The Untold Secrets: September 2006

Saturday, September 30, 2006

11:08 AM
Shoot !!

I suddenly feel like photo-blogging . So in the mood to photo-blog . Cant blame a cam-whore . But i am only limited to 9 photos per entry . it will stop uploading wen it reaches now . Dammit . i got 1 million photos to upload laa . haaha . Enuff of my shit .

Me . Giant .

the craziest bitch in my class . =D

She's so nice laa .

Loves shitting and farting .

LOL .

Syida . Fad . Me
The 3 malay girls in my class .
Complete different interest .
Different ages but we still get along so well .
Coincidently, the 3 of us live at bukit batok
and ... we go to and fro skool TOGETHER !!
That explains our bonding . =D
Love you all !!

Candid .
Look at my cute chubby cheek .
i feel like pinching my own cheek maan . haaha .

And me . Camwhoring . Haaha .

Oh well . now i feel like blogging .

Life is miserable today . and i failed to be strong . i broke something which i believed i could have let it stay . i am so upset with myself . so upset with the people around me . upset with the things that had happened . so upset with wat i did and wat i had not done . upset with my SURROUNDINGS !!

Getting used to it is not at all a problem . But i am getting sick of it . I'm in a critical state now, where i thing, i am going to be killed be this sickness . Every time it happen, i feel myself die a little more inside . My heart and soul is so weak for the pain i feel is unbearable, excrutiating .

Please help me end this misery . Take a knife and stab me in the back .
Count me dead in your eyes . For i lost my strenght and endurance .

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Friday, September 29, 2006

2:06 PM
IT-Helpdesk

Well . i have millions of photo to upload . Haaha . It takes me hours . Oh well, it had been quite some time since i last mention Ifad's name in my blog . And yeah, he's back . Haaha . I went to the IT-Helpdesk because Fad's lappie was spoilt . There was quite a crowd and as i was walking around to look for a place to sit, suddenly, somebody called me . "FATEEN!!" haaha .

i felt so weird because my name "Fateen" is hardly used in school . And so i turn and there, poor little boy named Ifad sit on one of the benches there, miserably with his sick laptop .

Haaha . i cant believe my eyes laa . after so long i didnt see him, its hard to accept the fact that he is still ALIVE . Healthily alive . Haaha . So i sat wit him, talking shits and crap . and we took pic !!

Ifad . Me .

He look somehow somewhat different to me . His hair is so much longer now and ermmm . i thnk that's te only different . His mole is still fixed at the same exact spot . Oh well . Not much changes . =D

And so, from 10 to 11.30 . Den back to class . Den during lunch i accompany him to IT-helpdesk again . So our journey was like this

From W34J[M] --> IT-Helpdesk --> W15E --> IT-Helpdesk

Wonder why i was so free ? It was my first time of this semester to have Math Module and it was SUCKY . It was about Golden Ratio and all shit . I was not in the mood to do math yet, so i take the opportunity to do something much more interesting . Heh .

The facilitator also ROCKS laa . he's so fun . we talk to him like as if we were friends for so long . He is Indian plus Chinese and his name is Faizal Lim . Don u think it's weird ? He said, his mom likes the name, that's why . And also studies malay . So watever i talk to my malay mates across the class in my mother tongue, he'll understand . Haaha . He's so sporting too . Like seriously, i think he's gonna be the next best facilitator i had ever had apart from Mr Hafidz Abdullah and Jane Ho .

And so, at 3rd meeting, wen we were suppose to be in class, Fad, Syida and i went to IT-Helpdesk to fetch Fad's lappie .

Fad . Syida . Me

And guess wat, i think i qualify to be a mamarazzi . i caught the two of them gossiping .
and worst still, they are fasting !! *Shake Heads* Look at how interested Fad is listening to the hot story by Syida .

Calyn . Me .
Pretty ain't she ??

Marcell . Me .

and here are some photos of me and Fad cam-whoring .

And so, i spent my breakouts with dearest amir . Daammit . oni God knows how it heals my heart that is missing the moments we spent together . And guess what we did during the breakouts ?? DTX-Mania !!! Haa .

Thanx amir . For trying ur best to spent as much time as u cud with me .

Oh shit . I heard the Tarzana of Lion City of Gombak Hill stomping across the jungle .
And now, i sense danger .
i gotta go !! and i cant finish uploading the photos !!

