The Untold Secrets: Hip hoppers . Ex-Hillgrovians .

Sunday, November 05, 2006

9:57 PM
Hip hoppers . Ex-Hillgrovians .

It's easier said than done . i dunno what i am feeling deep inside . Izzit really LOVE ? What is LOVE ? How does LOVE feels like ?? i dunno . as days go, experiencing what is happening around me, i learned that love is not just physical attraction but it is a feeling that comes deep within . I had never been loved neither had i love someone, until i meet him . Mr "Spick-and-Span" . No looks nor wealth . I jus fell for his attitude and behavior .

I am worried . So afraid, if it is a one sided love . Scared that thing will not be the same again . Why is my heart torturing me ? Why ?

i don wan love to torture my life, making this world a disgusting place, when people around me misinterpret love .

If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . Maybe that person has always loved you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .

Should i just keep it deep deep in my heart and pretend i felt nothing . Pretend everything is fine . Pretend that i don't need his love . Pretend everything .

When can this PRETENCE end ? And after all the pretending, i suffer to see him go with another girl .

I don't care what others say . I don't care how others respond . I am truly falling hard for his INNER BEAUTY .

I love him, and i can't deny that .

-OranGeDoLL

Ok people . i knoe i had not been updating for quite sometime . I would like to announce, I AM IN LOVE . with MR Spick-and-Span . k wateva . i don wanna elaborate much bout it .

I had a great time with the Hip-Hoppers of Republic Polytechnic on thursday . They are sure as crazy as i am .

Making ourselves at home

Ling kicking Melly .

I look like i am in the family . Padahal padahal .

Saturday, i went out Jalan-ing Raya with my Secondary School people . 11 a.m to 11 p.m .
11 houses . 13 people .

Its great going Hari Raya visiting in small groups . It gives less trouble to the houses that we go to . And we get $$$$ a little bit much more . Haaaha .

Highlights : We were taking the lift to Amal's house which was at level 4 when Amal suddenly stomp his feet and the lift suddenly when a level down wen it was moving upwards . It was at the verge of reaching level 4 and when he stomp his feet, the lift wen down to level 3 . We felt like as if the lift is going to keep moving down and not stop . Haaha . So, we landed at level 1 safely but it says "Out Of Order" .

Atika spilled some Mee Soto on her shirt . How clumsy can she get . And of course, she wont be going around with that Mee Soto stain on her baju kurung . And guess what she did . She was lucky her house was jus 17 metres away from Mat Nuh's house, she went home and change up . You can spot the changes wen you browse thru my photos .

At Amal's house, i was Amal's wife . No one was at home . And so he didnt have his parents to welcome us in . I stood at the door and welcome everybody in . Seriously, the situation looks like i was his spouse . Haaaha . Me and my nonsense .

Ok . Ok . Enuff . Its ........... Photo time !!

First house . First photo . Fresh faces .

The ladies .

And the gentlemen

At Amal's void deck . i love this photo a lot .
It is my desktop picture currently .

Have u ever heard of people going for Hari Raya visiting but spend most of their time on bed . haa . that's what exactly we do at atika's house . On her cozy bed .