Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah !!!! i'M bloGGinG . Miss u miss u bLoGGie . Sorry to had kept u lonely .k . i juz finish reading the article on Olinda Cho being the ambassador of Marie France Bodyline . Dammit . i am so jealous . serious jealous . well, not jealous but envious . it's 2 different thing ok . OMG !! Look at her now and last time . Freaking different sia .
So, i was thinking . I wanna join sinGapore idol and make it through at least to the top 3 . Then Marie France Bodyline will sponsor the expenses i need to lose wieght . Then i will get the figure i desired all my life . i will be so beautiful, pretty . All the guys will go crazy for me . Those people who looked down and made fun of me jus because i was fat will not believe what they see beyond their eyes . All my ex-boyfriends will come kneeling down to me, begging to come back to me . I then became Miss Singapore and then Miss World . And again, i will be rich and live in big house with my own car and a driver and maids that clean up my house, wash my laundries, cook my meals AND HAVE A HANDSOME, LOVING, CARING HUSBAND AND I ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST . sad, misery and blablabla will not exist in my dictionary anymore .
Muaahaaha . Me and ma crap . K . after skool, yesterday, i went to Cafe Esplanade and chill . it was Angus Birthday . i sang a birthday sonG out loud for him . So loud, he was so embarassed .
Well well well . i hafta go and cut ma hair . It had grown so fast . Now it's so long . So long ... that it touches my ... my .. SHOULDER !!! very lonG right ?? so i cut it !! Woow . Such a relieve . Now my head feels so much liGhter . i liike wat the ah moi did to my hair . Especially the behind [k . ermm . don mind my enGLish] . BUT !!!!!!! i hate my frinGe . it's too short . But it's okay laa . it'll will one day grow too . wanna take a look ??
There you go ..........................................................
Half my hair is BLACK ! and another haLf is the bekas i hiGhliGht . cool huh ? ermm . not really . heehe .
Segaff showed me something he created for our classmates . Some South Park customized character . And that South Park resembles me .
Segaff cant find a South Park wearing headband . i wore that cap before to school . So yeah .
Amir . This shameless dude actually volunteered to be in my group and claim that he could lessen the amount each and every one of us has to do .[One of my classmates have to be in my group as there's oni 3 person in my group and there's oni 4 groups in class today (K . oni republicans understand what i said.)] But actually, he wants to play game !!! See ?? He's adding BURDEN !! Muaahaaaha . We crapped a lot today . He's NONSENCICAL HORMONES was so active today . K . You know amir loves to kick people's butt . He didnt literally kick it . He swings his leg from the side to behind [uuurgh . i dunno how to describe] and it hits my butt and my finGer !!! Dammit . My finGer freaking hurts . It was turns red . As red as an apple . [Muahahaa] Serious . i cant move my finGer for that moment . i wanted to jus cry but i laughed and cried together . and he sing the sonG "Rock Show by Blink 182" like tis, "i'M fell in love with the girl .. err .. next to me .." Haaha . i was beside him . Carazie laa he . muahaaha . k . the photos below, shows how he was today .
Ifad . a lil bout him today . well, actually it's not a biG deal . But yeah . Not in details laa . In the morning . he ask me why is there "Ifad ?? No big deal .." at my taGboard . So i explained . tat's like the first time he IM me without me IM-ing him first . k . No biG deal . Then i asked him whether he got 512MB thumbdrive or not coz amir wanted to transfer a game from my lappie to his lappie . Then he kpo, he want to know why i need thumbdrive, so i tell him . Then we started to talk about game . First, we meet outside our class to pass the thumbdrive . Then meet again to return the thumbdrive . Then meet again in my class for him to transfer some game . K . haaha . den after skool, i saw him in some football shit . Ermm . Jersey ?? And short pants ?? Yea . Something liddat . So i was like "Hey ifad !!! Wer u goinG ?? TouCh RuGby huh ?" And he's like "Huh?? TouCH RuGby ?? No laaa . nk peGi maiN bolaa ar ."K . tat paraGraph bout ifad was a lil bit too in details . But i was actually forced by someone to post bout ifad, in details, to prove that i don like him . K . tis is a lil too childish . i wanna tell everyone reading . I do NOT have a crush on ifad . DO NOT . I do NOT have a crush on ifad . Maan . i feel like typinG it down millions and billions of time . FISH !! i don waan everyone to get the wrong impression . Liike wateva sia . i mean . i'm just making friends . FRIENDS . Got it ?? Please laa people . We're in POLYTECHNIC . not KINDERGARTEN . Grow up . K ???To Ifad, ignore the others . We're just friend . Well, can't help it . I'm just to friendly . Cheers friend . K . i'm now so addicted to the song "Torn By Natalie Imbruglia" I sang it out loud in class today . Almost the whole sonG .I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm torn
(chorus)
I'm all out of faith,
this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care,
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
(chorus)1x
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...
(chorus)2x
the lyric is not that right . i wrote it down by myself . So don't trust it .Hmmm . i started to hate my surroundings now . [except for some] liike everything doesn't go right . everything is so irritating . liike people trying to be funny but they're actually irritating . People thinks they are good but actually they are the worst . Take note of this . Doesn't mean i smile to everything, i'm totally fine with it . It's jus tat i couldnt be bothered . i jus cudnt seem to be fucked . like i don give a fucking damn . Seriously . i might be hinting to those people i'm close with and those people i see everyday . i jus do not want to destroy my life by avoiding tis kind of people . i have no choice but to face this fucking irritating bastards everyday . Jus watch every single moves u did and every single words u say . My reaction will jus be a SMILE . but deep down . i'm actually waiting for the riGht time to bLow off my top . Jus wait and see .
K . This entry might be complicating . At one paragraph, i'm happy . Next, i'll be anGry . Then crazy . aNd whateva . k . amir treat me apple struddle !!! gotta eat it now !!!
FUCK !! FUCK !! it take me hours to upload the photos !! fuck !! 2 more photos and i GIVE UP .
Love Love
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