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Reply to tags

Syaheerah Islam : Hey thanx . Thanx for appreciating the kind of music i'm listening to .

Amyn Cartun : oh well . it gets better now . slightly .

iyliee : yo thanx . the hug u get from u jus now had somehow healed my heart .
Haaha . Slamat berpuase too u too !

izzatee : hey thanx babe . the colours somehow brighten me up .
i love it so much . and slamat berpuase to u too !!

aneng : eyy women . u troublesome u noe . but i did it !! =)

Syaheerah Islam : Yeah . it is so cantek and it taste so nice !
and of course ur name will be there . u are one special fren in my heart .

Polly : jgn nk malas . buat kay . it wont take long . 20 minutes maybe ??

Iyliee : in ur blog u said "ok . i'll do it" something like tat .
and now in my board, u are pleading not to do it . Haaha . and P.S: i love u too !!

A M I R I O N : Haaha . yaa !! i jus notice it .
too hooked to u and pool laa . haaha . bacenh kau =D

muCha : Ur welcome darling . And i knoe u love me .
and u knoe i love u too . so no need to say it for many2 times . =D I love u too !!

iyliee : by all means . but it's not as fun as W26A .
Nothing can rock me better than my W26A !!

Sham : i forgot . der's Orang Utan reading my entries and i hafta keep it short and sweet . Haaha . Yea ! Mini Cooper and Beatle ! and irritating u was the most favourite thing i love to do . =D

Calyn : Yea . i love W34J(M) too !!!

JY : haa . Giant !! u're here !! yeah maan . W34J is full of shit,crap and lameness .
Go Giant go !!

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

3:17 PM
Hady Mirza .

First thing first . Congratulation to my darling Hady Mirza,

our second Singapore Idol .

This is what one of my facilitator said bout my class :
"Though it was my first and only day with the class, I truly can see how the relationship between the students of W34J will become in the future. The bond was surprisingly strong as most of you all went to have lunch together. A good start that can only get better as time pass by."

i am so proud of W34J . I am thankful for getting another rocking class . But, one thing for sure, nothing could rock me better than my darling W26A . i miss my W26A-ians !!

I miss irritating Sham .

i miss talking crap with iyliee .

i miss bitching with segaff .

i miss boo boo ben .

i miss JoLyn's Gentot .

i miss fucking Jason UPSIDE DOWN .

i miss turtle's clown act .

i miss starmie "moon is round" shit .

i miss sweet looking semanter .

i miss smart ass zhao yang .

i miss nizar calling amir "MEH!"

i miss my first crush, Didi !!

i miss DTX-MANIA

i miss "Aaaargh bodoh"

i miss macdonalds .

i miss Pauline's MIA .

i miss singing out loud in the class . "You and me ... we used to be .. together .."

i miss stepping on Sotong's leg and hear her whining .

i miss looking for stupid photo's with hafidz for our ppt .

i miss the shits we did in the lift .

i even miss the "politics" we had .

i so so so so miss AMIR !!

i miss amir's singing .

i miss amir's poppin .

i miss amir's breakdancing .

i miss amir's shit .

i miss amir's fart .

i miss amir's crap .

i miss amir's laughter .

haaha .

i miss every single one in W26A .

i miss every single moments i had in W26A .

Enuff of my missing . let me introduce to my fellow readers, my new class mate !!

Tis is Syida . She's 19 . and she's not like what she looks like . She's good at bird-watching . Juz like me . and she is talkative !!

Tis is Pen . Real name is Affandi . He is crappy . Lame . The one and only malay-guy in my class !! No no . he cant replace amir .

and so . credits to W34J'S professional photographer, Shannon for snapping good shots of Jia Yen's

Jia Yen tearing . She was too touched for wat we did . And also on the phone .

Me . Jia Yen . Calyn

And i got my contact lense oredi !! Thanx ain fer ya hardwork .
Yeah ~~!! Now i can show off my beautiful eyes .
K . wateva tat floats my boat . More to update . But got to go !!!

