Many said i should try talking things out with IT . Many said i should just go with the flow . Many said i should tolerate and be strong . Many said i should just sit and do nothing . Many said i should just listen and face it . Many said i should be nice and obey . Many said i should understand how IT feel and know why IT is like that .
I know i am strong and i don't wanna disappoint myself .
No one can weaken the strength i have to go on . No one know what lies beneath my smile and laughter . No one understand how it feels for it is too complicating . No one can help me out of this except myself . No one know how my soul dies as day goes . No one can bring me the love i need . No one understand how it is to be myself .
It is weird how i can actually just forget about it Hyper me jump around the room Joke, smile and laugh . No one can sense any sorrowfulness in me . Not even me .
And at the next minute, i find myself, alone ... Crying .
Pretense had been my bestest bestfriend . I just can't live without it . I can't imagine if it does not exist in me . My life would had been so dark . I would not be me now . I may be a girl and all she does is sit down, isolate herself and do nothing . Cry till she go blind . Yell till she go dumb . Suicide surrounds her head . For she is such a big feeble, too weak to go on life .
I love keeping it to myself I don wish to drag anybody along with my sorrows . I love keeping it deep down and not show .
I tried and try and i fail . But i know, i am strong . I have strength to go on .
I think . I understand . I tolerate . It goes too far . My endurance just died . But i know, i am strong . I have strength to go on .
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." --- Winnie the Pooh
"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." ---Charles Caleb Colton
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
"Friendship! is one mind in two bodies." ---Mencius
"Friends are God's way of taking care of us."
"If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." ---Stone Temple Pilots
"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay." ---dave Matthew's band
"If all my friends were to jump off ! a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them."
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere." --- Tim McGraw
"My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life." ---Lee Iacocca
"Hold a true friend with both your hands." ---Nigerian Proverb
"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words." ---unknown
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Orangedoll
is thankful for the clothes that fits a lil too snug;
it means she haf enuff to eat .
