Hello my fellow readers . How are you doing ? Good ? Marvelous .
Time: 1707 hrs
Venue: My Bedroom at Lappie's Table
Companion: The Wind made from the fan
Listening to: Break It Off By Rihanna & Sean Paul
I'm so fine . Very fine . Life had been good nowadays . Nothing serious to ponder over . Yeah ! This is life . As you can see . It's already after 1700 hrs and I am still gleefully blogging !! I have to be at Farez's place by 6 . and now, what am I doing ? B-L-O-G-G-I-N-G . I have not SIAP yet . Still dunno what to wear . What to bring . and I haven't take my before-going-out shower . And again . I am merrily blogging . Moving to the song I'm listening to on my poor chair .
I am going out with my homies soon !! Going to our fellow bestie's birthday party . Long lost bestie . Lew Chun Hao !! Happy Birthday !! I miss him a lot . In fact, all of us, Persatuan Mac Gombak, miss AH HAO ! He go for good . Serving the nation . K wateva . Hmmm . Wat to wear aar ???
What I have in mind . My converse RED-BLUE sneakers, 3-quarter pants, purple tee and orange-pink headband . Maan . That's COLOURFUL . yeah . Hmm . Wer shud I put my stuff ? My small leather GUESS bag or White clutch or Orange clutch ?? Hmmmm . I dunno . NO IDEA . k . I don care .
Ouh yea . Later got fireworks !! Yeah yeah yeah yeeah yeah yeah .
Btw, everything was so fine . Yesterday, I followed Ifad to meet his daddy . His daddy's workplace was jus across the road from our school so I accompanied him . While walking to his daddy's workplace, he told me a secret . A secret that I should keep to myself, like DUUUUH~~~ . and he dunno tat I have the same secret too !! Haaha .
Ifad, it's kinda weird . I know, but hack ! I did the same too !!
My friendship with him was doing good . For as long as I know, he's such a great person to be friends with . He's also going fer the fireworks later . Really hope to bump into him later at the fireworks .
Amir . He had been such a good friend . So nice, it's unspeakable . I really owe him a lot maan . Seriously Amir, you had impressed me for what you had done for me yesterday . I didn’t have the chance to say "Thank You" to you . So let me take this opportunity to say
Amir, Your deed had been greatly appreciated . I'm so awed by you . Thanx a lot Amir . I cant imagine not having you in my class anymore in 2 weeks more to come .
I left skool right after I did my presentation . I went to meet him . Things not going on well between the both of us . I just have to stop pretending . Don wanna be a HYPOCRITE . I feel bad lying myself and him .
I cried so badly while we were ******* coz it feels so tender . so passionate . i cried coz I cant bare to accept the fact that it's gonna be the last . or maybe not . I still have the feeling of love towards him . but I just cant seem to put him back in my heart like I used to . What you said could not change my mind to leave you . My heart, is now like a stone, it just stopped functioning . I'm dead . We just cant work things out . Our relation could not be amity anymore .
Dan, I am so sorry for what I have done to you . You made me feel so loved yet confused . I know you wanted me back so badly but I jus cant seem to lie to you anymore . I've made u suffered enough . I will keep your last words with me, in my heart, my mind as my life goes on without you . I love you and will never put you behind me .
Ouh shucks !!! Time now: 1743 !!!!!!!!!!! Oh no . Oh no . I'm really gonna be dead now . Gotta go take my bath now !!
i'll update bout how's this night gonna be !!
P.S: Thanx Fizah fer da song and yea . My lappie got infected by spyware . Don wanna go into details and i'm praying hard now .
Love Love
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