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

12:26 PM
Stoopid Questions

1) Full Name: Nurfatin Binte Ali
2) Name Backwards: Nitafrun Etnib Ila
3) Meaning of names: Pretty and stunning
4) Nickname: OranGe or Oren
5) Screen Name: OranGeDoLL
6) D.O.B: 2nd October 1989
7) Place of Birth: Kandang Kerbau Hospital, Singapore
8) Nationality: Singaporean
9) Current Location: At home, in front of television
10) Star Sign: Libra
11) Height: 165 cm when last measured
12) Religion: Islam
13) Weight: i don trust the weighing machine
14) Shoe Size: 7 and a half
15) Hair colour: Half pure black .the other half brown, with highlights of light copper
16) Eye colour: Dark dark brown
17) Who do you look like: My Mother and exactly like my aunty
18) Innie or outtie: innie !!!
19) Lefty or Righty: Righty
20) Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight .. Like Duh ~~
21) Best Friend: Amir, Fairuz, Serra, Syahira, Suhailah, Nuhad and Amy
22) Best Friend you trust the most: Hmm . i trust all my besties !! . . .
23) Favourite Pals: Atika, Fizah, Jewel, Ain and Syaheerah
24) Best friend of opposite sex: Bestest friend of opposite sex ? Amir !! For sure .
25) Best Buddies: Wat's the difference with 21,22,23,24 ??
26) Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Single ~~!! And loving it . But available though . haaha .
27) Crush: Hikmat ! Haaha . None of you all noe who is he . and Hady Mirza ~~ =)
28) Parents: Ali and Rosmah
29) Worst enemy: Kind of stupid but i have one . i didnt ask fer it . She's jus too jealous .
30) Favourite online guy: Hmmm . i flirt with all .
31) Favourite online girl: No one in particular .

32) Craziest Friend: Amir !!

33) Advice Friend: A lot .
34) Loudest Friend: Siti Fadhilah . and Jason . They have in-build loudspeaker i think .
35) Person you cry with: Amir . Nuhad . Amy . Ain . Syaheerah . HI-5 !! [Fairuz, Serra, Syahira and Suhailah ]
36) Any sisters: My darling sister Saemah and irritating Siti Zulaikha
37) Any Brothers: Sometime i feel like i don have any . Thanx to Aizudin !
38) Any pets: i love animals but not to the extent of living with them
39) Any diseases: Athsma .
40) Pager: Pager ? This is year 2006 . Not 1996
41) Personal Phone line: I jus lost it .
42) Phone: I jus lost my freaking phone u goddammit . Stop asking my bout phones !!
43) Lava Lamps: What do u expect me to answer ?
44) Pool or Hot tub: Pool !! im a Pool Loser Champion to amir . Hot Tub maybe . If i afford . I dont mind both .
45) A car: i wish i have an Orange Beetle . or a MINI COOPER .
46) Your personality: i'm loud . i'm irritating . and addictive !! haaha .
47) Driving: i wish .
48) Room: Sharing with my freaking lil sis .
49) What's missing: Parents love and a handphone !!
50) School: Republic Polytechnic
51) Bed: Single yet comfortable one
52) Relationship with parents: NO COMMENTS !
53) Believe in yourself: Almost all the time .
54) Believe in love at first sight: Crush at first sight, yes .
55) Good listener: Sometimes .
56) Get along well with parents: NO COMMENTS !!
57) Save e-mail Conversation: i got better things to save in my darling laptop's space .
59) Believe in reincarnation: Err . Not really .
60) Make fun of people: My pleasure ...
61) Like to talk on the phone: All the time . BUT I LOST MY PHONE !!!
62) Want to get married: OBVIOUSLY ..
63) Like to drive: Yeah . SUZUKI GSX . R6 . i dreamt . i wish .
64) Motion Sickness: Huh ? aar ...
65) Eat stem of broccoli: Yaa . What a question ..
66) Eat chicken with fork: Fingers .
67) Dream in colour: Ermm . yea .
68)Type with your fingers on home role: Yaa .
69) Sleep with stuff animals: Eeerk . Not even wen i'm a baby .
70) Next to you: My lil sister
71) On the wall of your room: Photo frames . Fan . Clock .
72) On your mousepad: On my mousepad is my mouse .
73) Dream Car: Beetle
74) Dream Date: At the beach with a chocolate fondue
75) Dream Honeymoon Spot: Hawaii . Perth .
76) Dream Husband or wife: Responsible, loving and loyal .
77) Bedtime: Somewhere around midnight .
78) Under your bed: Small sister's mattress .
79) Single most important question: No idea .
80) Bad time of the day: When mum nags on the start of the day .
81) Your worst fear: No one to marry with
82) The weather is: Windy
83) Time: 2110
84) Date: 25 September 2006
85) Best trick did on someone: i did a lot . everything is the best .
86) Theme song: Indie, Rock and Roll . Some old shit like The Wonders or Dave Clark Five
87) Hardest thing about growing: Mother .
88) Funniest Experiences: i fell and lost half of my front tooth.
89) Scariest Experience: Get 5 stitches on my chin .
90) Sillest thing that you've ever said: Millions .
91) Most desperate & funniest thing you have done to get the opposite sex: Was head over heels about him for almost a year and get nothing in the end . Haaha . he knew it .
92) Scariest thing you have done with your friend: Jump over a 2 meter fence from a chalet outlet at 3am just to go to the beach . We were too lazy to walk the long way .
93) Worst feeling: Belted by mother
94) Best feeling in the world: On my bed, with my air-con on . and to be loved .
Now, 06 people to do this :
1) Polly Dolly
2) FarEast
3) Iyliee
4) Sham
5) Ain
6) Izzatee

2:38 AM
W34J

Oh well . since i cant upload photos in my last entry, i would LOVE to repeat the BIRTHDAY PART AGAIN . Haaha . Although i knoe it is a little too outdated .

Happy Birthday To You

12th September

Noor Syafiq Bin Nordin a.k.a Bean

13th September

Nur Syahira Binte Nensuri a.k.a Heira

14th September

Md Amir Bin Ariffin a.k.a Amirion

17th September

Tan Jin Yan a.k.a DiDi

18th September

Nur Haiyu Lidiah a.k.a MuCha

Haaha . i jus got nothing better to do . Although i knoe it is OUTDATED . But still . BY-THE-WAY . i started my new semester already and that means i met my NEW CLASSMATES .

At first, i was crying wen i found out that my block was W3 . and it was so far away from my frens .

Now, i am thankful . Thankful for my class was another RAWKING CLASS . i always hear people saying "The second class wont be as good as the first" . Maybe its too fast for me prove that wrong . But i love my new class . First day and it was such a blast . There was never silence . Almost everybody was very participative . Like no one was afraid to voice their opinion despite the fact that the facilitator sucks .

Second day . W34J had lunch together . Isnt tat cool ? Can u imagine ? a group of 25 people who had only known each other for less then 2 days went out for lunch together . one more thing .

Our class was located at at

FACILITATION ROOM W34J and

we ANYHOW switch class to

FACILITATION ROOM W34M .

Now . i wanna talk into details about them .

First person i talk to was HWEE MEEN . Haa .

She was from my secondary school laa .

Den it was Shida . A tudung gurl in my class .

Then there is Calyn . She is very very pretty .

She always put on a long lashes which once i tot was real .

Den i noticed Marcell . He's cute !!

Shannon who actually shares the same interest as me .

He's into photography and he show me he's deviantart . Cool shits !!

Pen a.k.a Affandi . He is CARAZIE . One noisy shit .

Jiang Jun . a china guy . in my group .

Den Jia Yen . Which now we call Giant .

Coz alot of us find it hard to pronounce her name.

She's a nice darling .

Herman . Sounds smart .

MinLi . Another China girls .

Fad !! she talk so loud . its impossible not to notice her .

in total . there's 5 china people in my class .

Its Jia Yen's birthday and we did a little surprise for her .

Jordan and Nevin went out to buy a small cake for Jia Yen .

Wen the arrive in the class, once the door is opened,

we sang Happy Birthday song .

yeah . Happy Birthday Jia Yen !!!

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Thursday, September 21, 2006

2:03 PM
All u need is love

i'm back . i'm back to update .

Feelings now : weary, exhausted, worn-out, drained, bushed,
sleepy, drowsy, fatigued, wiped out, tired out, spent, shattered, whacked

in short . i'm super freaking tired !!

i had been working straight for 5 days from [08.09.2006 - 12.09.2006 ]
which means, facing those irrtating customers .
Taking photos .
uurgh . same old thing .
but one thing for sure, i will never, i mean NEVER, get sick of my job .

den 13.09.06 - 15.09.06
i went camp .
will never write it down in details coz i got a feeling that
MY MUM is reading my blog .

And from 16.09.06 to 20.09.06,
i'll be working straight without OFF .
then thursday, SKOOL REOPEN . Yeah .

Happy Birthday To ...

12th September

Rowan Atkinson a.k.a Md Syafiq Bin Nordin

13th September

Heira a.k.a Nur Syahira Binte Nensuri

14th September

Amirion a.k.a Md Amir Bin Ariffin

17th September 2006

Tan Jin Yan

18th September 2006

Nur Haiyu Lidiah

Highlights:

I lost my phone !!!

No more 90039652 or 81556680 .

i don think i will got a new phone . it'll take me ages to get a new one laa .

but !! i'm dying for one . i feel like a lost girl in public without a phone .

I wish i wish . A 6230 or W800i or W810i or Samsung MP3 phone drop down from the sky to my lap . i wish i wish .

i rebond my fringe and side burn .

Haaha . tk pernah dibuat orang . [No one had ever done it]

ermmm . Not really .

BUT !! i did it !!

My new class : W34J .

Scared if i could not get along well with my classmates .

Fear of classmates not liking who i am, the noisy-irritating me .

Afraid if i will not be close with Amir and some other friends,

anymore, like how we used to be .

You know, first impression is really important . So i hafta present myself well tomoro .

Happy for i'll be meeting new friends, new facilitators and even, new cleaners !!

Sad, my class is too far away . W3 !! OMG .

Most of my friends are in W2 AND W1 .

Dying for a new blogskin !!!

and i changed my blog song

the beatles : all you need is love OR love is all you need .

i'm not really sure of the title . =)

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"replies to tags" time !!!

aneng : haaha . don .

hida : thanx babe . link will be up real soon .

Ain : Yea babe . it made me too . tat is why i post . i'm in a complete confuse state now .

but still, i bury it deep deep in .

aqilah : yea thanx babe . link will be up real soon .

nunu : school will be open TOMORO !! wee hee hee . yafhoo !!!

See ya in skool babe .

syaheerah islam : yeah . it is sad . we were thinking of u went we cut the cake . i miss u babe .

iyliee : yea . i miss u too . really hope i bump into u tomoro in skool .

sad for my class is so far away from the others .

FarEast : i miss u too . dammit, i wont be ur classmate the next semester .

But one thing for sure, we will still be friends !!!

KiNo : yo dude !! i changed the song . It is specially dedicated for me !!

AND !! i changed it jus for u . Haaha . Not really actually .

ika : yupp yupp . i am fatin from Photo Mount in the zoo . and u are ??

ecar : hey !! thanx for dropping by !! i'll link u up babe .

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

P.S: Not able to upload photos . Error detected . Will do it real soon

Monday, September 11, 2006

9:32 PM
Believe .

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger .

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family
and they know I love them?

People live,
but people die.
I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say..
even if I never talk to you again in my life..
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. =)
I look up to you..
respect you..
truly cherish you..
most of all..
I CARE about you.

Remember, everyone needs a friend.

someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all,
just remember this and
take comfort in knowing somebody out
there cares about you and...
always will..
I care about YOU !!

reply to tags

kecik : hello . thanx for dropping by and tagging .

iyliee : i hate LOVE . FCUK it coz it keeps running away from me !!!

andrea : yea thanx babe . nice updating bout u too . thanx for dropping by .

Eeqa : *waves* . yea babe . i'm much better now !!

Ain : yea thanx love .

aneng : hee . mixed emotion . i'm confused u see .

Atika : yupp girl . lyna berhenti .

vivian : yo doctor vivian BALAKRISHNAN . yea !! i know . thanx lots darl .

iyliee : u take care and i miss u too !!!

shazy : i hope there really is . i hope . and i saw u too !! like duh ~~~

syaheerah islam : hey love . i miss u . i miss u . i miss u .

Love Love
]]*OranGeDoLL

Saturday, September 09, 2006

5:34 PM
i wanna be a lover .

Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?
My, how am i missing the feeling of being loved ??
How does it feel to be loved ? And to love ?
What is love, actually, when it kills ??
Why love. wen it means is to hurt or to be hurt?
I understand that with loves comes pain, but why did i have to love so much?

Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you.
One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me without knowing that you are my life...

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,

BUT I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,

I'm not sure it shows,

that I love you more than you'll ever know.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,

but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing on until it arrives.

