The Untold Secrets

2010-03-07T03:46:00.002+08:00

I was bloghopping and then I decided to visit my own blog. It's been so long I know. Then I visited my friend's blog to see if they had been updating their's and many had not too! Weirdly, I felt like posting something here. So here I am, hello fellow readers. Sorry I had let you down. (Wow, as if anybody care. But I think people like Dale does. (: )

Maybe I should start blogging again. The word "blogging" now looked so weird to me. But well, let's keep it alive.

It's 2010. A lot had changed. Good night.

2009-11-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

Woohooooo. This is the longest amount of time I've not update my blog. It's so dusty. Goodness.

Lotsa ups and downs in life. Fasting month is over. Aidilfitri is over. I've turned 20. It was awesome. The celebration's fine. Thanks everybody who had wished me and thanks for all the wonderful presents. Halloween was awesome. The best part is, I'm typing this with my new laptop. Hardwork wei!

So this blog will continue running right after I had settle down with Oshinace (my new laptop). So stick around honey.

2009-10-06T12:20:00.002+08:00

Not updating any sooner.
Cracked laptop.
Pending school stuff.
Issues issues issues.

Very busy.

Or more like, lost touch of blogging.
So let's just not visit this site anymore.
Haha.

Babyboy's Birthday

2009-06-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you . . .

Happy Birthday my babyboy Muhammad Azry . . .

Happy Birthday to you . . .

My babyboy turned 21 and hey did I plan for it? I did but things get better at the very last minute!!! Yanti called to tell that the request for ASA card was approved and yeah that card really does wonders to a day. Free [read: F-R-E-E] admittance to ANY ATTRACTION IN SINGAPORE. I requested Singapore Zoo, Jurong Bird Park, Night Safari but my lil sweetheart is not an animal lover. So he was open to alot more choices and so he chose . . .

The Cable Car . . . to travel to Sentosa.
Yes, we got the Glass Cabin thanks to Miss Ex- Cable Car Station Assistant.

Miss the views and the cruise.

I look so kental and he can't get enough of the "good-hand-sign".
That is to show the days gonna be more than just "Good" yeah!

The resort is sure growing...

Up next, the Sky tower.

View from the peak.

Trust me, it took me more than 15 minutes to persuade him to just touch the snake.
Yes, JUST TOUCH.
Scaredy kitty.

4-D Magix cracks me up.
Not the show but his reaction to all the effects.

Queueing for Luge and Skyride and that's the card that do wonders.

Oh yeah, luge rocks!!!

Stupid faces on Skyride, how romantic is that???

Oooohhhh the sunset sure is beautiful.

With that magic card, you can't expect us to just stay in a place for so long.
There's too much place, too little time!!!
So before we waste the day, we've gotta rush for more excitements.

Dinner at Seah Im Food court.
I was craving for Aspirasi's Cockle Fried Rice and the Neon pink bandung.

Clark Quay next for . . .

G-sling and G-Max but it's not free. Boo hoo hoo.
$50 per head, mau botak sak aku.
So I said sorry.

I know he's dissapointed but baby, u're good at facades.

So for the cherry on top of the sundae, the place I brought him to the place he had been wanting and whining to go to . . .

Guess guess!!!
Faster guess!

K k . . So its the . . . .

Singapore Flyers!!!

It's our FIRST time.
So I was fascinated the first few minute and got bored later on.
While this boy gets amazed the W-H-O-L-E ride.

So with the digi cam that we've got, I tried to do some DSLR skill i have, DAMN HOW I MISS PHOTOGRAPHY...
And so, I got this . . . Not bad, not good.

After the ride, we rest at the Yakult Garden and this picture was an attempt to snap him UNDER the flyers.
Which I think is a failure.

Long day today, back to rest for more tomorrow!

Escape theme park the next day.
That place is getting so mundane.
A few vikings and gave up queueing for Go-kart so we go for the couple Go-kart because the birthday boy really wants to drive.
The "Good-hand-sign" still alive means I did a good job in making him a happy kiddo!

Look at how amazed he was?
What so amazing also I don't know.

So then I planned a surprise for him at home with his family.

I hope it's a birthday he really can't forget.

Ain's Birthday Chalet

2009-06-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

She turned 21 on 19th June and decided to have a birthday chalet on the same night Khair decided to celebrate his birthday and on the same weekend as Azry's birthday.
Azry and me were invited to both. Initial plan was to go to both. First was to Ain's at Downtown East then to Khair's at Selegie. But sorry Khair, time and situation didn't allow us to go to yours.

They were the lovely people who were there to make the night brighter too.

Showing off what they call "Cincin pusaka".
Hahaha. And pardon me for looking so pale.

I would give you $17 if you could guess what they are doing. Heh.

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Laughing gas yeah!!!!
Look at Faz stoning due to cramps in the stomach for excessive laughing.
While An and Azry Baby is still hugging tummies laughing out at their loudest.

Apart from all the ugly uncontrollable laughter,
The Hot and The Not and a lot more other makes the night a little bit more unforgettable.

Early sleep for Azry and me for a long and exciting day the next day!!!

2009-06-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

It's been so long I last catch a movie with a girlfriend.
So on a random day, Yanti and Me decided to catch transformers together.

It was sure a loooooooooong movie.
But hell it's awesome!

I spent a few weekends being mesmerized by gamelan and watching free-range of kuda kepang.

There you go, Tom.

And I saw Khair's and Amy's lookalike!

Alright, the big day is tomorrow onwards!
I can't wait. I cant. . .

2009-06-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

Now tell me what the fuck is this guy doing in GLADIATORS?
I felt like pushing him down the track so that the train can go over him.
Uuurgh! Stupid.

Oh and tell me what is wrong with this picture?
Yes. C-O-N-V-I-E-N-C-E.
What the hell is that supposed to mean?

Oh and there was one of the days where I will send Azry back to camp and
we saw this guy.

Me: Why is his face like that? I think he wants to poo.
Him: No. I think he don't want to book in.

Haaha.

Life had been real busy and it will be for the next few months.
But she is always there to make my start of the day.

She's obsessed with pink and she got herself a pink CJ-7.
And look! There's the baby too. Haaha. I wanna bite her!

And I miss having to send and fetch her to school.

And after a tiring day, a little dosage of my girlfriends will do me great.

Heh heh heh.

2009-06-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

So much better than bluetooth - no tendency of being disconnected.

Go wireless !

Very nice.

2009-06-22T10:21:00.003+08:00

Ada Tak Boyfriend/Suami Macam Ni?

an article from E-Group: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Taman2Syurga/
with slight amendment

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Saya suka tengok jari girlfriend saya...
Cantik betul... Sungguh!
Sampai takut nak pegang...
Bukan takut patah...
Tapi takut nanti jari kitorang tak boleh tolong each other
Di satu hari yang giler forever depan yang Maha Esa...

Saya suka tengok rambut girlfriend saya...
Cantik betol... Sungguh!
Sebab tu saya belikan tudung...
Bukan sebab jealous orang lain tengok jugak...
Tapi takut nanti terbakar dek api neraka
Di suatu hari yang giler forever

Saya suka tengok body girlfriend saya...
Cantik betol... Sungguh!
Sebab tu saya belikan dia telekong
Supaya mase dia jumpa dengan Kekasih dia Yang Utama
Dia lagi cantik dan berseri menghadapNya.
Saya pun tumpang dapat pahala. Shioknye...

Saya sedih tengok girlfriend saya
Tak tido, tak makan rindu kat saya...
Saya pun macam tu jugak,
Ada problem yang sama...
Dia tanya apa ubatnya?
Saya pun bagi dia Quran untuk penenang jiwa...
Semoga lebih cintakanNya dari saya...

