The Untold Secrets: January 2007

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

1:41 AM
Vida Filosofía

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you
love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as
important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you
want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm
sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be
engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at
first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't
have much.

NINE. Love deeply and
passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name
calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think
quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer,
smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great
love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless
you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three
R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your
actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps
to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up
the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

A true friend is someone who
reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

3:06 PM
Pugdy podgy is exquisite

After reading Heira's blog,
http://biteus.blogspot.com .
i've got something to add on to her points .

So u think fat is ugly ?
Think again .
Well, i think i am keeping my fats . !!
I think i look much better .
Seriously, i do .
No matter wat u guys wanna say .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Monday, January 29, 2007

9:17 PM
Glitches & Hitches

It had been so long since i last updated my blog . I had been trying to change my blog URL but it doesn't seem to work . Like now, my blog has got 2 URL . So now i stick to the old one to avoid complications . And yeah, i didnt change my URL for fun, i got a reason . A ~~fucking fucked up reason .~~ A reason where i shudnt be involved but got dragged into the picture . Ok . This is something u shudnt even be mentioning but i think i jus did .

This adds up to my collection of disgusting photo . It doesnt really look disgusting, in actual fact, it is clean . Died frozen cleaned mice . Lunch for the snake and some other relevant animals . Marie drop by our booth so i took a shot of it . Kumaran had fun teasing me with it . He grabs the tail and swing it to and fro at me . I had a good time shrieking at his ears .

School was having fun raising for the charity . And i play my part by buying some candies at $1.50 per 100gm . Fruit fondue at $1 a stick . And 2 scooped ice cream at $2 . Of course i didnt finish it up by myself, i share it with Fad who actually performed in this event . Dang~~ Imagine the amount of sugar and fats i consumed that day . ~~Watching my weight so closely !!~~

Me in fad's dance mask .
I wonder why the modern dancer's still need to put on thick make-up
even though they have masks on while dancing .

20th January and Nora turns 18 . She had an advanced birthday party at Pasir Ris Costa Sands chalet . I sure did had fun . Meet Jewel and dang ~~ i miss her so much, i teared when i hugged her in front of WestMall, our rendezvous .

So, i party-ed at Nora's party . Dad fetch me at the location at 11:45 p.m. . He's really giving me "face" . I think he understand he hardship i have in the day, he let me enjoy almost until midnight !!

Lucky Nora got herself 3 Secret Recipe cake . And it is indeed delicious .
Finger licking good man .

Contemporary Issues in Culture and Aesthetics module is about "M i who i M" . The problem makes you to talk more about how youth are today . What makes a youth, youth and all . So i talked about to famous, well-known trend in RP, Metalheads and Hip Hop .

So i interviewed Ifad and all . After knowing that i am putting one of his photo in my presentation, he dashed to my class jus for me to take one recent photo of him to put it in my presentation .

And yeah . His photoshoot . There's actually more . But yeah . i don wanna waste space in my blog jus for his photo .

The final one .
Finally he's satisfied . But nice though .
Credits to the photographer .

Computing and Mathematical Processes had always been fun . With a facilitator like Mr Faizal Lim, the most boring subject in the world could be the best man . ~~He seriously rocks my girl boxers .~~ I think i said enough about how fun his class is in my past entries but sad, he cant stay with us suring our last 3 weeks together .

He completed his Masters and found a full time job for himself . I'm in no right to stop him and get him to stay for jus 3 more weeks . Its his life and so we let him go . We have to laa . Haaha . He treated us drinks for lunch .

He is the faci that bugs me to quit inhaling of burning tobacco fumes . And when me and some other classmates asked for red bull he goes "Wah you all so tired izzit ? So young drink redbull ." Haaha . And when he wants to leave i came running to him and say "Cher, sorry for all the things i RONE [run] DONG" RONE DONG was supposed to be DONE WRONG . i stumble on to my words . Haaha . and he's last words to me is "Orange, stay focus" Yes Mr Faizal, i will try .

He's last writing on the board and that's the chair and the table he use when he facilitate our class . Haahaha . *ROFL* Now i am talking about him, like as if he is gone . Go and will never come back to the WORLD . haaha . i'm mean . But i wish him all the best in his lfe, although i know he already got the best . And Mr Faizal !! Invite me wen u get married . Hehs .

Me and Heira spend our time in the Library to watch DeathNote 1 . And that is how messy our table was . No no . This is not on purpose . We are changing bags so that is all our staff . ~~Mostly mine .~~

And after the Korean Dram fever is over, and my crush and craziness towards Lee Mong Ryong in the Deligtful Girl drama has fade, now i am crazy over Light !! Light a.k.a Kira in Deathnote . Haaha . He's hot . So animated .

And Esther brought the Death Note Book to skool . Her boyfriend bought it . Haaha .

It is EXACTLY-THE-SAME as the one you see in the movie .

And that is the LIND . L . TAILOR light wrote in the movie
and its there in the movie . Same right ??

I wrote Esther's name . I waited 40 seconds but nothing happen !!!

