The Untold Secrets: When the sun goes down .

Friday, January 12, 2007

3:51 PM
When the sun goes down .

Oh well . i'm back . I feel so great . So privileged, so flattered . Honored tat is . To actually find out i have fans and they idolized me . Trying to be just like me . I mean my appearance . My style and all . Isn't that ~~fuckedup~~ great ??

Oh . To be exact . I have copy cats !! Carbon copies . Somebody's lemming me . Oh yes man . No one know how i feel deep in me when somebody is starting to look exactly like me . Dammit !! ~~I'm not unique anymore~~ . Uuuuurghh .

And that was the dress i bought . Brown colour . Yes . U can't really see it because clever me did not even remember to take photo, the full length photo of me in it .

And tat's Jonathan . I call him Daddy . Because he loves calling me a minah, he said i look like one . But no . And i call him daddy because minah's call their boyfriends Daddy . Hehheh .

And i was in Giant's jacket coz i was so cold . As you can see, my classroom is dark because i snap this in the middle of a presentation . What an ass !!

Went out after school woth Giant, Heira and Hardeep . Yupp . was surprised why hardeep suddenly wanna tag along . And soon i found out that his main intention was to tease me with Louis throughout the whole journey .
But Deep, try harder next time k ? Coz i'm not at all annoyed or disturbed .

Hardeep and Giant in the train .
Don't you think they look sweet .
But i think giant look morel ike those kpo aunties
looking at wat Hardeep is doing with his laptop.
Haaahaa .

Went Great World City to exchange Giant's MP3 .
Den we head to lucky plaza to play pool .
And i just lost my skill .
I got thrashed by that bloody Hardeep man !!
Both the games i had with him .
In fact, he actually won ALL the games .
Asshole .

Giant have to go off to settle some stuff with her friends .
Me and Heira went to FarEast Plaza coz i'm dying for a new pumps .
Had dinner at Puncak .
Heira bought Fried Mars Bar .
17 thumbs up for that man .
It taste so good !!
Den go Wisma Atria .
Go topshop and i bought a new top !!

Looking good huh ?
I know .
Simple but nice .

And i fell in love with Christina Aguilera's song, Hurt .

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Love Love
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