I told you that ...
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody else

but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
That's why i let you to let me go

I said i didn't miss you.
I dont miss you, I miss who I thought you were

As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry...
Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't.
Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared.
I didn't want to believe that you ever did

I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either,
but please believe me,

when I say that I want to be by your side,

to hold your hand,

to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide,

to be next to you,

to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years,

to comfort you, dry your tears

and calm your most frightening fears,

to fight your battles

and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel that you can take it.
Never say you no longer love a person when you can't let go..

You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

Some day you'll cry for me like i cried for you,

Some day you'll miss me like i missed you,

Someday you'll need me like i needed you,

Someday you'll love me, again but i won't love you.

Honey, i did said i am in need of love .

I need to love and be loved .

But never did i think of you .

I am so sorry, i need no love from you .

You should knoe,

I HATE YOU

]]*OranGeDoLL

Friday, September 08, 2006

4:00 PM
Under the weather .

I'm under the weather . So below par .

After spraining my right thumb .. Now i'm SICK .

And i hafta work tomoro . Like uuuurgh .

Oh well . I am so in need of money . Every cent matters .

And . i am also in need to love and be loved !!! Fuck it ..

Let me share with ya'll something i wanna share ... Enjoys !!!!!

Ziploc bags are male because they hold everything in butyou can see right through them .
Photocopiers are females because once turned off, it takes forever to warm them up again .
A car tyre is male bacuase it goes bald and is often over-inflated .
Sponges are female because they're soft, squeezable and retain water .
A web page is female because it's always getting hit on .
The MRT is male because it uses the same old line to pick people up.
Tornadoes are female because they howl like mad when they come and take the house when they leave .
Floor tiles are females because if you lay them right the first time, you can walk all over them for years to come .
Beer bottles are male because they're empty from neck up .
Police cars are female because they make a lot of noise to let you know they're coming .

M&Ms are females because they come in assorted colours but they all taste the same .

A balloon is male. One quick stab and it's all over.

And so . this is the photo we took . Wonderful .

Kino . Amir . Syaheerah . Ain . Me

I'm working tomoro . And i'm sick .

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Reply to taggers

Syaheerah Islam : Your welcome babe . I wont dissappoint u and of course i'll come . and i came !! And ur mom ?? I didnt even talk to her laa . =D

CA : Yo thanx dude .

Ain : You need not tell me . Coz i know !! and i love u too .

Atika : Yea . i guess . But i think it's doing good without ur touch too . =D And i love u too .

FarEast : Yeah babe . i know my life is good enough . But i just wanna love and be loved !!! Maybe it's not time yet .

Ain : Yea girl . I will keep on practicing coz i knoe there's still far to go .

Amyn Cartun : Haaha . Pemalas !!

Syaheerah Islam : thanx for adoring my "art" . if i got the time, i'll do one for u k . No promises .

Fairuz : Haaha . same laa tu . mcm makcik aku jugaak .=p

iyliee : Yea . i knoe ! it's such a great time at Zouk . Nice seeing u too .

Syaheerah : I knoe u had been waiting for tat . Or else u'll flood my tagboard . Right ?? Heehe . Kidding .

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

5:42 PM
SHUN !!!

shit + fun = SHUN !!

So ... Tuesday, i had SHUN .. Haaha . Crapp .

Shit because ... i fell down the staircase and strained my right thumb . I felt so handicapped now . It's freaking hell swollen . I cant even move it laa .

Can u imagine ur right hand without a THUMB ??

You can do almost nothing PERFECTLY . Even when typing, i have to press the SPACEBAR with my left thumb and i feel so awkward bout it . Haaha . K . i shall stop nitpicking .

Fun because ... i made it to Zouk . The dress code was PUNK ROCK STYLE . and like WAT THE HELL ??!! Oh hack . Who cares ??

What's important, my dressing that day sucks !! Haaha . Nuhad keep asking me

"Eh pompuan, kau pe culture saak ?"

So, i reached there late and i didn't manage to get the door gift . *Sob Sob*

Because i fell down the stairs .

At 8, making my way to Zouk . Well, it's not EXACTLY at Zouk . It's BESIDE Zouk . haaha .

Bad News : Nuhad did not bring her I/D

Good News : The "Bouncer" let her through .

Iyliee . i stole the photo from ur blog . Coz u got the back of my head .

[The most rounded head =p]

Seventeen's Birthday Bash was cool . Everything was awesome .

ESPECIALLY THE MC .

Randall Tan was so cute laa . *Droolz*

Syaheerah was so beautiful, so gorgeous, so stunning !!!

And now, i officially announce to all my fellow readers that ............

Nur Syaheerah Islam D/O Saik Nural was the FIRST .

Yes yes .. She was the FIRST .

The FIRST runner-up for Miss Seventeen 2006 !...

Congratulation darling ..
And Miss Syaheerah . i have yet to recieve the photo we took on stage .

After that, we went to have supper at Great World City .
We, as in, Nuhad, Me, Amir, Kino, Ain, Karen and Karen's friend .

Den head for home . Reached home at 12+++++ and as usual . Same procedure . Dad and mum's bashing up session .

And so .... i had SHUN !!!

Lastly .. Happy 17th BirthDay To My Dearest Suhailah .

Love Love
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

12:52 PM
Guilty Pleasure

Plugging In to : Loneliness By Babyface

Friday ...
I stayed home the whole . Some of my homies called me up and ask me out but I jus don't feel like going out to chill . So I spend my time at home with my handicapped laptop . Why I call it handicapped ?? I think a laptop without internet is so handicapped . You cant do much with it . And this is what I did . I spent SIX solid HOURS doing this and I love it so much although I know there are rooms for improvements .

OranGe's HodgePodge

And it is also my new desktop !!

haha . i'm jus too obsessed with it .

Saturday ...
I went for Bibik's kenduri . Spend the whole day there . Surf the net . Surprise, I only eat once that day although the food is lying in a big table in front of me the whole day . I couldn't be bothered to even touch it and fill it up in my mouth . I'm watching my weight man . I really have to work hard .

Sunday ...
Work . Jack and Kumaran is still talking bout the world largest flying mammal . They still have not find out the answer . Haaha .

Guilty Pleasure : 2 ********* !!!! *Smack Smack me*

Surf a little bit of internet at night and I'm dying for a new blogskin .

I wonder is there any

kind soul out there who would be

benevolent enough to design a blogskin for me ???

Went browsing for blogskins . So stressed bout it . I want my new blogskin to be retro-ey . Black background [coz my entries are colourful u see, so black's the best ] with orange details . And I want navigators .

Haaha . So demanding .

Monday ... [Today]
Steve Irwin passed away . Daamn . That was sad . Almost everyone on the world knows him . He came to Singapore once . Singapore Zoological Garden to be exact . And i saw him . LIVE . Took pictures of him there . but sadly, i didnt get da chance to take photos wth him coz there were too many people and i have too many job to do .

Mr Irwin, 44, died after being struck in the chest by the stingray's barb while he was filming a documentary in Queensland's Great Barrier Reef.

Mr Irwin was known for his television show The Crocodile Hunter and his work with native Australian wildlife.

What happened to Steve Irwin is like being stabbed in the heart. It has little to do with the venom and all to do with the trauma caused by the barb of the stingray.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/5311298.stm

Guilty Pleasure 2 : Abg brought home some Canadian's Pizza Side Order . And I ate Two piece of Cheese sticks . One Crispy Seaweed Roll . Two Calamari . One Enchilada . And One Tempura Cod Nugget .

Woah . that's like thousands of calories man !!! All of it is deep fried . Uuurgh . I need to exercise !! Now !! Haaha . K crapp .

Tuesday [Tomorrow] ...

I'm going to support my darling Nur Syaheerah Islam D/O Saik Nural

Sorry babe . I hafta "STEAL" ur photo . but i know u're happy bout it . I'm praying hard for u know .

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Reply to taggers

Heira : Haaha . Yeah i know i should be thankful . Miss you babe~~

Ain : Happy Holidays to u too baby !!

Amyn Cartun : Hey thanx !! You can do something bout ur blog too . Brighten it up dude .

Love Love

]]*OranGeDoLL

Friday, September 01, 2006

2:18 PM
Happy Teachers' Day !!!

Oh Gosh . i went to my secondary school on thursday, eve of teacher's day . whooo . the school seems the same . some additional decoration . well, it jus reminds me of alot of different kinds of memories and nostalgia .

i still remember, i wanted to make a history for myself before i leave that school . What actually happened was ...

i have a gorgon and heartless english teacher who seriously abhors me and most of the malays . well, i don wanna elaborate much bout her but what's important, most of us, the malay GIRLS, hated her .