Had dinner at Prata Planet with Nora .
She was so hungry so i dragged myself to accompany her although i was so tired .
I bought myself an Egg thosai .
~~Watching my weight closely babe .~~

That's my Egg Thosai

My Ginger Tea and Nora's Milk Tea

And hungry Nora's beautiful irresistable maggi goreng .

Yes i know . Its pathetic for me to take every single shots of what we had . But nora keep saying "Take photo !! Then post it in ur blog" . Haaha . So i did .

After that, we wanted to have desert at Macdonald's . Nora's craving for the $0.50 ice cream . And when we reached there, we bumped into Amy and Nuhad . Pure coincidence . Chill and talk crap den go accompany nuhad cut hair . So we were irritating her like nobody's business, snapping photos of her continously . I think the aunty is pissed with us .

Something funny happened too . Nuhad sms us to talk about the soccer malaysia and singapore had . Without thinking why nuhad actually sms when she can talk coz we are like a few inches away from her, i blurted out about how Singapore's goalkeeper did a good job during the penalty and blablabla . And how my parents reaction was and everyting . Only to find out that the salon's staff was a PR from Malaysia .

Nuhad with NON-FRIZZY hair . Dia dah pulang ke jalan yang lurus . Alhamdulillah . Haaha . Lepak, chill till very late .

It was unusually cold that night, i was trembling half the time .

And i felt like time has rewind 3 years ago . But everything is vice versa . I noe u dont understand what i am talking about but i keep finding myself lost, needing time to pick pieces of myself together up again .

I keep losing my usual self and don't even know where i shud go . I was such in a rush, a decision made without much thinking and now i regret .

I didnt mean to hurt neither do i wanna force myself . Feelings need time to develop but u didnt fill in the missing blank in me . There is jus something missing between us . and it is not like wat it used to be 3 years ago wen you didnt even realise how i was desiring for ur presence .

I am sorry . Maybe soon, with time, you'll get what you wan

Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Darling, do you feel
My heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you're sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

But is this burning (burning)?
An eternal flame
Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Oh
Oh, oh

Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Now come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Oh

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

Or is this burning?
An eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

Or is this burning?
An eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
(Ooh yeah yeah)
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

Is this burning?
An eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?

Taggies Reply .

Eeqa: ORANGE! haha. haroo.
-?? Haroo !!!

Fai: I just realised something under the ABOUT section in your blog. I felt old seh Fatin.
-18 is the legal age babe . Wenever i cant buy wat i want, u can help . Heehe .

sham: hey.... it has been a long time since i visited ur blog leh... i miss u...
-Haaha . I always go ur blog sey. Not fair sey sham .

heira: what seh.. change link seh.. be careful hor.. later your momma find out again
-cannot change aar babe . Stupid blogger .

iyliee: HAHAHAHHAHAHHA...love oren oren oren
iyliee: chged linked!!!
-Haaha . i love iyliee iyliee iyliee too . and yea . change back to the old URL ,

Princess Syaheerah: take care....muacks
Princess Syaheerah: sorry ...i tertype ur nama....hahaha ..anyway see u at zoo this saturday...peace out!!!
Orange: that guy really did quite a good job on ur picture ....better than me...i cant even do that....muahahaha
-Haaha . careless sia u . but yea . i can learn from me too actually . and i didnt even see ur batang hidong in da zoo tat saturday laa . was waiting mcm budak bodoh . Hmph . and take care too .

iyliee: thats my favourite song rite now! omg...! and i love and MISSES orange soo much!!!
-Da song very nice right ? now i listen until jelak olready .

Sag: I wasnt showing off lahh. it was like an acomplishment. i nvr know anything about Adobe unless its PhotoExpress. anyways whatever. im so inspirational. (:
-Ewww . but yea . Good job dude . Learn more new skills and show it off to me .

Till then .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Friday, January 19, 2007

6:34 PM
Melange

Credits to Segaff . I mean Saggy . He's trying to show off his Photoshop skill wen i had been doing this ages ago . Muaahaa .
But nice try Sag . Good job . I like the text alot .

Walk away by Paula DeAnda .

i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me
i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me

i saw you with your new girl just yesterday
and i feel that i must confess
even though it kills me to have to say
i'll admit that i was impressed
i guess i'll call it just short of affection
gotta command you on your selection
though i know i shouldn't be concerned
in the back of my mind
i can't help a question
does she rub you feet
when you've had a long day
scratch the scalp
when you take out your braids
does she know that you like too
play ps2 till 6 in the morning
like i do

i can't explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)

i can't forget how we used to me
our life from day to day
hoping maybe you'll come back
and though i tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems i can't
but no other man has given me attention
it ain't the same as your affection
though i know i should be content
in the back of my mind
i can't help a question
does he kiss me on the forehead
before we play
show up on my doorstep
does he call me in the middle of the day
it's okay
just to say hey baby i love you
like you used to

i can't explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away
(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)
walk away, walk away
(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)

walk away, walk away

(i'm gonna remember you
your gonna remember me)

i can't explain this feeling
i think about it everyday
and even though we've moved on
it gets so hard to walk away

(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)

walk away, walk away

remember you

(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)

(i'm gonna remember you
you're gonna remember me)

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

9:06 AM
MishMash

I know . Another disgusting thing here . A mouse with a BIYAWAK . i hude lizard i mean . Yea yea . That glue tray is actually to trap the mouse but that clever biyawak is there because he wanted to eat the mouse . And there, he got trapped too . Muaahahaaha . *Puke*

And when im taking the photo, i didnt knoe it is alive and wen i capture the shot, the head moved and looked up at me . I had a great shock of my life . I yelled my belly off man .