Saya sedih tengok girlfriend saya
Selalu pesan macam-macam kat saya...
"Makan, minum, drive elok-elok tau..
Nanti awak sakit saye susah ati bla bla bla bla" katenya....
Tapi bila tengok movie sama-sama burn asar maghrib gitu
Dia tak kata satu aper pun...
Berdosanye saya....

Kesimpulannya saya memang sayang dia...
Nak jumper dia giler forever...
Yang forever punye forever...
Di dunia dan akhirat terutamanya,
Janji nak share heaven sama-sama...
Bahagia selamanya...

Semoga kami saling mengingati,
Dosa sendiri pun infiniti...
Nak tanggung dosa dia lagi pulak lepas ni...
Semoga kami menginsafi diri...
Ya Allah ampunkanlah kami.....
Semoga kami dapat bersama selamanya nanti...

P/S: andai anda seorang wanita muslimah...
Mesti seronok kan kalau pasangan kita berfikiran camtu...
Then kalau anda seorang muslim...
Apa kata tanamkan dalam hati camtu...
Cinta tu anugerah Allah...
Pandai-pandai la kita menjaga nikmat Allah itu ye....
Semoga saya pun ambik iktibar jugak...
Wassalam

2009-06-19T15:39:00.001+08:00

I'm so sick and tired of all the accusation going on at home. It sucks when I'm in school and really occupied with school stuff and I receive calls from home, thinking it would be urgent so I decide to answer only to hear "Kau amek duit mak eh?"

I really didn't. And I notice this has been going on for, years? There was once, there's a burn mark on my mom's canopy hood, and her left side of she Scholl slippers when missing and oh guess who they thought would had the time to do it? Guess who? Guess who? Guess who? If you say, "You". Oh yes! You're right! ME! M-E! Hooray.

Oh and here comes the part where I don't really know what to feel about it. That guy living a across my room who flew to some country is finally coming back. Can't deny the fact that I somehow missed him. So I was talking to Beep about it . . . And I told him that I think I wanna start a conversation with him after almost 2 years I did not. So Beep said I should somehow give in and push the egos aside, though he strongly feel that I shouldn't be the one doing it.

So I got back home feeling all excited, but then, when I reached home, he's not. So I went to have a shower and then after shower, mom asked "Ehk, did you break one of my Switzerland magnet?". Like why the fuck would I do that? Plus its not literally broken, it's just some dangling stuff that came off. And then she goes "Tak selamat hidup kau buat orang macam gini." And I'm like What the fuck? Ok whatever. But little that I know that it was a great hoo-haa to her that when the-guy-who-lives-opposite-my-room came back, she said "Kau tengok aar Zul, ade orang pedengki pecahkan magnet mak". And then he goes like "Kimak, mcm sial pe perangai. Dah aar, yang Aizul beli dari Norway letak kat rumah kakak sudah. Nanti habes semua die pecahkan".

Oh and I abort the idea of wanting to talk to him. Because ouch that hurts!

And tell how it feels like having somebody, someone badly wanting you to leave the house every morning but not wanting to give you a cent to at least let you afford to leave? I don't understand why someone would hate something so bad especially that something came right out of you?!

I'm not dying for her love, or anyone under this roof. Not at all. Because all everybody in this house thinks about is money and at the age of GOING 20, I'm still a full-time student and not bringing back any cents home, who wouldn't hate me? But you want me to graduate, there's so much to do, having a job wouldn't help at all. Why wouldn't anyone understand that?

Oh there's a lot more I wanna say but I shall just stop.
And so this is part of the reason I'm always not home because I don't feel home at home.

Flyerrrrrr lagi.

2009-06-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

So the heartbroken week was horrendous. And I can't possibly stay home to ease my mind. Coincidentally, Amy got the wrong medicine consumed, called me up and asked if I have a great place to bring her to. So I did.

Yet to get enough of this thing.
So . . .

Off we go get dressed and to Singapore Flyers.

We lazy ass girls decided to wait for the shuttle bus.

It's Amy's first time being there.
So pardon the number of pictures.

Oh I was saying that I love the thing hanging.
So cute.

Dinner at Popeye's.

And then off we head home at around 10 after hanging out more by the river.

She still insist on snapping more pictures despite the fact people is looking.

So we made minah faces.
I look a lil too sweet looking for the minah look heh.

Muka candid and muka sedih.
Yes, I know. Cute kan kita? hahaha.

And my favourite, muka bodoh.

Great day spent with just her, only her.

2009-06-11T12:23:00.001+08:00

I don't know where should I start first. I have gazillions of stuff to talk about but now, I have NONE in head. Life's been really busy. I got myself really occupied with unnecessary stuff. But before I start on anything else,

Let us all recite Al-Fatehah for my late Grandfather, Allahyarham Haji Mardan Bin Haji Hashim who had left a ever-so-loving wife and a huge family on 6th June 2009. He's a grea t man who survived World War 2, fought through diabetes eversince forever and a great doctor of our own family. 81 years of age from 1928 to 2009, he lived a gratifying life.

Picture grabbed from Dahlia's blog

After more than a year Singapore Flyer started spinning, I F-I-N-A-L-L-Y, I set my foot on it.

Wish I have a better camera.

Oh, can you see a signboard in this picture?

And the weather was not sunny but not humid, causing us to get this big bottle.
We got really damn thirstday.
After dinner at Popeyes, bumped into Sadiq, a secondary mate I didn't meet for so long,
we then decided to take the shuttle bus.

And I was jobless throughout the whole term break. So I spend most of my time home with Fido my cockateil. And one day, I brought it out for a walk and drop by Nuhad's. Haiyu happens to be there and oh I love how majority would make a fool out of themselves over Fido.

She thought my harmless darling Fido is going to bite her ears.
Look at how innocent he looks!

And weekends are spent with my darling Wank,

intoxicated Beep and of course, my Sweetheart Azry.

Bye. I'll be back for more meaningful stuff.

2009-06-08T11:46:00.001+08:00

My relationship is like a bad hangover.

Feef Beef

2009-06-05T03:04:00.000+08:00

Greener pastures, tears of love.
Hoping against hope, is it me?

Dreaming away our love,
Needing some respect.

At war with myself,
looking for the spark.

Happy 5th Monthsary.

2009-05-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

Maybe some of you guys wonder, while others don't. I am hardly seen online on msn nor facebook anymore. I agree, things do change, so does people. I used to feel that my day is incomplete if I don't get online or at least, switch my laptop on. But now, everything fade.

Maybe because I've got a few new obsession. I'm an addict to . . .

It had been quite sometime. Most of my friends got sick and tired of it already and I wonder when will I feel that way. Azry even begs for my laptop every weekend, so I will have to give in to him and let my laptop stay overnight at his place. Why? For this bloody game. And I swear he will ditch his phone, ignore my calls and messages while he is gaming. Annoying! But as long as I know he's home at night and not out there wasting his time, I'm fine.

Those who have not try playing this game, you should. There was once, I was gaming in class during presentation period, I was so engrossed with it, suddenly when I look up, everybody had packed their bags and ready to leave the class as that class is being reserved for some test.

And my another obsession would be . . .

I don't know why but I just feel like watching Season 1 all over again. And all of this will be accompanied . . .

Ah yes yes. And sometimes, Mineshine Milk Tea. Oh goodness, tell me I'm living a healthy lifestyle.

Angels And Demons

2009-05-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Wednesday was a tough day. First of all, in the morning, Yanti and me was more than ecstatic to actually find out that we're in the same group. Like WTH?! FINALLY YAY! We were all smiley the first part of class until after breakfast, irritating Susan want's to splits us up because we were apparently the smallest team and there's millions of absentees. Okeh fine, so we're being splitted. Fucking upset about it but it's all fine apart that the problem was kinda tough.

Another problem about Wednesday class was, it's an elective. Microeconomics. And I swear I can't find a valid reason why that module belongs to the Sport's School? Economics is soooooo economics. More to the business side, to me. And that explains the amount of Sports student in my Wednesday class. They're come in dressed all sport-ey, like jerseys and track pants and running shoes. Yanti and me? So O-U-T. We're two fat girls in our daily jeans and flip-flops and a dressy top or a t-shirt. And so we don't feel that "I-N". Another reason is also because, everybody in that class knows everybody else except the two of us. So we kept ourselves shut most of the time, doing what we're supposed to do. And that explains the grades we're getting for Microeconomics.

It's a fun and interesting subject, I swear. But I just hate that everybody and the environment have to screw it up. And remember me saying that a lecturer of mine talks like Anna Faris in House Bunny? Yea, it's the Microeconomics lecturer of mine and to this very date, her made-up accent and extra emphasis on the letter "R" HAS GOTTEN on my nerves. =D

And I am more than happy when I receive a random call from Babygirl Nuhad at 8pm asking if I wanna catch a movie in an hour. And when she said, Angels and Demons FOR FREE, I dashed into the loo, half an hour later, I'm at my lobby waiting for her.

A movie worth watching. Especially when it's free! 2 hours and 20 minutes of butt cramping and all that, I love this movie. Sorry Azry I didn't wait for you. I don't mind watching it again okeh sayang? Heh. And there's a part during the movie I can't stop laughing to myself. A men was limping and Nuhad asked

"Ni kenapa plak ni???..."

Her voice was rather irritated but it was kinda obvious that that man was shot. So I answered,

"Oh dia terpelecok."

It's hilarious, to me, at least. =)

And then I'm home at 2am on a Wednesday night, not having enough rest for the next day. See how I hate Wednesdays?

2009-05-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

I was reading somebody's blog and I came to find out that she doesn't have a father anymore. And so she go about how she misses him and how he would put her to bed or watch the television together while laughing over some lame jokes they cracked.

It got me thinking for a moment. It doesn't take my father to be gone, like REALLY GO, for me to miss him so much. He's right there, in front of my eyes, and only God knows how great, how much I miss him. =)

~~I miss how he always compliments my milo.~~
~~I miss how he always gobbles down the maggi I cooked for him.~~
~~I miss how I would confiscate his cigarettes and not let him smoke.~~
I miss how he would jerk he's body while watching the television
pretending to be really sleepy and had slept.
And I hate it.

Help!

2009-05-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

A Chinese guy in my school taking the same exact course as me committed suicide yesterday due to FYP stress. Goodness, only 5 weeks of his Final Year and he gives up?

Cetek betul pemikiran dorang ni kan? *Shake Heads*

Meanwhile, I turned myself to a super messy person. I need to be organized. I need an organizer and a personal assistant. Seriously. One morning, I came to school, happily walking from the train stations enjoying the humid morning breeze, then in to the school, to my block. Pressed the button and waited for the lift to come, upon being in the lift, I wondered to myself, which level should I go? Which class am I in? What am I having today? I take my phone out and I realised I accidentally delete my school's schedule from my phone.

My room is as pretty as a pig sty. Being freaking filled with school and it's assignment, I can't even spare a minute to vacuum my room. Having a room-mate doesn't help at all because I think 65% of her stuff are all over the table and the floor and under the bed. I need to start reorganizing my wardrobe because my clothes HAD flowed out. And I need to re-stock my wardrobe. I'm wearing the same thing over and over again. And apart from losing my sense in fashion, I lost my sense in make-up too. Apparently because I don't see a need to put them on every single day or even when meeting Azry. Another reason is because, my stuff are all over. I can't find my eyeliner, my fancy eyeshadows, everything are everywhere.

I miss wearing shoes, my slippers are getting slippery. I need new bags, new shoes, new clothes, new dresses, new WEIGHT! Talking of weight, I'm addicted to Hershey's Cookies and Cream.

I have to have at least one bar per day. All thanks to Amy. And now I can feel the fats I've never felt before. =( Oh and I need a job. I need money for Azry's birthday. I need MONEY. I've been saving and I'm only 1/4 done. I wanna buy Elle's Couple wallet because Renoma's abit overrated but Renoma's on a great deal now! But I can't have a job because I wanna get school done and over with. I don't wanna be too busy with school and screw work up but at the same time I don't wanna be too busy with work and screw work up. School's a bitch, I'm so caught up with it's work, I have to hold on but I need a job.

So all I have to do is, stop bingeing on Hershey's Cookies and Cream, spring clean my room and my wardrobe, get a job or at least, save money.

AMK Central

2009-05-13T03:47:00.000+08:00

I fetched my poor lil baby from his camp. He was hell damn exhausted that he slept throughout the whole journey in the train. I love looking at the pleasant look at his face while he was sleeping. He looks so cute. And then he sleep again when we reach his house. His nephew was whining over some stuff and was crying, he waked up and consoled that lil boy. Look just how fatherly is he? Hahaha.

He said I can't expect much for our fourth monthsary celebration. I didn't mind a little bit because boleh bankrupt lah kalau tiap-tiap bulan nak celebrate. So he brought me to Ang Mo Kio Central. We had dinner at Banquet. He asked me what I wanna eat, I told him "I'm craving for cockles but I want carrot cake." He doesn't really like Chinese food and those kinda black fried Kway Teow but being an extra sweetheart, he came back with a Cockle Kway Teow and Carrot cake on the tray he was carrying. I kept quiet until he started picking all the cockles from the kway teow and placing on my carrot cake and start eating the kway teow.

And then we went walking around and he wants to buy some bermudas. That particular shop have the most cutest fitting room ever. The curtain is only covering half of your leg. Hahahaha. Sexy kan? That's his leg btw.

And then we went to a cyber cafe to play Left 4 Dead.
While waiting for the game to load, he goes to Youtube and look at how engrossed he is?

And then we head back home with him sulking over 5800.
Gosh, I feel like biting you, you know?!
Gerammmmm!!!

Wateva Day

2009-05-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

Mak Long and Pak Long is leaving for Jeddah to perform pilgrimage at Mecca.
So day was spent at the Changi Airport.

My two ever so mentel cousins.

And then my Aunties and Uncles decided to have dinner together at Woodlands, somewhere called Rasa Rasa Something something i cant remember. Haha.

It was a great dinner. I had Fried Cockle Kway Teow [pedas and basah] haha, and orange and carrot juice.

Happy insertnamehere day!

At this stormy night, I hope you know,
I am awaked and praying for you to be safe and sound.
I miss you.

Fourth yeah.

2009-05-05T14:26:00.001+08:00

From: Azry
Sent: 05-May-2009 12:00 AM
Recieved: 05-May-2009 12:00 AM

I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we are apart, no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple and 2 never give up on us.

Enough to spent the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need or want me and never, ever want to leave you or live without you.

I love you this much!
Happy 4th monthsary mama...

That is so sweet,
I hope you meant each and every word that you said.
I love you, that's no doubt.
Let us pray for tomorrow, together.

Anugerah 09

2009-05-04T13:34:00.002+08:00

Wow loving this picture. :D :D
Azry had his hair cut. I love his new look.
But he looks a little too abang-abang. Hahahh

Our weekend was spent accompanying Ian to Anugerah Audition. The queue took us 5 hours long to get to the front. And Ian was scheduled to sing the next day. So again, we went to the east side of Singapore the next morning.

I think the look like Do Re Mi.
Azry hits the bill with that hat.
The part where they sing "Hai ubat, hai ubat! Mari beli ubat !"

After that, headed to Changi Airport because I have been whining for Popeyes.

Finally, the long awaited scone. Ian, being such a sweetheart, gave me his. Hehs.

Head to town then on, thank GOD Omar brought along his new girlfriend, I'm not the only girl that day! And the two of us window shopped. She's a nice girl.

So cute! Rest well okay sayang?
Use the 3 days of MC well. I love you.

And Ian, it's their lost.
Not yours. So yea, don't give up.

Wolverine

2009-04-29T21:36:00.001+08:00

There's changes made to the schedule so me and Ifad are as free as a bird. So we decided to catch a movie. And hell yeah, it happens to be the day X-Men Origins: Wolverine's first day showing at the theater. Worth the watch because he's hot uuurgh!

After the movies, he tried so hard to look like Hugh Jackman but no man, you're a bit too cikeding to look like him.

Went walking around window shopping as I happened to be a rich bitch that day. Went to F21 to grab a top or a dress but no, I went out empty handed but instead ...

This moron here found a leather pants, ends up wanting to try it at a WOMENS' BOUTIQUE and...

wearing it on the spot.
Looks good huh? Shiny pants yeah.

Great day spent.
Glad I brightened up your gloomy day.
Love this guy to bits.

Enough

2009-04-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

Today, when I wake up in the morning, I told myself, I have to go on with life. I will go to class, never let anything affect my grades, be a good girl. Mainly, just PRETEND that NOTHING happened. But I'm glad that I realized, I'm a stronger girl than before, I'm smiling like I never did before. I don't need pretense, not a single bit.

Thanks me, for being a better women now.

Good Friday

2009-04-26T03:14:00.004+08:00

Its a bad idea to get your ass to the immigrations to get out of this country and into another on a public holiday. The crowd and the line was horrendous. And I hate the new custom's building at Malaysia. First of all, it's located at a stupid place, somewhere inside of the country, like you already walked around then you go and get your passport to the customs. And theh, I think they tried too hard to be up to date, the building looked so "canggih", but the architecture, the design is so stuuuuupid. I can't find a better word to say but I swear I would demolish that building first if I have the power to do so. The entrance is the exit, you have to walk in, and than U-turn to exit. The aircon is not strong maybe because the building is too huge and stupid. I hate it.

Ok so, City Square, where else?

It was actually our 3rd Monthsary celebration. So we catched Fast and Furious 4 one day after it's out. And the theatre there translate the title to "Pantas Dan Garang 4". I laugh out loud in the theatre. The show was awesome, I love it. I love the idea of the heroin dying in the beginning of the show, it's rare. And Vin Diesel turns me on the whole time, I was hugging Azry's arm, pretending it was Mr Diesel's like I'm sitting with Vin Diesel himself.

Hahaha. Close laa baby, but not quite.

And before the movies, we were walking around to find a restaurant for our very late breakfast, and we walked pass Marybrown. The seats were attached to the ceiling and I was saying "Ape sey perasaan makan kat atas buai?" He looked at me, smiled and walked in.

The cup is cute, the fries is a little bit too little.
He had a "twin tower burger" while I go for the fish.

Yea, he's my cute lil boy.

After that was hours of shopping for HIS stuff and quality time.

City Square

2009-04-25T02:42:00.000+08:00

Went across the causeway with Amy Baby to watch the Unborn and accompany her shop for her school stuff. Yes, my 2 big babies are back to school yay! And so we dine at Vivo, something like Kenny Rogers. We wanted to try something new. got sick and tired with the roadside seafood so there we are. I had baked fish lalala pasta and Amy's was Chicken and Mushroom. And then we had breaded chicken cutlet, free flow of Mushroom soup and the drink i forgot it's name. And everything cost us RM48.

I swear I was chewing and wasn't acting cute.
Really. Well, I don't have to act cute, I'm naturally cute.

Oh it was filling. Next, Sakae Sushi yok?

2009-04-24T09:24:00.001+08:00

Sayang, next saturday please?
My treat =)

2009-04-23T11:09:00.002+08:00

I'm always jealous when I bloghop and I will come across an entry bloggers expressing how they love their family and spend a lot of time together. I'm jealous how they are so bonded with their family, how they can sit and laugh together. I swear, I miss spending time with each and every single member of my family. But it's sad how none of them could see that and thinks that things are the way it is because I'm still a growing up teenager. It's heart-breaking.

I know and I've noticed the drift between me and my elder sis. It's just sad how she started to behave, talk and think just like the person we fear of being when we grow up. I know it's my brother-in-law's birthday 5 days ago, I just don't know how to give him a simple wish because I'm just afraid it won't be appreciated, like always. Like how I feel the great biasness around. The K-Swiss watch? Redken 5th Avenue NYC Hair and Make Up Special Edition which looks more like a free gift or some free samples? The Volcom Bag?

And to that guy who lives across my bedroom, I hope you fly off and never come back.

Microeconomics

2009-04-22T09:35:00.003+08:00

Today, I have a lecturer who talks like The House Bunny, Anna Faris.

2009-04-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

There are moments in life
when you miss someone so much
that you just want to pick them
from your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the
Closed door that we don't see the one,
Which has been opened for us

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to
Make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life
And one chance to do all the things
You want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You're the one who is smiling and everyone
Around you is crying.

And this is specially ranted . . .
To those who have touched my life in one way or another;
To those who make me smile when I really need it;
To those who make me see the
Brighter side of things when I am really down;
To those whose friendship I appreciate;
To those who are so meaningful in my life.

So love your life,

Pickle Balls and Pet Bird

2009-04-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

If you are wondering what they are doing,
it's called Pickle Ball.

Rest in peace to Aldo and Diego.

2009-04-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

Meanwhile, congratulations to all those who just had graduated.
I wish you all the best and may we keep in touch.

Sakura International Buffet

2009-04-06T15:58:00.000+08:00

That is the 3rd time I am using this title. Ah yes, I went to Sakura International Buffet with Azry's Family. His Mum, Dad, brother, Sister-in-law, niece and nephew and their maid who is already like part of the family. There is a huge difference between my family and his family. My 40 plus plus family members could sit at SIB from 6pm - 10pm, literally talking and crapping around while munching on the foods. We would just binge on what's there for us. Not that we are a bunch of greedy humans but we are real eaters. And so buffets are a perfect place for us. But for Azry's family, they'll take a lil bit of this and a lil bit of that, worried if they get a lil too full too continue on the next session, but after having 2-3 plates of salads or steak or mussels, they stopped and call it a day after 2 and a half hour. Plus they are more interested to the stacker game in the restaurant because the PSP is so much more scrumptious than the food.

Still, I had fun, I enjoyed myself but I wasn't filled enough!!! Hek. Headed down to Bugis after that where I got myself a new pair of sexy pants and Azry got himself a new singlet. Sounds so unfabulous but he was such a sweetheart to actually decided to spend the night with me just for our precious day. I love you like I love Mineshine's Milk Tea.

Okeh no, maybe even more than that.

And after 3 years of not schooling, I hope my babygirls have a good first day of school.
Happy schooling Amy and Nuhad.

Happy Third

2009-04-05T03:23:00.000+08:00

This sounds silly but I hate the number 3 when it comes to "relationship"
but that doesn't mean that I don't have to go through it.
Thanks Mak and Abah for the dinner treat.

I've loved you from the minute I hear your voice,
it's just like breathing, I don't have a choice,
I will love you, now and forever,
and this precious day, I will always remember.

Late night

2009-03-31T05:14:00.000+08:00

The chalet was awesome, I decided to stay for another night. Moments to be treasured, moments when Hawaiians show their true colours, the side you could hardly get to see, and I swear, I can't believe it. I love them all. No pictures.

I didn't go to work for two nights, I thought I would lose the job but thank GOD I didn't. Working during the Graveyard hours makes me miss my bed. I miss the way it looks in the dark. I had not been home at night for almost a week now and finally, I'm actually blogging in my bed now in the DARK! hahaha. I know I sound pathetic but I don't care.

I am missing Kak Siti, my colleague from the zoo. I really hope I could meet her soon. I spent more than 12 hours at Azry's place on Saturday. His dad bought us Soup Tulang which tasted AWESOME! Rushaidi, his nephew aged 4 this year finally give me hugs and kisses after almost 3 months knowing me. He makes my day yayyyy! Azry's mom is treating us all to Sakura International Buffet at Loyang next Saturday, I'm quite touched that I was invited, I feel so welcomed hehs.

I'm tired but I'm not sleepy. I can't sleep because I'm so full. I just had a late night supper with Khair and Nuhad at Alif. I think I am gaining so much weight. I have to stop this ugly habit before I turn into a nightmare.

It's 5:11am, Azry just called.
He needs to pee.
So cute! I wanna pinch him.

2009-03-29T03:32:00.000+08:00

Botak's wedding at Taman Jurong, which we then head to Jurong Point, walking around the new extension aimlessly and then I watch him hit balls into damn holes at Bukit Timah. And these happened 2 weeks ago. Hek!

Hawaii Holiday

2009-03-24T13:39:00.002+08:00

This always happens when I'm a working women. I feel tired most of the time, hardly have time for the friends, boyfriends and family. I have not been getting enough sleep and enough time to BLOG! Urgh. I still have photos to upload. The days had passed quite fast, in a month time, I'm back to the boring old routine. But it's okay coz I'm kinda missing it too. I didn't get to spend much time with Azry the past weekend because he have to book in on a Saturday. Which sucks big time but I'm fine because I have work too. I'm glad I'm taking a break with the Hawaiians. I'll be away for 2 days 1 night, or maybe longer. I'm tired, so tired, I need to clean up my room, clean up the house and then send Wanie to school and then away I will be. To Kak Liyah, I am still waiting for your call. Hahaha. To Azry, I miss you a lot, so much I wanna bite you when we meet, which I DON'T KNOW WHEN. To the Hawaiians, I'll see you guys later and we're gonna get tipsy yeah [mcm paham]. To La Familia, I miss you guys that I dreamt of you guys dying in an air-crash with me being the only survivor, like what-the-hell, so please meet up soon. To Ifad and Fayeh, you two gayfucks better plan a PROPER meet-up for the 3 of us before I skin the 2 of you alive and marinate you and barbeque you tonight. To Huda the PAITAO cousin, one more "PAITAO" from you, Azry is so gonna PANGKAR you habis2, you don't know how he hates it so much. So please, Azry, Ridzhal, you and me have to meet up very soon and have our normal stomach cramps for laughing too hard.

Okeh, I'm late. I need to pack my back, wipe my helmet, clean my room, have breakfast and than send my niece to school and off to tear the street up for 2 days one night hell yea so long mafakas!

Sulking Saturday

2009-03-15T04:07:00.001+08:00

So I was trying so hard to be a sweetheart, wanting to celebrate his POP at POPeye's Singapore Flyers. But after Huda the cousin actually canceled on us at the VERY LAST MINUTE, Azry got mad and throw his face away from me. I was let down a little.

And then things were fine when we were at Marina.

He wanted to go to the arcade so I just agreed.
We were laughing to the game Puzzle Bubble together.
I wanted the weekend to belong to just us after so many weeks sparing the time for the rest but to no avail.

We had to head to town to meet Ian
who wants to show off his Pink IC after 2 years with his 11-B.

And then Jimi joined us.

Entertain them click some shots the way they want it to be,
"Eh tayn, amek kan kita gamba." -_-

And they confessed how they were to each other behind my back.

He's everything I could ever ask for.

And then we walked down to Cineleisure.

Snap some more shots

And then a few unfamiliar faces joined us.

I was entertained by this two clowns clowning around.

Jimi. An.

As long as he's happy.

The boy who wants me to be "his papparazi".

And Ian showing how he looks like when he starts dancing at Silver Tortoise.

POPOPOPO

2009-03-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am, to Ang Mo Kio at 7.30 am, fetched Azry's Mom, hailed a cab to MINDEF Gombak Drive 8.30am to . . .

attend the
5th Battalion
Singapore Infantry Regiment
14th Mono Intake
Graduation Parade
a.k.a Azry's Passing Out Parade.

A shot snapped before the whole ceremony.
I have to sneak in to the building, lying the guard I needed the ladies.

And then the parade begins.
Apart wearing the old Army uniform, I can't seem to find him.

He fell, poor thing.

I gave up searching for him, I started snapping shots.
Damn, I need to brush up my photography skills!

And then they head off to take their vest off and change their helmets to hats.

I finally find him.
The odd always stands out.
The only soldier that has the perfect standing posture,
stomach in, chest out hehs.

My hands just had to follow the caps, bloody me.
Wished I could get a better shot.
But I still wonder how they could actually get their correct respectively.

Azry with the ladies he loves most in his life, Fatin and Juria.
Hek, most probably, I don't know.

Coco. He calls me Nyonya because he say I look like one when I wears spectacles.
He's funny, nice and I'm gonna miss his voice teasing me in the background
when I talk to Azry on the phone.

Group shots!!!

Cian ye haus.

Coco muka penat.

Waiting for the cab.

Bathe, sleep, eat, bathe then out we go.

Double date with Cousin Huda tomorrow at Popeye's at Singapore Flyers yay!

Jilliyah

2009-03-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

I am really busy with life right now. I am too occupied with my job, friends and boyfriend, I hardly had enough sleep. I've got beautiful panda eyes now, if only dark-rings are in the fashion, I'll be the hottest living lady. Hek.

After so long of planning and canceling, Kak Leeya and me finally meet up. She had been bugging to meet me, so I set a day free, JUST FOR HER. The meet up should had been done wayyyyyyyyyy back then because we actually sat and slacked at a coffee shop near Bukit Batok Central and bitched about a particular COMPLETE-SUCKER we knew. I swear I couldn't believe what I heard from Leeya and she herself jaw-dropped when I started telling my part of the story. Jill joined us a little bit later, but still have yet to miss much so the three of us were sitting and bitching and punching the table because we can't control our anger at one particular jerk.

After realizing that we had sat at the coffee shop for almost 4 hours, we headed down to a playground nearby to start snapping shots. I really missed the times I'd spent with her. The last time I met her was on 1st November 2008. It's really long okay?

I had been bugging for the one thousand and one photos snapped on her camera with the intention to do my normal editting and my own version of photo-uploading in my blog, but I'm a really busy women and every seconds means money, that makes me have time to actually edit the pictures so I stole whatever she has in her blog AFTER MAKING HER SEND ME EVERY SINGLE PICTURE. Heehe. So here goes the good times.

Presenting Jill, a stone-eyed guy who loves the same kind of music as I do.
He's cool because he taught me a hand-sign for "Chibai".

Presenting, Liyah who had been missing me and had been bugging to meet up.
She's great because despite everything that had happened, she didn't hate me and at least now she knows that the truth really hurts.

And last but not least, Fatin! A lady who had gained tons of weight because after breaking up with her ex-boyfriend, she came to realize that life has to go on and now, she is very very very happy with her current boyfriend, Muhammad Azry Bin Muhammad.
She's awesome because if you notice, she have the most photo in her collage. Hahahah!

And look at just how wide the smiles are on our faces.
Missing these two bitches already, I really hope we can meet up again.

Oh and Kak Liyah left me a note in her blog.

Message to Fatin:

Sweetie, I really love you alot
I'm really happy that you are leading a happy life with Azry
Keep it up!

One thing that I want you to do now is
FORGET about "him", it's useless
We shared stories about him and no point of you to keep memories about "him"
You know how suck it is and you know that you are "proud" of it *hehe*
So why bother to keep thinking about "him"
Just dump it and be happy with what you have now

Azry could be better than him
Azry can even make you happier than this

Message to Kak Liyah:

Thanks to the Almighty, ALHAMDULILAH, that we finally get to meet up and does not continue having assumptions on each other, hating each other for the wrong reasons. Maybe everything is written and there is a reason thing goes the way it does. One thing you need not worry, I'll definitely try to forget despite having a memory that captures dates and events very easily [only special ones that is]. Of course I'm a super proud bitch after knowing what I had changed him into. And I think I have deleted 70% of his memories in my head. And I hope that he understands that I am in a serious, blissful relationship, there is no need for him to cover his face with his hands when I am nearby. He's not some hotstuff I would want to run to him and kiss him all over.

And for you, I hope your time will come. Choosing for our Mr Right is not like picking up the right fish in the market you see. It all needs patience, and time will only tell. All you have to do is wait. He's not treating you right so just fuck it. And let's meet up soon AGAIN. This time round, bring Wan along. Heehe.

On a lighter note, I can't wait for Azry's POP this Friday. And I'll be missing him because he's leaving for Brunei on 18th March 2009 for 3 fucking works. Thank GOD I have my job to fill me up yeah.

24km route march done!

2009-03-10T04:44:00.000+08:00

It's 4:41am.

My phone sang the song "Firehouse - I live my life for you" at 4:33 am.
Azry called to tell that he had just completed his 24km route march.
Yay! I am proud of him.
He doesn't sound tired or whatsoever, which was surprising.

And that means he's done with his BMT recourse and I will be attending to his Passing Out Paraade this friday on 13th March 2009 with his momma. Yay!!!

I'm so proud of you sayang.

Episode 2

2009-03-09T04:57:00.001+08:00

It's a long weekend for Azry and me indeed. Fetched him on Friday with the intentions to go Karaoke. But when we called the Karaoke place that we are planning to go to, it was already full house and the next available time would be 11pm. So we cancel the plan. Upon arriving his place, Norman called us over to his place. Cabbed to Sembawang, had indian rojak for dinner with Norman and Musa. Slacked a lil bit and off I head home with the last train.

Bloody Valentines on Saturday after he came over my place for the Nasi Goreng I cooked. Trained to Vivo and bumped into An and Ain who is coincidently catching the same movie at the same timing. Rushed to get the tickets and we are left with the first row. Both of us doesn't really mind about it so we grab it. The movie was worth watching, really. Except that you won't wanna watch the movie with my boyfriend. You can die from heart attack.

Then after he declined my ideas to go to Marina Barrage and a ride on the Cable Car, we pulled a long face on each other for almost 2 hours before sorting things out we then had dinner at Banquet at 9pm. And then to pay back the 2 long hours we wasted, we decided to spend the night together. So off we go to town to meet with Ian, Eaz and Raidhi where I bumped into Gaddafi and his friends, the bunch I used to had alot of fun with.

Head to cupppage for those who were hungry. And then walked down to Esplanade at 1am. Sit and chill and jackass along the way, to Ang Mo Kio at 4 and head home at 8 on sunday morning. Reached home at 9am, bathed then slept till 3pm, "breakfast" and then again to AMK fetch him to send him off to camp because my poor baby have yet to sleep the whole weekend. And I head back home for more sleep.

imykg

2009-03-08T09:11:00.001+08:00

Us holding hands and I know you saw.
I'm not proud but I miss you.
And somehow I feel that you do too.
But the story of me and you is now a crumpled notebook.
I have a new story to begin with, I hope I'll never find an end to it.
But than again, I just hope we could just talk and just be friends.

I miss you, I really do. =(

Chapter 2

2009-03-05T03:07:00.000+08:00

For greater things are yet to come.
We'll share them all, one by one.

Cafe Le Claire

2009-02-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

I didn't know Al Majlis have got another outlet at the other side of the road.
And it looks so cozy filled with the dim lights and cushions.

I was really happy because this is the people I missed so much.

And I'm the happiest woman on earth that because Azry had so much fun with my friends too.

Aisha really made herself at home and I didn't know Heira did that behind me.

We live so close but yet meeting up is such a GREAT hassle.

She just have to come late. Hate her.

A lot like love, I think.

I'm glad I brought UNOs and poker. It really filled our time and we had a never ending Uno game. Circle poker. It was great fun. Wished I could had stay longer but I have to attend so something after dusk.

And she who drank a cup with chilli sauce mixed with chocolate
and skyjuice said it tasted fine.

Couple Lab

2009-02-21T11:16:00.002+08:00

I spent Valentines 09 at home baking brownies, sleeping, waiting and worrying. I got the brownies ready by noon sharp and am very happy with the result. Perfect thickness and texture. The frosted top came out well and it's chewy. The taste is awesome. My dear boyfriend was supposed to be back from his field camp on 14th February itself. And I thought that he would be back by noon and just beep me to acknowledge me that he's back but when the clock strikes 8pm, I knew something was not right.

I felt almost sick, not really exaggerating but silly me is having images of him dating another girl on this supposed-to-be beautiful day. I spent the rest of the day outside, keeping myself occupied and trying my best to push him to the back of my head, my cellphone rang at 10pm. His photo, his name and his favourite song is ringing to the call. IT'S HIM YAY!

Poor little big monster of mine got stucked at tekong because thanks to a BLOODY-DUMBFUCK BOY NAMED NICHOLAS took his own sweet time to get to the ferry terminal that the whole company have to miss the craft and have to wait for the next craft 6 FUCKING HOURS LATER. And so I rushed home to bathe and make myself smell good, and grab those brownies [after sitting down for 3 solid hours, attempting to cut it in heart-shaped, I gave up and cut it in boring squares] I prepared for him and he arrived at my place 50 minutes after the call. Time check: 10:50 pm.

Look at his green eyebrows! Hak, too much of the jungle hah?
And so we actually celebrated Valentine's at the very very very very very last hour.
I don't mind not a little bit, it doesn't make me love him any lesser.
But then he insist on asking me out on a date the next day [Sunday, 15th February 2009]
to make up to the Valentine that we missed.

Went over to his place because his mum cooked Mee Rebus and wants me to have some. We do not want to waste much time, so after lunch, we head out to town. He told me that he is very very unprepared for Valentines due to his situation [NS is still to be blame uurgh] and he have to bring me along to get my Valentines gift.

So he brought me to Paragon, going around the whole place looking for the boutique he wants to get my present from. I was clueless, so I keep on bugging him to just tell me, and to walk faster. I am excited, really am. Oh and we even pass by a flower shop where he wants to get my Orange roses that costs $38 for 3 orange roses in a hand bouquet. It's fucking expensive, so I told him, I'll love it but we can use the money for some better.

After much walking, looking for the boutique the wants to get my present from, he then brought me to Takashimaya, into a Guess boutique, grab a wallet that I remembered I once told him that I love it, asking for a new pair. I look at the wallet, which doesn't look that great anymore due to the PINK COLOUR design on it. So I told him I don't like it. After much hunting for my Valentine gift, we then bumped in to Renoma wallets. So we planned to get the Couple wallet next month.

So then it was dinner at Seoul Garden with Fadil and his girlfriend.

Before you love enough to trust, forget not the power of lust.

And I love my Valentine's present alot alot alot alot alot.

The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree, but still hold hands.

Aldo cayang.

2009-02-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

This is Aldo, my family pet.
It was brought into the house on the 6th February 2009, only 2 months old.
Really still is a baby, the feathers are not fully developed yet, quite togel still.
It has got a bald circle patch right on top of it's head, like old men.
So adorable. Why Aldo?

Nop, not because of the brand and that we want it to sound high-end-ly,
but because mom watches an Indonesian drama and there is one actor in the drama named Aldo and is so good-looking and cute. There you go.

On the right, you would see how Aldo sleeps.
Protecting his head with his wings.
It has got maroon eyes, yellowish white feather.

I love to let it free in my room, like a baby, it is really still unstable.
And so we would have to give it a very close supervision.
And when I lie down, it will climb up me, and walk around mcm tak bersalah.

Sometimes, I love Aldo more than I love Azry. =X

Huda feeling.

2009-02-18T01:19:00.002+08:00

And so it was beloved cousin Huda's 20th Birthday on 3rd February.
Celebrated on the 7th February.
Had an awesome dinner at Zam Zam Restaurant which we then head to
Al-Majlis to inhale on an awesome Strawberry & Watermelon Mix sheesha,
munch on a huge basket of potato wedges and crispy chicken.
And indulge in Banana Chocolate Milkshake.
And then deserts was Cookies and Cream swensen's cake.

Bug Atika for some photos which she only send those that have got my face.
So I'll just make do with what I have.

I'm just glad he could make it.

We played a few games like the country game, MRT station games,
stupid lame riddles, hit Zap on the "concentration game",
Black Magic and many many more.

It was an awesome night.
Great get-together and I'm missing them already.
Let's start a new plan yok!

Amy Juju

2009-02-16T22:28:00.001+08:00

And so she turned 20 on 9th January 2009.
Yes, this post is so filled with overdue-d photos.
The celebration was just us girls,
Me, Amy, Nuhad and Nora.

Head to sakura at Far East for dinner
and have our long awaited pandan leaf chicken.
Then after much consideration,
from wanting to go Karaoke
to going to the Kumar Show
[we found out he is not doing any for now],
we head to El-Syeikh to sheesha !

The youngest, though am not the prettiest, but still the sweetest, ME !

It wasn't plan, really damn coincident that we
happen to be wearing the same exact cardigan we bought together quite some time back.

No no, Nora is actually not the focus of this picture,
it was the guy beside him.
Damn sizzling hot, right Amy?

Just us girls of Hawaiians.

On the left : Amy wins the "Muka Paling Bahagia Award"
On the right : I won the "The most sluttiest face" hak!

Sheesha-ing away away away.

And then the clock almost strikes midnight, the birthday girl gets tired,
we then head back to our home town.
Nora and Amy head home while Nuhad and Me
went to join the guys for a much missed "bike-washing session".

Hamzah loves washing bikes so much, look at that smile.
While Farez . . . why that sulk ?

While the guys are busy with their "babygirls",
we girls get ourselves busy with our "babyboys", the camera.

And then this guy gets tired, snatched the camera from us
and snap some silly and mentel shot of himself, so fucking shameless kan ???
ahahahaha.

And then he call these, "Art of photography"
Him: Fatin! Fatin! Aku pon leh jadi photographer macam kau kan kan kan ???

And then it's almost 2am, we got tired, went to the playground and slacked.

Tired, oily and sleepy yet hair still stays sexy heh!

And camwhore with Hamzah and Farez.

Farez giving a little of his "yoga" knowledge to his followers.
Played a few rounds of taiti.
Thrash Farez in 3 games straight and won a treat on Double Cheeseburger!!!

Macd's at Bukit Batok Central, Nuhad's void deck and home at 5 am.

2009-02-14T12:23:00.001+08:00

And, in the sound of a falling star is joy and sadness uniting love.

Pasir Ris Costa Sands

2009-02-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

How can I actually forgets the part about I went to a beautiful chalet with the great huge family I have? It's an annual thingy, usually during Chinese New Year because of the long holidays it offers. Either camping by the beach, chalet or overseas. So this year was Chalet, like how we had two years back. Initial plan was Genting but due to the recession and many financial crisis faced, chalet could do us just fine.

Just look at the stuff we are all carrying.
9 families, about 40 people, 2 double-storey unit at Pasir Ris Costa Sands.

So after settling down and all, we went for a few outdoor games organised by my most kecoh-gerek-sporting uncle, Cik Mazli.

We are separated into several groups to play several games like balancing table tennis ball(s) on a racket and frisbeeeeeeee and a lot more I can't remember.

And my group won 2 out of 3 games yeah !!!

And Wanie don't wanna be left out, she's our anak keladi hah.

A little bit of fun in the chalet with the normal routine.
Barbeque, riddles and chatty chitty bang bang.

Not to forget karaoke and nyai there busy making some roti John for us all.

And have I ever told you guys that my family are such animal lovers.

And that is Mak Busu's garang cockatiel, Latin, harassing kakak's earrings.

While I talk to boyfriend and Rainbow, the most manje cockateil gives me kisses. Heh.

And that's the look of one of our chalet units.

Food food food and more food !

But they still choose to chew on KUACI.

And it wouldn't be complete going to chalet's without dipping into the pool.

Which we then have a few games later in the afternoon,
after everybody had washed up. It was so fun!

And capteh doesn't look as easy as it is.

But he's a smart cheater.

And they won the guys competition.

While we won the girl's.

A group shot for the guys after a whole lot of fun.
And me and my other cousins chilled in the room for our last night.
A little bit of updates and sharing.

Wanie and Cik Mazli's playing badminton.

Waiting to check out time!!!

And off we go!!!

It's worth the effort, time and money wasted.
Love love love the moments.

Rindu serindu rindunya

2009-02-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

K that was a random picture I took while I was bored.
And this post is filled with millions and millions of updates about me.

I'm a Pre-school teacher at a centre around Chua Chu Kang.
My students are from K1 - Primary 6.

I got myself a new spectacle after spending 3 years with the old one.
Will post up a better picture of it soon.

Congratulation to Farez upon the class 3 license.
Thanks for being a sweetheart and drive us around the island.

I went chilling with one sakai girl at Chua Chu kang.
Look at those slippers lying around.
We really made ourself at home.

Getting ready.

And while Coco, ibu Ayu's lovebird had flew off,
us siblings decided to get one for Mother's Day, also as a family pet.

Presenting, Aldo, 2 months old.
Species : Cockateil.

And then the weekends arrive, time to meet Azry.

He then have a very short meet-up and a few takraw games with his friends.

And this is a little secret I can't share.
It's between Fatin, Azry and Cookie Monster. Heh.

I miss him, hope he'll be back from field camp on V-day.
Thanks Aidil for giving me an idea what to give Azry.

I'm not really in the mood to blog so coming up next

Amy Darling's Birthday
Family Chalet
Huda Dear's Birthday
More post about Aldo

Papa, mama miss you.
Please come back fast papa.

Tantaram

2009-02-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

Sheesha with LFG, plan initially was Starbucks at One Fullerton.
But none mind the change.

Had fun with riddles, Aisha's macbook and tantaraaaaaam!

Starbux Starbright

2009-02-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

It was chilling-at-Starbucks-without-having-to-spend-a-cent day with Heira on Wednesday.

So first I got Caramel Frapp with Java Chips and Heira was Rasp Frap with Java Chip.
Heira and I did a lot of catching up, a little of gossiping and the itch that Heira needs to scratch.

And then it starts to pour and my fingers starts to get numb, we then asked for Caramel Machiatto [how-ever u spell it].

A little bit of camwhoring and feeling-feeling with the mug.

Head to the toilet which we then notice that it'll be nice if we snap a picture at the staircase.
-_-

And then Pasti's shift ended and she gets to join us to chill.
On the left, you would see Heira's 1930's shot when elderly hates looking at the camera and her semi-retarded daughter. heehe.

And then I head home, throwing up everything at the Station's toilet because the bus journey was too long or maybe I consumed too much caffeine.

Ok tata.
I'm heading to my in-laws.
Till next time !

Azry & Fatin

2009-02-05T03:00:00.001+08:00

It's too early to tell.
But let us just pray for more of "this" to come.
I miss you.

2009-02-04T12:01:00.003+08:00

I wonder how would it be if things didn't had to go this way. How would everything be if he would not have to go for the damn recourse. Why do I always have to go through that bloody training again. He's going for 5 days 4 night outfield camp on the 9th February to 14th February. Yes, fucking 14TH FEBRUARY.

And then Mid March (or May?), he's leaving for Brunei (or Taiwan?) for another outfield training for 3 fucking weeks. Thanks aar National Service.

Meanwhile I'm not sure myself when is school starting and whether am I prepared to commit and throw the dirty habit of skipping class.

Nuhad's momma bought her an iTouch and last week, Nora got an iPhone as a Birthday present. I wonder how would it be if my father is a Doctor or an Engineer or even a Sailor and earns a bomb, a bulldozer, a bazooka, I would had been riding my R125 by now, I would have my Canon 450D hanging onto my neck, I would have a whole room of cuckootails !!!

Haha. Oh oh and I think I lost my dressing sense. I keep on wearing ol boring long sleeve top, V neck top with a coloured tank-top, [I have millions and millions of them. Different pattern, diffrent shape and colours !] and I'll always bun up my hair or up do it messily. I'm starting to look as boring as an old teacher with a default floral top and a skirt.

This post is full of shit. So don't bother.

yrza evol

2009-02-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

First of all, Happy 20th Birthday Huda Darling.
How time had passed
and it had been such a pleasure watching each other growing up together.
You are my bestest cousin I always had.
Love you always.

I had spent a lot of time thinking how I really have to wake up and stop taking life for granted. We live just once on earth and how I had wasted my life doing nothing beneficial. Hah! Well, I had too much fun that I have to sit probably for another 2 more semesters in RP. And during that one year, my graduated friends my had earned millions and millions of dollars.

Bf: I don't want you to get a PHD.
Me: Huh?! Why not? Ok pe. Degree seyyyyy. But hak! Diploma jek da terkial-kial.
Bf: PHD is Poly Halfway Drop-out laa sayang.

-________-

And so I still have to go through a lot of shits. I just wanna get it done and over with. For real. Seriously. But words are just words. I must prove to myself that I can do it and I'm doing this not for my mother or my boyfriend but MYSELF.

Okeh, enough of school. I had been enjoying life like there's no tomorrow. Eat, sleep then go out. Mother had been nagging and pestering me to look for a job which I finally went to an interview today. I'm hoping I'll get it because it'll give me a whole new experience !!! It's a fun job. Will tell you guys once I'm really shortlisted.

I have 3 pending events to blog down. Sheeeeesha with LFG, Baby Darla Amy's Birthday and Chalet with the Family. I'm going out with the West-side girls from LFG tomorrow to hit Holland Village starbucks for free fat drinks and cakes.

I'm missing the boyfriend. He's sound asleep now. He had 8km route march just now and sound so exhausted. Faked that I wanna sleep so that he would too.

I can't be a marksman because I keep missing you.
And you must be tired because you keep running in my head.
I love you.

Missing my boys.

2009-01-27T11:22:00.000+08:00

Ain had constantly been calling me for the past month and she had never hit the right time. It's always when I am bathing, I am getting ready to go out, out with boyfriend or lepak-ing.

So I called her and An, Ain and me had a great chat. And then, I start to reminisce the past.

I'm missing those moments before conflicts and separation occurs.

1 2 3 4 . . . . and ... 2 2 3 4 . .

2009-01-25T12:51:00.001+08:00

One lonely morning, when boyfriend is busy with his life and friends are still deep asleep, Fayeh called to ask if I could accompany him to BBDC.

"If you could come down, it'll be sweet. I'll treat you a meal"

So I did. Being such a sweetheart, heh.

And as promised . . .

Chilli crab, ikan pari bakar, sop seafood, kangkong belachan and chicken omelette.
Fayeh is such a darling!!! Hahaha.

And then while he went to have his practical, went Dhoby Ghaut with Nuhad sayang and then back to Bukit Gombak and then to Boon Lay to meet my two pretty vain boys.

A little bit of bitching and laughing.
Reflection how we wasted the academic year and not wanting to face the last day of school and see all the happy graduating faces. Hahah!

And we wasted the next day with Indian poker, Taiti, Red Label, Tiger and cigarratossss.
And I spend the night with the love by the beach under millions of stars.

F-F-F

2009-01-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

Picture was taken on August 2007

And this was taken January 2009.

They are the boys that had always been there with me through thick and thin.

Muhammad Faris Bin Mohamed

Muhammad Fadhirul Bin Mohammad Hairi

After almost 3 years of knowing each other,
they are still my pretty vain boys.

Love you two alot!

kbgfsaurghbeibjvlea.bv

2009-01-22T13:45:00.001+08:00

Aidil said "Kak Tin da tak active kat blogspot lagi ehk?" Which made me realised how I had almost forgotten about my blog. And so here I am trying to be back on track. Heh. Trying.

So here are the pictures taken during countdown 2009.
Haha. I very lazy to tell whatever happened that night tra la la la la.

I did something quite unique to welcome 2009.
Instead of watching those pretty pretty fireworks by the bay,
I watch ships shooting SOS fire by the beach.

And as I look up I see stars, millions of them, which reminds me of an old flame.

Simpang Bedok at 2 am.

Mum bought this very cute Gucci handbag
at a very very reasonable price for and Original Gucci.
And I am so going to bring it out for a walk someday.

The odd one always stand out.

Random.

And I'm missing bike washing session at a place we call "town" somewhere at Gombak.

Chunkfest and Sheesha

2009-01-19T00:41:00.014+08:00

Us girls meet up when Aisha went oversea, so you don't see her face in this picture.

Heira had been pestering us to attend Ben & Jerry Chunkfest at Fort Canning.
After I make a million of Detour inside Suntec City to find them girls at Carrefour, we head straight to Fort Canning by foot.

And it took us girls longer than anything else because it's pretty obvious.

Menara Condong Pisa

The tourist from Myanmar.
And the girls who spent 87% of their life taking pictures.

Can you see Eeqa and me crossing the road ?

So we actually gave up at Peninsula, hail a cab to realise that Fort Canning was fucking far ahead.

And we finally reach yay!

The crowd was horrendous, the weather was humid
and the floor is wet and muddy which axplains Eeq's cute face.

The stage and the band playing
which sounded more like a noise pollution to me ooopps.

And it didn't take us long to decide not to join the queue for the Ice Cream
and head to Haji Lane to Sheesha.

Heira and her Bagalawa.

Chocolate-scented bubbles to cheer up the ambience.

I went home to a Cheshire smile and a rather messy hair.

2009-01-18T15:01:00.001+08:00

Today, I wake up to a heartache. Why is everybody breaking promises on me?

Mom, boyfriend, bestfriend.

Butterflies and Plaids

2009-01-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

Slept over at Huda's after celebrating Atika's 17th Birthday at the Glasshouse.
It had been ages since I last spent the night at their place.
Huda and I had great time sitting down and reminiscing over the things we had done almost a decade ago when we are still young and thing we do are always silly and cute.

We spent our night binging on Fish and Co's takeaway
and we watched a movies from the 60s starring P.Ramlee and Saloma called "Anak Bapak".
Stomach cramps and silent laughters, singing along to the songs that tickles a lot.

And then, when the sun rises I spent my time on the computer, surfing a website Huda introduced to me.
Not gonna say it, NOT because it's a PORNSITE or watsoever but I just don wanna tell.

And so Huda got bored because I am neglecting her.
She tried a lot of things to divert my attention from the computer to her.
And so she did this . . .

Still, I didn't turn my head to look at her.
My eyes are still glued to the screen.
But not long later . . .

Presenting, Fatin - Minah kampong jual kuih.
Huda - Pembantu kene dera.

Butterflies and plaids in the in thing now.
Let's hit the town soon hunneh!