Who wont? She made us lose hope on ourselves . Cursing that we will not pass our English and not go anywhere after O levels .
She even took my diary away from me, and after reading it, she says

"Why, i can't see that u will pass ur English if all u know is to write in ur diary in broken English and malay"

Well, i need not say much to explain how much i hate her .

So, one day ...

Our discipline mistress came to our class and caught one of the chinese guy whose hair was so long . My english teacher was not happy and said to the whole class

"Why must it be him ? Why not Afiq or Mat Nuh whose hair is like a bush on their head . So racist !! Go and ask her to eat shit "

HighLight !!! Go and ask her to EAT SHIT .

So, i told the discipline mistress, who happened to be my Malay Teacher . Gosh . I am so daring . And muaahahaaha . i got my enGLish teacher into big trouble !! The vice principle interviewed me . Daamit . it was such a serious case laa . and there were even witnesses so the case was strong . yea yea .

the enGLish teacher came to our class with a black face and i think she knew it was me . heehe . how i wished she got sacked . She said once that with her knowledge and talent, it is not worth for her to be a teacher . She can be a tutor and get paid $5o per hour . Haaha . What nonsense .

And another teacher i love a lot was Miss Dorris Chong !! She taught me math . I used to be so bad in math . A constant F9 scorer . My marks can go as bad as 2/40 . Miss Dorris Chong had encouraged me and motivated me to work hard . She work extra hard for my friends and i . She spent extra hours and in the end, we are sure not to dissappoint her . From F9 to B3 !! Not tat bad . All thanx to Miss Chong !! And let me present to u ...

She's the one standing, in black , WITHOUT TUDUNG . Well well .. Now all the photos we took in my secondary school . Us with Mrs Peng, the one in pink . She taught us Physics for O-levels . Oh well . I failed science .

We walk around the school . Exploring and discovering the changes and unchanged . The unchanged were the students .

Still mengarut, for those who wanna "step maju" and kental to those whose thinks they are older than they actually is . Like wanna step "kakak-kakak" and "abang-abang" .

The teachers ... uurgh . same old teachers . a couple of new teachers and some teachers left .

So, i spotted one particular object the had been staying at a particular place 4 years ago and it is still there, unmoved .

This is a compilation af artwork, of students from Secondary one of year 2002 . Guess which is mine !!!

This spiral staircase is located in the middle of our school and it's one of the boy's favourite spot . You know why?? Look up and u'll see girl's undies !!

This is at level 3, where my former class was located and it used to be so empty . Nothing was placed there . and now, as u can see, there's a few trees in pots !! Wateva ~~

Den, we head to our classroom, which leaves us with a lot of memories that we cant at all forget . We have the smallest number of students in class . So, we get the smallest classroom . It was at one stupid "Corner" which almost the whole school can see and hear us . Its a pathetic classroom with insufficient fan [we will be sweating our ass out during hot days !!!] and insufficient space .

We have the one and only classroom that have staircase rght infront of our doorway !! Sytle~~

This is our doleful whiteboard . Its a "Sliding" whiteboard with cupboards and space behin the whiboard where we can hide our books in there at times we don't feel like bringing our books home . Heehe .

Uuurgh . You can asphyxiate if you stay there with 30 other students .

Oooo wee . That's where i used to sit !! The last row of my class and will be busy dozing off ...

Atika ~~ You got the wrong place . But nice pose biatch !!

Atika . Me . Syilaa

Haaha . Fizah and i once brought bubble to the class . Our teacher didnt allow us to bring it in, so we hide the bubble tea behind the door . *ROFL*

Before the teacher comes, a group of us will sit there and talk and also keep a lookout for our teachers .

Some of our group shots !!!

Our favourite hangout !! The toilet .

Atika and i took a photo a year ago, exactly like this and now, we wanna see the changes . Haaha . i think i am still taller than atika .

And again, Fizah and i took a shot exactly like wat u see a year ago . and i think not much difference . only for my hair . haaha .

4E4 Girls Reunite !! not all . some can't make it .

I went jogging at night . With my coach, Miss Fizah . Haaha . After eight month, pampering my body, i think i lost some stamina . dammit . running a few meters feels like running a few kilometers !! But thanx to fizah . i ran for 2 hours that night .

My SHAG face . dying for my bed .

I think my entry is too long already and i know some readers have short attention-span . And so let me finish this entry with some stupid photos ..

Love love

]]*OranGeDoLL