First off all .
To Amy, Deepest sympathy and condolence on the demise of your beloved uncle .

I had a bad day .

In the morning, I've got not enough wax to style my hair .

In class, my laptop could not be charged .
I dunno what's the reason but no charger can charge it .

Later at noon, my Adidas Vintage watch . It suddenly reset by itself .

And during 3rd meeting, my handphone died .

Everything seem to fail on me .

But I love looking at the bright side of life .

And at the end of class, i try charging my laptop again, after 10 minutes, it works !!
And my Adidas Vintage watch is fine .
And i can still charge my phone at home !!

See, its a good thing looking at the bright side of life than staying moody and torture ur soul over some small shit .

And i had been so busy . I hardly have the time to update my blog . And now that i'm in class, i have the time . Actually, not really . But who cares .

And so, my school, Republic Polytechnic had an open house .
And i had fun . Like yeah . Without me, fun won't exist man .

And this is Syazwanie . She literally took my phone and held it to me and asked me to take a photo of her .

And so we camwhored .
I swear that's not me .

I went to school . Duh ~~~
And Shida took this shot for me .
Look at the big bowl of Yong Tau Fu i had .
I'm effing full .

My booth is called "Guess Your Birthday Booth"
And there's several cards with several number .
Some numbers are repeated .
And so they have to pick out the cards that have their birthdate
And den at the end, i have to guess their birthday .

Oh wells, its cool to see the boys and girls from secondary skool
being so amazed and goes like
"OMG !! How you noe ?"
"Frens!! I got a psychic in the house"
"Mcm bomoh sey deni"
"Wooow . "
"Woah ..."

And i saw some familiar faces . And claimed i changed alot . Wow ! I'm surprised . *Rolls eye*

And that's the Sudoku i completed with MamaSlut . Wendy .

A boy from Marsiling Secondary School gave me a Golf ball that he won .
And another one gave me a chocolate .
Sweet aren't they ??

And yea . Not seeing ************** for like a week is torturing .

Went to shop with my best girlfriend, Nuhad, at Orchard Road and Bugis .
Walked around and this shoe caught my eyes .

Nice isn't it ??
Had dinner at KFC and then decided to drink at Coffee Bean .
I'm sure putting in fats spending the night with her man .

And new stuff in my wishlist
Cardigan from Forever21
Bag from Blood Bros .
Levi's Watch
Next month pay !!!

Reached home 7 minutes before midnight .
Phewwwww . Mom and dad cant scold me . I did not exceed my curfew .

School is fine . But i still miss the Olden Days .

Let's not talk about it coz it hurts .

Shits happen . But i don ponder over it, so it's fine .

Heart breaks on mid week .

Yo amor erotico tatuaje pedazo .

Work is normal .
Normal shits . Customers . Orang Utan . Colleagues .

This is silhouette of Chomel .
Nice . I know .

Then on the way home from work, i saw rainbow .
And realized rainbows are beautiful .
I was admiring it throughout my whole journey .
And i was smiling to myself looking at it can ??
Haaha . Damn funny .
If somebody were to ever caught me smiling to myself, lookingout of the window, they will think i'm crazy . Muahaaahahaa .

Beautiful isn't it ?

Reply to taggies .

eEqAz: Heyho.. Atiqa here.. Yh tadi tu at RP.. Ahaks.. U r cool.. Intresting blog.. Tc.. I'll drop by evryday hor.. Hehe.. (:

- Hehe . Muaaha . i'll drop by ur blog too .

zilah: fatin can nt put my pic its so UGLY i had alot of fun tt day kt csc it was great hrp kite leh do tt again
- Mane ade ugly ?? And INSYA ALLAH kite gi bowling lagi . Hehs .

WaWa: ....but it's all suh-weeeet! =)

WaWa: i was laughing like mad when i recalled our valentines outing last year.esp when e haagen dazs ice-cream toppled over and how u panicked and scoop it all up w ur bare hands!ahahahhaha!
-Hahhaaa . A`ah siak . Kekek sak aku ingat2 balek . I was panic laa . It's not a cheap ice cream okay . Plus it was on you . You paid for it . And no one can resist the taste til we finished it up eventhough it toppled on the ground . Muaahahahaa .

anon: love ur layout and may i know what's the title of e song and by whom?

-Hey thanx !! The title of the song is I wanna hold your hand by The Beatles .

turtle: Lalala~ Orange sandals anyone? Whahahaha. Jus disturbing. Cos i noe u forget about me already!! LOL.
-Idiot turtle bought Orange sandals jus to make me jealous .

shaZy: syed arafat!!!!!!!! obsessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhah, you actually put his pics up sia. tsk tsk. hahahaha.
-Hehs . That goes without saying . I really hope people that know him didnt see that .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL