur blog... like a million years ago... hahax! i miss u la... hahax!!!! (:
-OMG ! u are so mean . i ALWAYS . ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS go ur blog . only thing is i did not tag . but hack ! thanx for dropping by .

chinyu: Haha!! credits to me.. wahah! i can be the next photographer for the bdaes! ahah!!
chinyu: nice skin.. retro..
-haaha . yea . u and fairuz can become the hardcore photographer in our Eight-Dearest-Frens . Yes . the skin is nice . Thanx !

princess syaheerah islam: take care...do ring ring me k..loads of love :)
princess syaheerah islam: new skin..interesting..very very nice..suits ur personality
princess syaheerah islam: missed u.........
-haaha . yea . thanx . u ring me up too ok ? Nokioren is always awake .

thegoldenribbon: NEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Drop by and take a look! =D
-oh yea sure . . . .

Kak Hannyiesz: Assal'kum,Oren,my sw it Sis. I've dropped by your bloggie. Whatever happen, I'll pray for your wellnesses. Hopefully, you have a great day at school tomorrow. ;)
-thanx babe . school ? i'm having hols till mid april . heheehe .

heira: girl,can you please change your blogskin cause its effing frustrating!
-did u watch MTV Boiling Point ? It pays to be patient . Heeheheehe

Fai: there are too many things to comment. can you give me an entry for me to comment? haha! will talk to u when u're online.
-haaha . yea sure .

turtle: lalala~~
-is this the turtle i saw at Raffles City, working, during the 3rd day of chinese new year ? =)

Fai: i've always love reading ur entries! and and.. u look thinner in ur blog with the new staff in your workplace. :)
-haaha . i love reading ur entries too !! me and the new staff is of the same . or i thing i am bigger . Just that i am less chubbier in the face i think . Heehe . thanx for the compliment btw .

Oh yeah . I'm done .
See you soon !!

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Labels: destructive obsession

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

9:15 PM

im not blogging anymore

until blogger or photobucket uploads my photo .

Till now,
Orangedoll

Saturday, February 17, 2007

10:42 PM

And when you find yourself lost
and you just don't seem to know what to do
The person you had always been there for
is nowhere to be seen

And when you think you are in good hands
and you seems to feel so secured and comfortable
The worst moment you had never think would had happened
happen right there upon your eyes

You thought it will be fine
and he will not do it to you
Not to the extent
You could lose your respect to him
as who he is to you

I couldn't believe my eyes
at that very moment when it was happening
Everything was so numb
Until the moment tears roll down my cheek

I was lost
I had no one to turn to
It seems like
the whole world was against me

I was so weak
I lost my strength
I thought I would end it there
But I'm strong .
I believe I can move on

I don't understand what was expected in me
And why I just don't seem right in their eyes
And everything seems to be wrong

No one know how difficult it is to be me
No one know what lies inside of me
All they see is a perfect girl
Standing right in their way

Wake up and realised
Think back and look forward
What is coming up your way
May not what you had always wanted
But something to let you know
And remorse

OranGeDoLL

Labels: before I'm gone forever, think again

Friday, February 16, 2007

8:30 PM

Class photos up !! Sad sad sad . It ended . The semester . But never will our friendship ends . Aaargh . Wateva laa .

With Mr Faizal Lim . In formal grey .

With Miss Tan Choon Ying . In Maroon cardigan .

With Marc See . In white with a landyard hanging around his neck .

With Paul Yap . In yellow formal .

With Miss Valerie . In white sleeveless .

And so . Last day of skool was spent with my darling Giant .
A pathetic 6 people turn up in class .
So i lost the spirit to do work .
So i jus sat and surf the net the whole day .
Seriously, i did NOTHING .

Gorgeous Mr Tan Chin Hon was being such a benevolent soul and he treated us McDonald's .
I had Prosperity Meal for myself .

And Giant and I decided to go out since we had never done that .
She's always busy with work .
Oh wait, we did .
K wateva it is . We went Vivo and spend our quality time together .

Coincident . Both of us wore red .

My shirt says "School's Out" .
A nice shirt to put on on the last day of skool .

And Giant treated me a GIANT cup of Coco Loco from Gloria Jeans .
It was so nice . So yummy .
But i ended up throwing up one quater of it coz my tummy can't take it .
Sorry Giant .

We sit and slack and talk crap .
And i was tired, we ended up lying down in the middle of nowhere .
Looking at the sky and look at the clouds that has a lot of look-alike .

And so, i worked .
There's a new free ranging area for the Orang Utan .
Phase 3 .
And so i have to be the model for Eken to find the best spot during Photography session .

Angle no. 1

Angle no. 86 .

Angle no. 397 .

And we think angle no. 1 is the best .

And since it was Valentine's day .
Eken and I dated each other .
We went walking around the zoo .
And here are SOME stupid shots of US .
Ermm . Majority is me .

I dunno what's the motive of this photo .
I'm a snake ?

The giant tortoise . And his valentine date .

I'm so brave .

This is what you call, a professional shot .
Damn . I love it man .

The giant tortoise .

You .
I mean Pig .
Its the year of the PIG .
and they are having Pig show in the zoo .
I wonder what will the pigs be doing .

Cheeky Hanafi .

The Horse and Carriage with sulking Vincent .

Horses .

Guinea Pig .

And this shot is for a purple lover, Fairuz .
Love isn't it ?

Me with my valentinessssssss .

Valentine at work .

Valentine after work .

And after work, i head straight to Orchard road to meet my girlfriends .
Nuhad and wawa .
Had dinner at FarEast's Cahaya .
Had Wanton soup .
That's all .
Coz i don't want a heavy meal .

Later, Zilah and Amy join us .
Then Huda and Shima .
and bla bla bla bla .

Although i didnt have a proper Valentine, well, actually, i don't need one . But i sure did had fun the whole day . Love and laughters . Fun and joy . DANG~~ a complete package . Haizzz . i wished the night doesn't have to end .

I will be going for a family chalet during CNY . i am so gonna have fun . 17-19 .
Which is tomorrow !!
I have yet to update bout today .
Someting great so do stick around !

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL